Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Nothing worth my trust more than you.

Heys peers. Currently using iPhone to update my blogger. Sweetheart is tired so I used her phone to update my blog. ;) Sad to say that photos can't be uploaded. So ya. Maybe I shall post photos on my next post. Anyway, enjoy the day were spending together. Although is ain't so much time for the both of us. But yet you did cheer me up when I felt down. Although the way you talk to me like you wants to look a fight with me but I know you wants me to be good too. You asked me to work is for the good of the both of us too. Yet I show you attitude for that. Firstly I would like to apologies for showing you such little girl temper. Yet you still understand me well. And that's what couple should do. The most important thing in a relationship is to have basic trust with each other.

I have never believe that I would be with someone forever but you made me believe that we can make it till death do us apart. Well, you know it well that. I could never last a relationship with someone. Yet, you made me know how to love someone in a relationship. How to show that you do Care too. I believe you're the one who'll be there for me when I needed you the most. I wants to make you the most happy person in the world. Well.. Ain't a easy thing but yet I'm willing to give it a try. Even if I can't I also wants to make you felt happy when you're with me. And even if you can't stay by my side. I wants to made you by thinking of me you also felt happy. I'm sorry if I need to leave you for sometime. Ain't if I wants it to happen to is too. But this is what I have to do. Sorry for made you suffer.

Aim for insensitive and ang bao alright? Work harder and you might being promote as times goes by. I believe by working hard people see your hard work. ;) Than that time I shall congrats you. But never forget me when you get promote. Hehe! Anyway, I know is very tiring for you to work whole day long. For me eights hours of standing is tired enough. Don't say about yours 10 hours. Hehe, I tell you I'll be complaining whole day long to you. But I know you very strong one! Not tired of working one. Hehe! By the way you must jia you! I'll give you my support. ;)

A thank you for you. I love you just like diamonds in my eye. Bestest boy friend! I love to have you by my side forever.

P.s; if you really read properly. there must be mistake in my spelling. Cause iPhone ain't same as keyboard! Gonna save up money and buy a camera indeed I know baby wants it very much. (;

Monday, June 28, 2010

Cause there's is no other, nobody in my mind.

(24/06/2010)



Have you spare a thought for me before?
Tomorrow J off. & although i know that we not gonna spend so much time for the both of us.
But at least it's spending time for someone you cherish in your life. From the day she's born.
Well, I know how it felt to see someone you loved. Suffering so much in life now.
That shown that you must learn from your experince. Hope J know the basic of life too.
It's gonna to be said as the first step. ;) Ya.

The days that brought us through till here. Ain't easy either diffcult. But as people say. "It takes two hand to clap."
If I'm willing to walk thru those days with you. But you don't we will never get thru this day.
You brought laughters, tears, happiness, encouragment, saddness and more to my lifeless life.
You're the one who made me felt less fearful of facing the fact.
You gave me the engry to fight with those enemy.
You're my lover, bestfriend and family.
When I'm feeling down. Although somehow you don't realise. But if you know I'm feeling down than, you'll never leave me alone instead you gave me the encouragment I need most.
Thank you. I ain't someone good. But you never, gave up on me. Scold me to let me know my mistake. P.s; "But if can please make thing straight to the point. Don't keep my head spining. Thank you."

One year two months back. Have you remember how much you care about me? When you called and tell your Mum. You wish to bring me back to your house. But your Mum said that only you're allow to step in the house and I'm not welcome. You told her without second thoughts that if she can't accept me to your house either will you'll go back. Instead she still disagree to your resquest. You did not leave me alone but you suffer with me for those times. Finding your best to look for me a bed and sleep peacefully. Thanks baby! That blessful day you gave, I'll never forget in mind. I know that is right in my mind. That I only wants you in my life. One and only one! AMB! (L) I love you!

Well I know that I miss my Daddy this few days badly. Wonders how is he doing with someone i hated the most. (Stepmum) She is the one who break up me and my Dad, I know is her. I know she's the one who needed to be blame of. Get rid of her is me and my aunt wishes. She ain't someone kind as I thought when I just know her. She's just a bitch! Fcuk off from me and my dad. Bring your kids away too. If Daddy agree too. ;) Love Daddy! Wansui~

Friend treat you well when you're new. When they found news one. You ain't her best. You just knew that this is just someone passing by and leave you good memories in life. There is no one to be blame as I know. I should have thank you, for leaving such beautiful memorise in my life. Thank you, my friend. "As we go on. We remember all the times we spend together, as our life change comes whatever. We'll still be friends forever."

I've nothing better in life now for me to achive. Expect family.
You're the one I left to achieve for, lay on, cherish, and etc. And that's you AMB. Thank you for leaving me such beautiful memories in life. I needed you the most now. Please, treat me fairly in life. Thank you.

Winnie, please be strong to go thru those up and downs! Never let your past affect you.

one day there stay three little pig in the farm,the older one is babi. 2nd one is babo and the little cute one is baba(: cute right. " Wrote by Jeviar. " Hope this story will carry on in the fairy tales.

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

The reason i smile.



19 June.
Steamboat with Miner. Than to Changi Ariport.
Just one photo. Post the rest when i like to do so.

23 June.
Went to Kkh. Woke up to early and toh back to sleep.
Woke up and sitted beside the computer.
For J to finish her things.
And gald to said that she finally accept my resquest in Facebook.
Now we're "fong fong guang guang" in a relationship.
Weather are we gonna be like the past it's totally gonna depends on us.

Suppose to sleep early today for later check up at Kkh again.
But it's so late now. Both of us, is not tuck in our bed.
Yet, she's stuck with her iPhone and I'm blogging.

Miner > Sorry nah! I did not promise to meet you up all the time.
But gonna promise to meet you up soon.
Not, tomorrow, Friday to Sunday.
Cause tommorrow J off. Friday to Sunday i working. );
But promise to meet you up real soon! Alright?

My words.
"Nobody gonna force you to do things you dislike. Everything depend on you, yourself. None of your friends nor family. Gonna lead you to anywhere. You lead yourself. So don't blame people when things is already done! All you must do is find a way to slove everything. Not regretting."

Friday, June 11, 2010

The days..

04062010 :>
08032010. :>

I seriously don't know what is the problem with blogger.
Fail to upload photos all the time.
Currently trying to upload at photobucket!
If still cannot I'll gone mad! Seriously!
Gosh, the same result is out lah!
Back to square one.
Still back to try on blogger.

Need to share wiv everyone.
Bitches story!
Seriously i just can't stand girls who ask guys for a relationship.
A> The girl. B>The guy.
A called B to say what ever shit.
A told B that she like B.
And A told B alot of bullshit, and sound like those puppy love talking.
Gosh! Later on the next day.
A ask B> If i want a relationship with you will you accept?
Knnz! !$%^ Fcuking irriatting lah!
I've no rights to say anything to A because B is my past.
But just to share this LOL story to peers.

Really bitch siah! I've never ask a guy to start a relationship with me!
Lol, this is so funny man!

Ohkay, back off from the story of bitch.

This post wanted to post fcuking long ago.
But than blogger damn lag.
So that i just post it out.

Anyway, i love JJJJJJJJJJJJJJJ!

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

I can be your everything. :}

Fcuking blogger. Photos can't be upload!
Update tommorow. :}
Luv the people! I'm taking back my love.

Thursday, June 3, 2010

JJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJ!

I wants to save up money by this. Gift from J.


Rushing on the book i've made for J.
Hope J don't feel lonely after i went back. :}
At least he can read day by day.
As i wish. I hope you feel my presence after I'm gone too.

Tommorrow J off. Gotta go and vist the doctor with J.
To get the cream for his leg too.
Hope we had a pleasant day!
And also trouble please stop coming to us!

Currently playing with Texas Holdem Poker now.
Waiting for my egg to crack.
But heard that it's take a few days to do so.
Nevermind, since i'm so addicted to this game.
I believe i'm able to wait too. :}

Miner, I'm seriously lazy to go out.
And also kind of tired. So maybe tommorrow than i shall meet you up again.
:}

Beibei, cheer up!
If things is worth for you to do everything.
Than is right to do so.
But is not worthy at all.
Than don't be foolish.
If it's time to let go, than you should do so.
But if it's because of the memories, than forget about it.
Alrightz? There's always a way in your life.
Be it, if he does not know how to appreciate you.
There's still your family members who care for you.
And not all good guys are gone!
You're not ugly too !

Alrighz, got to end here. Luv JJJJ!

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

LUV SG GREAT SALES!


Hello ^^
I'm here again!
Errm, went to T2 yesterday to meet up those small kid &Miner.
Than waited for J to finish work.
While waiting, went to shop.
Lol, SG great sales is too GREAT!
Went to buy stuff with Miner, that she went back home.

Don't know what is the fcuking wrong with my mum.
Called and say I'm at bugis! Haha!
Dumb, if she don't call and talk like a dog.
I think it'll be better.
Really is like what the fcuk? I'm at bugis?

Laughs, forget it than.
Went home with J.
Than on went to sleep already ah!
LOL! Bored of blogging.

Thanks Miner for the Ear rings. :}
Hehe, but very heavy ah!
Lol, you know i know. AHMUI!
Fcuking irriatting!

Thought of giving J surprise, that go fetch her.
In the end say i waste money.
Still tell me she envy cause people Girlfriend.
Fetch Boy'f to work than bus back.
Wanna give her surprise but.. ):
Nevermind it's ohk. :}

Congrats ah! Your CPF money coming. :}
Luv ya ttm!