The unique one - Winnie

Motivation of love.

2012-01-09T14:42:00.000-08:00

Look who's here again people! Hohoho! Okay, please don't get the wrong idea does not mean the above photo is the one who's blogging now. I'm Winnie the owner of the blogger. Haha! Well, I'd some good news for anyone who care, I found a job. Although pay is not high, but it's all on your ability to earn for the commission! Baby and Baobei is always giving me encouragement! But one sad thing is Baby hate it when I'm not punctual for my work! Arghhhhhh! But it's okay at least someone forcing me to work hard so I won't be lazy. Hehe!

Once again, happy 34th anniversary! I love you! Thanks for being there with me through so much obstacles. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE, GO FOR YOUR INTERVIEW IF THERE'S JOB FOR YOU AGAIN, SLEEPY HEAD! I guess you also going crazy nua at the bed every time already. Hehe!

Well, Baobei don't be stress up over stuff already. There's always a way to slove things out. Just concentrate on your work and earn more for your commission. Don't nua at work or play around already. Haha!

Okay, now I'm gonna say work hard to myself! Gonna work hard and buy Baby some new clothes already! It's time for a change of style soon! Loop Loop! <3

Don't cry over spilled milk.

2012-01-02T21:23:00.000-08:00

Happy new year, friend!
There's too much things happen last year, gonna learn from past mistakes and start afresh this year! Jeviar's face so much obstacle last year. I'm glad that we pull through all face all the obstacle together. Well, but this time round is some tragic happens. Jeviar's took more time to pull through and stand up again. Don't worry okay! Everything will be better in time. I'm sorry things turn out to be so ugly partly blame it on me. I'll learn to control myself, and keep those harsh words. Not being so aggressive towards anyone. Mistakes make people learn and I'll learn from my mistakes as well. Hope you find a job soon. I'll always encourage you. Don't worry okay? As long as you know I'm fine with it. You should understand me well ba. You should know what I'm fine with it. Well, I don't know if I should feel guilty or happy. Guilty as I cause you and your family quarrel. Happy as I realize how important I'm towards you. But sigh. I guess it's guilty more than glad. Anyway, just 5 more days to our anniversary. Woohoo! 34 months of ups and downs and we're still staying strong. Thanks for tolerating me for such a long time. I love ya. Thanks for everything.

2011-10-03T05:34:00.001-07:00

My little chestnut room.

2011-09-10T21:26:00.001-07:00

Every single above is brought by jeviar! I mean those bears. (:

My reply! ^^v

2011-06-01T12:48:00.000-07:00

From Jasmine's Darling.
Go thru by twitter that she wrote me all this.
Read @WinnieeLow 's blog.. I'm so touched I'm still in her mind. Thanks darling for the note. I'll always rmb you, all the times we spent tgt with mb. When I was down, you guys were there. Making me smile. All the good times, will always be kept in my heart. Thou we've drifted alot but nothing change. As and when, we can still be as close. Physically far apart but mentally close in the heart. Darling, pls behave inside. Now go back old girl Liao sure will yaya abit one. But sun defiant k. I'll write letter to u and hope you'll reply me too. From now until you go back, pls stop whatever you're doing. I dun want u to suffer inside. eat more! I want to see u become as fat as me when you're out. Haha! Dun think so much la. I'm sure your bf will behave in ther cus he also wanna faster release and see you. You also must be good. Go up to band3 and have hl soon. Must always rmb my words, behaveee yourself inside. Dun collect many many VRs. Time will past very fast. Like you've said, dun regret anything cus everything happens for a reason. Let this be a lesson learnt. At least during this period of time, you found out who's true to u and who's not. Turn over a new leaf when you're out. Everyone you love and love u is all waiting for you outside. no matter how long the day is, it is sure to come. Darling, rest assured that I'll nv forget u. Take good care of yourself. Love ya! :)
Reply to Jasmine's Darling tweet, in blogger. (:
Hey darling I didn't know you can be so sweet eh. I almost kana diabetits by just reading at your tweets! (L) How can I forget you, dumb! We use to spend our 24 hours together, met up with all kinds of people and even plan how to settle with funny and crazy type of people. Haha, the most funniest one was the fat and old guy driving BMW which still want to be cocky all the time. And how can we forget about the most crazy one, Kenny's. Many more that I'm lazy to mention already. But the most cheebye really need to be list out, JoyceStephaine's. Haha, sometime when I think of the time we spend our time together I can really rofl sia. Don't worry about me, I'll behave well because I want homeleave early! Hehe, must yayapapaya a bit if not next time come out don't have such chance already. Need to see those boss face to earn money. >:( How to write letter eh, if you write me and I never reply means I never recieve already. But if I get your letter I chopchop will reply you de. Okay? You very loso ley, you want tell me how many times? Even if I don't eat much outside go back sure will eat alot one. Huh, darling I don't want same size as you. >:( You short that size okay, I tall that size like gaint already. So cannot. Ya, I'll fight for the best inside. You better keep to what you say uh! I don't want when I homeleave called you, you come telling me you don't remember you had a darling uh! I'll sure slap you. Hopefully you can get married soon, like what your dad tell your brother! Don't mind what others would said about you. Never let others affect you, as long as you're happy with what you're having now is content enough! Jiayou oh~ Best is when the next time I see you, your stomach big already!
From Cherry's Eightyone's in Facebook's.
Eightyone, I'm touched by seeing my special post on your blog:) Though we drift apart, but I believe these are obstacles that we've gone thru' & like now, you're really going back. I hope you can behave & yearn wad you should gain.Can't denied girls inside at fcuk up; but I'm sure you can endure with the name of your boyf & those who ...cared, flashing thru' your mind every now & then to remind you.It might be a hard time. But remember, good times always come after the hard ones. No matter wad, tell yourself. No need to bother bout' things or people inside. Give yourself a aim & faster get out from there:)I'm sure your boyf must be happy to hear that you're facing problems strongly & both of you shall go thru' together.I'll wait for you to be out & we can rock the night once more :D With loves, SherU ♥
Reply to Cherry's EightyOne's Wallpost.
Eightyone's shall reply it here, because was kinda messy if I reply it in Facebook! Thanks, I'll use my best to endure with all those girls. Wao, I'm sure I'll miss those times having you guys in Girl's home I wonder if those times will be the same. I can't imagine if new girls yaya to me. One thing I'm sure is my attitude not gonna be the same like the past. Well, partly thanks to you for that. I guess you're the only one in Girl's home made me change so much eh. Ya better keep to your words uh! Shall party again with my own own IC! Horayyyyy! (: I hope by the time I still see you and AhRay's together! Thanks for those encouragment anyway! Love ya!
From XiaoEn's Buddy in Facebook's.
Buddy Ru, I hope you'll remember all my advices throughout these years , heed them when you meet any problems after you go back . Behave yourself and earn your freedom back . And my greatest advice to you , never do anything you know will disappoint the closest people around you anymore . 'Cos too much disappointments would cause even... your closest one's hopes on you all smashed, even though he/she is one of the people who loves you the most. It's like smashing his/her heart into pieces over and over again, and there isnt any more tiny little pieces for you to even crush once more.. Nevertheless, I still do care. So, I hope you'll learn your lessons this time round. Take good care of yourself..Really utterly disappointed but.. still loving you,Buddy En.
Reply to Buddy XiaoEn's.
Buddy, I know I'd disappoint you too much this time. That's why I kept trying my best to "hong" you. But I guess by what you'd said above you'd given up half on this friendship. I'll still try my best to gain back when I discharge. Hopefully by the time you'll be feeling better over this matter. I know it's hard for you to gain it back now. But still I'll treat you the same. Buddy jiayou alright? I'll support you in any decsion you made, like how I used to. Buddy, if there's a chance please meet up before Sunday. :(
From others who care at Facebook's message!
hello xiaoru :)ahjave here , i know that we never talk/see each other before but i heard that you're going back real soon ..well , hope after you go back everything will go smoothly :) as your boyf won't have to worry about you too ..better eat and sleep well inside , now ~ the environment inside really changed alot but i bet that you'll slowly be able to adapt the life and time will really files :) FZ girls will be waiting for you to be out and do takecare of yourself alright ? jiayous ;Dandand , don't think too much when you're in lockup okay ? must eat and keep praying that your boyf is doing well at other place :) after discharge , you'll be free again ! hope will get to talk to you next time round ..
Reply to AhJave's.
Thanks for the concern, although I'd not seen you before. But still is sweet to see this from a unknown. Anyway so you've discharge from Girl's home already? Well, don't have to worry as I'm strong enough to face any obstacles. Goodluck to you in anything either! (:
From Weiping's in Twitter's.
@WinnieeLow you better be good inside & call me when you're out!! Stop playing those thing tooooo~ okok?! Love you 
Reply to Weiping's tweets.
Wao, you're the most useless one. But I still love you la! Bitch!
From Mabel's in Facebook's.
i'll wait for u to be bk! Believe in urself n believe me, when u're out u'll be glad dat u've stabled dwn ard. (:
Reply to Mabel's wallpost.
Thanks with all your support, I'll be strong and do better when I'm discharge! Better keep to your words uh! Don't later when I come out I call you, you tell me you don't know who am I uh! Anyway hope to see getting stable too~ Love ya.
From FangYu's in Facebook's.
Nu er going back huh be good Kay ♥ you see you soon time will pass and heals everything night to you be good inside and don't be naughty lol send all house mummy dat I too! Send you big big love and everything be string will be waiting for you
Reply to Fangyu's wallpost.
Thanks mommy. Jiayou for your newborn baby boy too. Love ya~
From Miner's in Facebook.
Hello baby, please do take care of yourself when you're back. Remember that you still have to help me celebrate my birthday next year, please do not forget me k. And i'll never forget you and the fun times we had. I love you ♥
Reply to Miner's wallpost.
Thank you very much for the concern. Yea, by the time I'm already out! But hopefully I'm working so that will be able to enjoy. ^^v Remember what I'd told you before? What past is the past, don't rewind it. People who judge you are those who get jealous about you, so what for give a damn on them eh? Correct? So be strong. Love ya too!
From Jeviar's in Facebook.
finally you're going back, don't last min say don't wanna go back all this hor. stay strong in everything, don't think of all the staying in lock up for 9 days if I'm not wrong, new girls who act yayapapaya, there's alot more to think and bear with it when you're back there. rmb what is the 1st promise that I promise you? if you really not going back to that hell, I promise to take care of you no matter we're friend or we're lover. I keep to my promise until now. I know I did break alot of promise that I have make to you, I'm sorry for leaving and didn't explain much to you. I know you can start to feel the different of how i treat you before I ask for a break up. the feeling change in me but not you, I know your feeling stay truth to me till you contact back with wk. I don't blame you to move on with life and see what you have now, you find someone better then me(: im sorry for everything that i done to you but i did do my part and best in this relationship. don't worry abt me, I know what I want and who I want, I'm not going to explain much cos whatever I say is nothing important alr. just take care of yourself. I'll be waiting for your letter to tell me how good you're in there.
Reply to Jeviar wallpost.
Ya, indeed for this two years you took great care of me. But I did the same as well ho! Although you hurt me so much by betraying me with my friend but I'd to fogot about all this. Because if you did not betrayed me I won't found someone that treat me better too. Maybe I shall thanks you too. I'll still keep to what I promise as to behave myself inside. Don't have to feel sorry for everything you done too because this is life. Everyone is selfish they think for themsleve. I can't deny but I does the same too. You used to put in effort in our past relationship but now what you've to do is put in more effort in our friendship. I do hope I can send a letter out for you and your family too. But I'm doubting if I can do so. Is my duty to worry about what you gonna do with your life after that because like what I'd said I owe you a "ren qing". Just be happy with what you'd and be contend with it too. Don't feel regretful for what you'd done because what done can't be undone too. Just be more worried about how to make your life better! All the best alright?
From Ahqi from Facebook chat.
Take care when ure inside(:Don't think so much alright? (:I believe ure strong to face everything inside. Cause the xiaoru i use to know is a strong girl(: Although me and u really dint talk much when we are out. But those times when we are together inside was really fun. Disturbing miss jessy(: hahs But u must behave huh! Don't be as naughty as last time(;Must control ur temper(; must endure no matter wad. The girls in there yaya then show her abit jiu can Liao(: don't show them too much(: yea<3 take great care
Reply to Ahqi.
Thanks, I'll listen to your advices. You also should take great care of you and your family alright? Luvya. I miss those time spending with you too.
From Deping's from facebook chat.
hey. hope you will take care of yourself when you are back ok. and both of you will be fine de. as in you and your bf. heard that now inside change alot liao. behave well then 4 month jiu can go home liao. time will past fast de. just endure it ok. hope you will not forget me as a friend ok:) hope after you come out you will think lia...o. dont do stupid things liao. hope you know what am i saying. is really not good for your body really. im telling you this is wanna you to know. hope you will not say me aunty hor. how bad it hurt you body you yourself should know.hais and thats why you really shouldn't waste your time anymore. you already waste so much of your time liao. dont you think so? you also should know whats you going to do next when you d/c. hais. hope to hear from you again when you are out. take care of yourself. my friend:)
Reply to Deping's.
Thanks uh, nui nai ping! (: Anyway I really hope before I go back I'll see the both of you together again. Seriously I can't deny that I felt a little guilty for what is happening between the both of you. Sigh. I shouldn't had helped her for hiding things from you. You also la, don't be silly keep on waste money on these. Ya, I'm sure I won't forget about you should party together again when I'm outta from that hell, eh! HAHA! But I'm sure I'll not touch those things after discharge! I hope by the time you does the same too! ^^v Had not try saying ILUVYA before and I'm gonna tell you now cause you touch me. Because I once heard from Meibao's you usually won't write something long to people one. But you're doing it now and and and and, I LOVE IT AND YA!
From Baby's from Facebook wallpost.
When going back ? :) take good care of yourself and remember you're not suffering yourself alone but sharing what your bf is going through. Okay ? Look after your health and I'll always remember I owe you a b'day present. Get it from me when you're out. Don't think about your timing bit just endure till th end. I'm sure your bf will be happy knowing you'd grown up. I'll waiting and hear from you soon. ♥
Reply to Baby's.
I need to wait for my boyfriend letter than can go back. Thanks anyway, and yea when are you returning me my present? Yea, I doubt if your word is what he's thinking about too. Sigh, luv.

I'm finally leaving for good!

2011-06-01T07:08:00.000-07:00

Baby, you're leaving me again. Sigh, and I had to keep to what I promise to surrender after you are sentence. I need to help daddy do some stuff so that I can only go back at Sunday. I hope you'll behave yourself well, so that one and a half year later you'll discharge. I don't wish to see you getting your sentence extend to more than one and a half year. Sigh, I'd no idea why I don't dare to look at you when I'm in the court. I miss you but when I look at you I feel like crying. I'm sorry for all those time I let you down, I promise to wait. But please don't let me down by giving me empty promises. It's good if I go back soon, cause it's driving me insane staying outside. Thanks for those memories you gave me that whenever I think of it make me smile hard. Somehow by just thinking back can brighten up a few hours of my day. All I was hoping now is you'll change when you come out. I guess you must be feeling regretful too. Don't worry time will be fast, don't think too much. Don't have to worry any single thing outside alright? Luv ya, hope that everything gonna continue like the same way we had before. Gonna hope for the best and prepare for the worst. (: I guess I'm getting used to the life you're not around but still having the present of you. I miss you dearly. My last resquest, please be good.

Guess I also no need to say much already. I'd gave all the best I can. I'd no much time to try already too. Just take good care of yourself, look brighter in relationship. "Don't be a girl that need man, be a girl that man need". (: Jiayoujiayou. Don't be sucha silly to commit sucided for a guy again. Life move on, you can find a better one I'm sure. Look you're living so much better now. Some guys just don't worth your scarifice. Hope that you can stable down with the job you're having now. Hopefully by the time when I discharge you and I can be like the past. Thanks for being there when I'm feeling alone. You brought me up for the last heartbreak I had. All thanks to you, partly me and WeiKiong's can get together also because of you. Be strong in life, okay?
As what I've said, thank you for those time when you're here. Although you brought me down when I needed you the most, but you see god give me better things in life. But I still learn alot from you. Life give you experience and lesson to learn, and never repeat the same mistakes. I guess I'd not owe you anything anymore. But no matter what I still owe you a "ren qing". I hope you'll change and go back to the time when you earn lots of cash. Look those time when you're earning money people come to you. Please be more realistic in life, learn to see people more clearly. Not everyone who treat you good, don't ask for any return or want nothing from you. I hope the next time when I see you, you'll be someone successful. (: JIAYOU! Tje most wonderful one is still your parents.
Eightyone, thanks for the time when you're here for me whenever I'm facing relationship problem. Although we've drift but at least we once were close before, sharing those happy and sad times together! (: Hope you can really find someone that you can stable down with. Anyway wish you all the best in life alright? Jiayou!
I guess you would really like to know if I'm lying to you. Trust me what I've told you is all true. No point hiding things for her too, she had already asked me to tell you everything. Really nothing happen between the both of us, don't worry alright? She had never touch me after I had a boyfriend, even if she want I also don't want. Hehe, what's past is all past already. No point blaming on you or her either. Well, you see I get something better in return now. So I'm not gonna blame you for that already. I can't deny at the start I may get things difficult for us, but now no, I won't anymore. Anyway thanks for coming over to the court to look for me, after my boyfriend sentence. All the best to you too! Find a better job ba, night life can never last for long. (:
Jasmine Darling, kinda miss those time when we spend our days together. Those days was all laughing away. Although those are all over but at least we once enjoy before. Sorry that I can't turn up for your birthday. Please remember what I told you uh! Meet you up, when I'm back! (: Love ya!

Wao, now become people lao bu already. Last time see you breast also bo, suddenly become mother. Time is really passing so fast~ Jiayou uh! When I comeout I wanna see your son fatfat one eh! HEHE, goodluck to those crying sound you gonna face thru the years. Jiayou~ (:

And for those who care, good luck~ Love all my people!

Good times come and go, but the memories will last forever.

2011-05-31T09:56:00.000-07:00

I've need to vent all my feeling out here. I'd being counting down to tomorrow which is WeiKiong's court. But for now all that I can said is phobia of seeing the same thing, paranoid of being alone again. Sick of the life I'm leading now, words can't simply describe how had I gone thru all this while alone. Although I had friends along the way but this ain't curing the lonely-ness I'd gone thru all this while. Although I've know what the outcome am I gonna face thru but why am I still having little hopes that I can spend a little more time with you. Just a little will do, but there's just no such chance for me. For this almost one month, I've not being receive-ing any calls either message from you. Yet I'm still trying my best to hang thru those time. I should not had listen to you and I should had go back before you even left me out here alone, so that I won't be facing so much now. I've no idea what's the point being paranoid for all these time. Being thinking till a little too over, but I'll be glad if you made yourself out here tomorrow. I won't start all my bad habits again. Either your choice or determination being with me is still there or not, I'll not force you with any choices you made. (: I miss you so much that is what I can said most.

I'm sorry if I'd made you down on your birthday. Giving you empty promises on your birthday itself, when you told me so much about your last year birthday wasn't a blast as what you wanted to. Yet I've being giving you words that I'll make a blast this year. I'll give you time to cool down. I miss you Buddy XiaoEn's. >:( Somehow you really very petty eh, angry so long already still don't want reply my tweets and messages. But I know la, you really need time to cool down. I'd felt regretful for what I'd done and said. Time is running up I hope we could spend just a day together before I go back. If you really want this friendship to end it just this way than I can't force you any longer. I may seem that I don't concern but I did. Please take care of yourself in work. Even if your stomach is rejecting the food you ate, you still must force yourself to eat.

Bff MeiBao's, although it had being years I last seen you but I still hope you're fine. Don't have to blame yourself for treating me like this anymore cause no body is prefect. I just hope what I once told you really made a sense to you. Please make your life more meaningful don't slack your time away anymore. Thank you for taking care for me for this two years we had together. I'm just glad that you keep to what you promise like you said you will take care of me till I go back, indeed you did it. But now you've done enough already. Thank you, for being so caring for these two years. (: Like you said now life gave me something better. Just be true to who you are. I can't deny indeed I break down when I lose you, but now I'm smiling to my days ahead! Thanks a lot, much cherish by me.

Life moves on.

2011-05-31T03:55:00.000-07:00

Okay I almost fainted at Expo last Sunday. Scared the hell outta of me. Wth, so damn scary lo, is either I squat down in the middle of the crowd or I continue walk and faint infront of the police. But I've no idea why I squatted in the end. Hehe, went to meet Jasmine Darling at Bugis afterwards, had Longjohnsliver with that silly girl, chatted and went for a small shopping. And ya, Jasmine Darling I'll eat and take great care of myself don't worry alright? Sames goes to you, but for you is to eat at the right timing. Gain so much weight already. Hehe, shall see if I still have the chance to see you on your birthday. :D

Congrats to my oldfriend WeiPing's for successful deliver out a babyboy to this earth! Brave enough to be a mom! 5th will be her boy fullmonth, try to be there on that day alright? But no promise cause too much things came thru lately and had occupied too much of my time. ):

Starting work at 9pm. Attending Baby WeiKiong's court tomorrow at 9am. Hopefully he can get the lightest sentence. ): Sigh. Although life inside make a big difference than outside but still you gotta be strong and go thru alright? I promise to wait. I love ya.

It's like a dream.

2011-05-15T09:14:00.000-07:00

-Fucking prefect by Pink. (Made me grow some self-esteem)

I still have the same strong feeling as the first time. The feeling does not stop growing indeed it go stronger. Looking back at those comment you gave in Facebook and messages you send, made the smile in my face go wilder and it does not stop. I miss you and I can't deny. I can't find anything that can help me, from enduring with all those time when you're not around. I rather go back to the place where I belong than to feel alone for all this while. The feeling hurts and it's making me insane soon. I miss the way you made me smiling to the phone, which I haven't feel it lately anymore. 2 more days to your visit from your friend. I just got the feeling that I gonna get hurtful messages. Well, maybe you ain't true for all this while. I got to be strong and still wait for you to be out. I promise, I'll do so.

I don't bother what you gonna say, I'll just wait for you to be out. If you discharge than you still don't wanna continue than it's a different thing already. I'll be strong, maybe I shall say I must get use to it. Please be good inside. Never should you, against the rules. You'll never win. I'm too tired of guessing what you want in life already, because I've never knew what you're thinking. Whatever I do sometime is a mistake to you, and that made me helpless. But those one month plus memories you gave made me hanging on there. Please don't give up, when you don't have the heart to do so. But if you have, than I'm speechless. I love you.

Never had a dream come true.

2011-05-14T12:33:00.001-07:00

-I've never expect much in life, but why am I having hard time finding a stable one?

I've never asked for diamond rings, millionaire boyfriend, big house with 3 floors high, driving Bmw's, good looking guy or any more expectation girls want in life. Now I'm only asking for someone who's faithful, someone I love and love me the same way, treating me good, spend his time with me, never neglected me and never take me for granted. I may list some out of what I expected in a relationship. But am I asking too much?

-PohWeiKiong.

I can't ensure you're 100% true towards me, but somehow you show that you really care. Although is only a month plus we're together and we have to be apart again. I promise and swear I'll wait for you. Just getting paranoid of what you gonna say, during your visit from friends. Sigh, please don't be so nice okay? You just gotta believe in what I've told you!

-Winnie love WeiKiong 24032011

-Please made this last for once.

-Poh Wei Kiong

2011-05-13T19:46:00.000-07:00

I miss you, dearest. How have you being? I hope you're true-ly fine. >:( Since the day you went for your court I've not hear any thing about you. Baby, you just got to be strong inside. No matter how hard things turn out to be, you still have to be strong and tell yourself you're alright. I'll support you in any choices you made. Just follow your heart. There's nothing that can't be solve. but everything happen for a reason. But just be strong, okay? I love you.

4 more days to friends visiting Baby. I hope to hear good news. Sigh, I just miss you so much. :(

Virgo with Pisces.

2011-05-11T19:20:00.000-07:00

-Do this just for the fun. :)

Virgos being the perfectionists they are may despair of thePisces untidy and somewhat lazy lifestyle. Pisces are dreamers and often have their head in the clouds, which could annoy the more conservative down to earth Virgo. On the other hand, opposites do attract and the Virgo could actually become intrigued by the new Pisces ideas and versatile way of life. The Pisces in turn may look to Virgofor more security and stability in their life.

Pisces are sympathetic and caring and as they will work hard at most relationships, they have the perseverance and ability of winning over the aloof and seemingly unemotional Virgo. Pisces are able to see deeper inside a Virgos heart and soul, which Virgos try very hard to hide. Pisces can also learn to be a bit more practical from the more levelheaded Virgo.

The one thing that these two signs do have in common is that they are reliable, loyal and faithful. This is a pairing that will make a good marriage, if they can work out their differences in the long term. Their similar sense of family values can strengthen their relationship overcoming any obstacles and times of trouble.

Sick of being alone.

2011-05-11T10:42:00.000-07:00

- A moment like this /Leona Lewis

What if I told you it was all meant to be,
Would you believe me
Would you agree
It's almost that feeling we met before
So tell me that you don't think I'm crazy
When I tell you love has come here and now

A moment like this
Some people wait a lifetime
For a moment like this
Some people search forever
For that one special kiss
Oh I can't believe it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this.

Everything changes but beauty remains
Something so tender
I can't explain
Well I may be dreaming but till I awake
Can we make this dream last forever
And I'll cherish all the love we share

A moment like this
Some people wait a lifetime
For a moment like this
Some people search forever
For that one special kiss
Oh I can't believe it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this

Could this be the greatest love of all
I wanna know that you will catch me when I fall
So let me tell you this
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this

Some people wait a lifetime
For the moment like this
Some people search forever
For that one special kiss
Oh I can't believe it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this

Oh Oh like this

Oh Oh Oh Oh

I can't believe it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this

Oh like this

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I don't mind wasting a life, for you. As long as you're alright with it, I'll be fine with it too. Even if one day how sick I get of waiting, I'll still hang on tight, because you're the one I want to spend my life with. I may not win many others girls out there. But my faithful-ness will win them for sure. Choices is still in your hand. I don't mind risking to try again, as long as you're willing to be here with me. 20 more days to your sentence. I hope everything will goes fine and smoothly for you. I miss you so much, every single day. Without fail, I think of how much you're all the time. Sticking with me when we're at Eddie's place. Now, I do my own stuff and no one here to stick with me anymore. I hope that all those nice memories you've given me, I will feel it soon! Baby, jiayou and be strong. I luv you~

I'll love till you stop it.

2011-05-08T12:24:00.000-07:00

Sigh, 22 days more I can see baby's already! I just miss baby's so much la. Hopefully time pass faster, so I can see baby earlier. I miss you baby. ): Life is just so miserable! I rather go back inside, than to be leave alone outside without you. I really can't get use to it. But I've never regretted loving you, you just deserve all the best! Wonder how are you inside? It really make me feel uneasy because I don't know how are you feeling, what are you doing and how are you. Sigh, I can't think of what I've learned right now, but I'll thanks you someday. Please stay cheerful always, I would not wish to see you down, crying and stuff! You're the motivation of me now. Though, you are not here to cheer me up when I cry so hard, but look I don't blame you. Yet I love you more, even! Faster come out okay? I miss and love you.

Winnie is suffering.

2011-05-04T12:30:00.000-07:00

Baby, I swear I missed you so badly. >:( I'm suffering with every tears I'm dropping now. Can you be here, for just one hour? I promise I'll speak all the truth to you. Let every thing turn back to the starting. I'll treat you the best that I can, listen to everything that you asked me to. I'll love you till you gave up.

I hope for those things that can't come true.

2011-05-03T05:54:00.000-07:00

Went to Uss on the last day. Spent my last day sleeping. Sigh, I hope the moment I walk in the gate, my tears won't flow down. I'll be strong, as strong as I've never try before. Please uh, Winnie try all your best alright?

For those who care for me, please takecare of yourself. Buddy Vivien's please take care of yourself, don't allow others to walk in your life and hurt you again. Don't be stupid again. Be wise, okay? I love you although I can't be there when i need you. But always remember I will give you my support in every choices you made. But not things that will hurt you. Jeviar, I'll take care of myself. You too. (: Learn to accept things in life.

Baby, I'm really happy for those days spending with you. But, I guess you are never happy with me. Well, maybe I don't do any good, when I'm with you. But at least I love you full-heartly. If only leaving you can make you happy. Than I will leave. Thank you, for spending so much on me. Ya, I think that I'm just not good enough that's why you wanted to leave all the time. I don't know why must you, be with me when you already plan to leave me in the first place? Well, promises are meant to be broken. Why I can't learn it long ago, yet still giving in hope on your promises. I hope your time inside, will be fast. Don;t think too much, time will be better after you come out. All the best alright? I think I'm just a failure in every relationship. Well, I love you. If you think that I'm doing this, just to let you see, that well. I don't have to do this just to prove you, when you don't want to continue.

Winnie low, please be strong man. I know you can do it. I'm just afraid to mention. Take care, all my love one.

Days are unleft.

2011-04-30T00:43:00.000-07:00

My days are left with countable. Well, if I've gone missing and you came by my blog you know where I'm gone to already. Takecare people. Luv ya.

Sorry, I have came thru.

2011-04-15T02:03:00.000-07:00

I have no idea why, but just feel like update my blog. Like again. Kinda of not use to the life I'm having now. But well, I've to give it a try to anything. I can't linger on to the thing, that I'm use to. I need to try something fresh. Seriously, should I be happy or down? Gosh, I'm really getting sick of my life. Fml, I need something that I can fullfill myself. God, save me man!

So much unsaid.

2011-04-15T00:05:00.000-07:00

There's so much for me to say. Baby's going to the court on 4th may. And I gotta say, is for his sentence. Though, is a short time, being with him. But, I doubt if why my feeling is so strong. Well, let pray hard.

Jeviar; BFF - I hope time thought you much in life. I hope, you will stay strong. Remember how hard and determine you try to touch me? You can do that again. Time, don't hold people back. It's depends on how hard you try. Remember, don't let the time control you. You should be the one, who control the time. JIAYOU, BFF!

We get depress when we fall in love.

2011-03-31T07:57:00.000-07:00

What's life? I never get to know after this two years. I used to know what I want, now I don't learn and don't remember. What you taught me I can't follow anymore. I still know what, is right and wrong. But I can't obey anymore. Maybe one day I'll start to regret and ask myself why I can't I follow what you taught me to. Thanks and for once. I'm not worth for all stuff you did.

I'm selfish.

2011-03-30T18:41:00.000-07:00

I don't know where should I start with. I'm too shame to even, said anything. But I need a place to vent out everything. I don't know what am I thinking either. I should not have done this. But I did it on Tuesday night.

I just have to be fair to you and him. The best choice is I've to get away from your sight. So that I won't let you suffer in tears anymore. I remember this is not what I wanted two years before.

Two years back, I wanted you. But now I've to admit I wanted him. I can't own the two of your. Is so selfish. I know I can't give you any good so I've to leave you. I'll only made you suffer if I still think of him.

But always remember we once made the best. You gave me laughters and joy. You taught me things I never knew. Bring me to places where I've never been. Gave me the joy I never had. The most best thing to remember about is you'll never been forgotten by me, you taught me too much in life. You change me, but now I can't do anything. But I'm going back to square one.

I've seen too much in life. I know he will leave me one day for sure. But I risking to try. And I know you'll give me something that is called forever. But I've done too much that I don't even have the rights, to face you anymore. I'm sorry. Blame it on me. I made you cry too much for me. I can't be good. Please take good care of yourself. Don't do anything that harm yourself.

Called me a bitch.

Starting afresh!

2011-03-10T10:39:00.000-08:00

Heys peers! I may be alone now. But I'm still living my life happy. Maybe is better than before?

High all the night and I'm gonna be a new me! A new, Winnie's Low.

World turning and of cause I'm changing! (L)

Dearest Boy'f. Happy birthday!

2011-02-10T02:52:00.000-08:00

Happy birthday, Jeviar's.

Baby, Happy birthday! All the best to the fruitful year ahead.

Be wise, and learn to know who's good and bad.

Well, I'm hope you enjoy your birthday at Topbar, Resort, Powerhouse and Oracle.

I'm sorry for those attitude that I've shown. Knowing that I drag my feeling on everyone on Powerhouse that night. No offence, just feeling unwell.

Anyway, love ya! (:

My dearest boy gave me everything in love.

2011-01-06T08:43:00.001-08:00

Zoo trip with darling, Sam san and Louis san. was fun. More photos on Facebook. Was freaking fun.

went burberry than headed to social house awhile than to resort. Was so tiring last off day. Had so much fun too.

Anyway, was here to wish my dearest. Happy one year ten months. I love ya, much. So much that I can't express.

My sweetheart give me everything in life.

2011-01-02T10:01:00.001-08:00

Using dearest phone to update my blogger. Time passes so fast. and now its 2011, well on the year 2007 I hope 2010 will goes fast, and now its 2011. going thru so much up and down with darling all this while. the pillar of my strength. she brought me into sense. although she always annoy me to do something for her. but baby thank you for everything you brought me. tears that brought me up. and boy that brought our relationship stronger.

time is passing fast, soon its the time that we got to miss each other badly. and endure to last this relationship. I love you and I always do.

My sweetest boy, love conquer all.

Happiness, is always companying me.

2010-11-24T08:38:00.000-08:00

Well, it's seem years I've update my blog. And it's kinda, nothing exist in my mind called 'icantletyougo.blogspot.com'. Well, partly because I'm freaking busy working. Darling does the same as me. No much time for surfing the net.

Well, working Is tiring yet, I can get everything I want. That's the greatest thing in life. Ya know, what is the most happiness thing in life. You don't need to crave for things you want, you don't have to ask for things you need. You just use your own money and get everything you need and wants.

It's gonna be two years that me and jeviar's are together. Relationship sure have lots of up and downs. But we managed to go thru everything. Baby, bear that in mind. I'll always love you. My love..

Happy birthday to me.

2010-09-15T13:53:00.001-07:00

Nothing much, but still happy birthday to myself! (:
& Thanks darlinggggggg.

I don't wanna back to square one!

2010-09-02T20:28:00.000-07:00

Hey, MORNING!
I was suppose to work with Weiping's today. Taking over Joycie's job for a day. But my dearest Weiping's did not answer my 20 over f-ingg call. Well, and I was too tired to sleep back. No events for today. But was planing to see Teresa's on this sunday. Which is two days later. Jensabella, here I'm coming to bring you back home. Laugh. I think I'm tired till over-board!

Well, 29 August- Sunday.
Met up with Viven's and Nas's. Terminal2 -Waraku's. Walk around and explore around the Airport's. Expect Barget terminal. Head over to Parkway's. Met up with Cherry's and Ray's. Chiatchated, Vivien's and Nas's went home. Met up with darling's at nearby house, than headed over to Beach Carbana with Cherry's, Ahray's and darling. Chit chat while drinking. Went home around 3, cause darling's have to work the next day. Sleep. Photos, will be post next time. Damn lazy to store in computer.

31 August- Tuesday.
Went Vivien's house, met up with Nas's and Vivien's. Waited for them to get prepare. Than head over to fetch Darling's. Boat Quay - Amber 21. Hehe, Nas's and Vivien's is trully dice and 5-10 loser. Nas was kinda drunk holding the Martell bottle. Act like bartender. And break the bottle on the floor. Damn funny.

The rest of the day are normal day. Met up with Vivien's and Nas's.

Only for 2 Sept- Thursday to 5 Sept- Sunday. Due to IT fair. They working.

Alright, Darling's my dream was just awesome! How I hope it was true in life! But you told me is just a dream! ):

Without some friends my life will still be prefect.

2010-08-22T12:10:00.000-07:00

Well, I'm really excited over my birthday celebration. I hope I will be happy on the night. Without any problems, that made me stress. And also gather up with friends! (: And also with peers there to make me smile. Especially BABY's.

Ohkay, feeling damn awake at this time. Part of the reason because I was awake at 5.30pm yesterday. But I know it well, that I've to get to sleep real soon.

Well, gotta end here. Just end my phone call with Stephy. Nice chat though. (:

P.s : I really hate people can't keep to what they say. Not trying to be indirect. But if I state your name out, I'll make you gone to bad to worst. Nexttime, don't promise me, when you can't make it!

With you it's called happiness.

2010-08-19T11:57:00.000-07:00

I'm here again. Watched Pck's with darling's yesterday. Phua chu kang's said : Don't play play. Hehe, kinda of funny. And enjoy watching it with baby's at tampiness. Brought Nation combo set. Two large drink and one large size popcorn. Yet we couldn't finish it. It's kinda too much for us.

Went home, chat and went to sleep. Was planing to go for bicycle ride actually but. Cancel it. So woke up at 2 going 3pm. Went to prepare and gone to nearby bugis.

After things is done, head over to bugis and have our lunch at Waraku's at illuma. It've being the second time I ate Waraku's this week. Even is kinda of sick, but enjoying the food there. Try going to any of their outlet and try. I think Terminal2, did not bad.

Actually wanted to catch up some movie again. But the show time have end. Wanted to watch Step up 3 but was afraid that it don't suit, the rest. So plan to watch it next week.

So well, headed to Katong's for karaoke sessions. Teo heng's, system have upgrade. And it feels much more better than last time before they've upgrade.

Darling am working tomorrow. So she kinda sleep early tonight. But well, she still watches Toy story 3 with me on her phone with me. Before she gone to bed! Love it when she show me love. Well, gotta say something sweet for her, I love you!

Counting to my birthday. Hope the plans is not ruin too. C:

Darling's thanks for every little tiny sweet stuff you've plan for me and gave me. You're my sweetest drugs.

Another boring day. ):

2010-08-17T01:29:00.000-07:00

Heys! Friends out there. I'm here again! Well, those are those photos i took yesterday. And yea, was with bugis with Beibei's than headed to Terminal 2 to look for Darling's. And well, had dinner at Waraku's. Nice one. Than headed home afterthat.

Was bored today. Wanted to look for Mummy's but yet, she is working. So i better stay at home. Laugh! Anyway, meeting Miner's with Beibei's tommorrow. Going for a movie. I guess?

Yes, and going on a bicycle ride on thursday with Darling's. Than her own plan later on. But still follow her.

I think I gonna fetch Darling's later on. On 8.30! Loving it!

Your love is my drugs.

2010-08-16T10:37:00.000-07:00

Hey peers! Finally darling forgive me already! Today went bugis with Beibei's. Than go terminal 2 to look for dearest. C: Have Waraku's for dinner. More photos for tomorrow. Brought some sweet stuff for dearest. C: Love ya, you're my sweetest drugs. 是你太好.

Brought a bow and Famous amos's for baby. Darling ain't selfish and share it with me. Hehe, yummy one! Spend all my money today.

Today is Baby's mum birthday, so happy birthday.

Well, I'm tired so a short one for baby : ever since you've being a part of me. I know you'll always be a part of me. I love you. Treat me with care, I show you with love. Thanks for giving me a chances. I luv you. Kisses! Workhardworkhard!

And for my information. I hear wrongly, Jeviar's did not told her dad that he raise his rank in work. Just say IF. Is I listen it wrong. ): Haha, having problem with my hearing. Sorry!

I'm useless without you.

2010-08-14T04:54:00.000-07:00

I'm breaking down soon. My tears are dried up. I'm useless.

I'm lost without you.

2010-08-12T10:07:00.000-07:00

The time is late and I still have work tomorrow. But i need a place to let out all my pains. I've tried my best to say all that I can. But moreover, I'm in the real pain now.

I have no rights to blame you getting angry. I've no rights to stop you if you wants to hate me. But I just ask for your understanding, and forgiveness. I don't ask for cars, money nor any expensive stuff. But now I'm asking for your love and forgiveness.

I've seen your facebook status. I know how it's felt when you feel that you're being betray. I know how it's feel, when I lied to you for a long time. You asked, what am i treating you as.

Alright now i tell you. That night when i tell you, what I've lied to you for sucha a long time. Before that we have some good and sweet time talking to each other. Reflashing back, how we spend our sweet time when we're just together. Well, I felt guilty so I've no choice but to tell you the truth. Before I really tell you the truth I've already know what will happen. But well, I just have to face up the consequences.

I can keep it from you forever, but I don't want that to happen. Because, there's no sercets in this relationship. And you've never keep any sercets from me, unless you're intending to give me some surprise.

I'm sorry for making you dissapointed, as you stated in your status that you're utterly disspointed in me. If it was me I will be as spechless as you too. But baby's, you know I'm trying my very best to ask for your forgiveness. Baby's, I sincerely apologies to you.

I know it's too late to say all this but it's better for me to do so than treat it as nothing happen. At least I apologies to you, than I did not. Than it would be like I think I'm not in the falut.

I know you still care. Baby's I over heard that you. are now first hand (translate to chinese) in kitchen. Congrats my dear. I hope I would hear from your own mouth that how gald you're. Share with me how happy you are.

As I know you wants a promotion too, who wants to, work so hard yet can't get a promotion. Am I right?

I can't have the chance to speak to you. So I hope when you see my blog. You can know how I felt and at least know what I wants to tell you.

Alright, I usually write messages to you in your cell phone application notes. But I'm afraid that you'll get mad is I take your phone without permission.

Notes for August 13.
I hope you won't be too tired today. I'm proud of you, getting a promotion. At least your hard work is being prove.

Nobody really cares about the past, what matters most is the present. Am i right? I don't see ya, minding my past. I don't see ya, hate me for my past. Why not, just forget it. As you know I've not done that nor mention that since ages ago. So why not give me a chance when you already know what I'm now.

It's late now and I've to sleep soon. But before I do so, I must do something else.

Lastly you asked if I treat you as what. I have no guts to answer this now. But i can answer I love you, and this is true.

No one knows.

2010-08-12T01:26:00.000-07:00

I hope someone would understand me more. I felt like I've back to 3 years old. That my brains is blank. How i wish i would turn back the time when i was three years old. Sucha naive person. Without any troubles and pains. My wound is once open up again. I felt like nothing would heal it now. My mind is blank as I don't know what to do.

Why is god treating me so unfair? Stop toying with me. It's hurts each time when you intend to hurt me. I'm not strong enough for your hurts. STOP IT RIGHT NOW!

Can someone tell her, I don't want this to happen. Can someone tell her I'm heartbroken? My hopes are impossible. No one can fullfill it. Either can anyone, know.

Well, I'll respect your descion if you insist. But, just to say one more time I love you.

I love my peers!

2010-08-10T23:34:00.000-07:00

10 August.

09 August.

Hey I'm back. Manage to meet Cherry Eightyone yesterday. Although it's at Market, I still enjoy it much. Because, Cherry and AhRay burst me and darling into laughter. They're sweet, yet very chor lor. Especially Cherry. Went home after that.

National day, did not went to my beloved cousin birthday's. Yet I ended up in parkway playing pool with Miner's and Beibei's. Well, headed to Eastcoast's later on. Saw Maidangdang, kind of scared. Cause like murder case like that. CLOWN!

Oh, well. I don't know how to continue already. So bye!

Post-edit.
I've heard that some particular place have being pulling retarded people! Well, is black and with shiny white teeth! Haha, they've downgrade till so rabak. Well, it's my old Kampong. Gosh, I'm feeling disgust.

Happiness is what I'm experiencing now.

2010-08-06T13:32:00.000-07:00

I have no idea why, I always felt protective with J's around. With her around, I know everything gonna be fine. Yet, when she's not around I felt fears and having negative thoughts in mind. Well, maybe I'm relying on her too much. Yet, that make me Harder to depends on my own feet. But yet I know that, not all the things she's able to give a lending hand. But with her around, I don't feel fears. As I know that she's gonna give me encouragment, even if she's unable to do anything. Even if she did not mention anything. Her face can tell me, everything.

Well, I know myself well. I've serious attitude problem at times. Yet, that lead me to alot of trouble like having fights with my lovely ones. I don't know why, I've change alot since the incident I almost lost a good friend in SGH's. It's true that I change only for someone precious to me in life. I can't deny that, I never change for J's. Yet, I guess I've not put enough effort in it. And I'll do my very best, cause I always believe J's deserve to have that part of me. All I need is peace this few days. I hope there is nothing pissing me off. That might lead me to showing attitude. Somehow I just don't understand why human-being be more less realistic? Or maybe, have thoughts for other too. Well, I just have to know that, human being can be scary at times. C: But with J's around she gonna make my day.

Thinking back on, how we started on this relationship. To me I felt pure and indecent. And yah, as times goes by it felt more like use to having each other everyday. God bless, that this will never end.

Sometime tears are words that heart can't express. And it's hurt me each time looking at her cry. It might be ages a time. Yet, I never fail to cry with her. Cause it's breaking my heart into two. And this is a word for my dearest, live your life to the fullest! I love you, whole heartily. This I promise you.

老天爱笨小孩。

2010-08-05T12:07:00.000-07:00

Next month is my birthday! I'm growing up, years by years!

Kay, firstly I wants to share this silly friend of mine. Miner wrote something on her facebook and made me realize why am I always doing something when my Dearest J's is asleep and I'll kiss her. When she started to move that attract my attention. Miner wrote this: ( guys who kiss girl when they're asleep means they really love the one sleeping beside him. ) Well, it was something like that. Can't properly remember what she wrote too. But it was something like that. And it started to reminds and made me understand why I always did that. So yea, it also made me know that I do really love me Baby's.

Well, for all this while I've hurt her deeply before either did Baby's do the same too. But I know that god's is giving us test. Wether we can pull it thru all those up and downs. Rains, thunder, peoples, quarrel, and tiny bits can't break us down. And I hope the rest of the days. Is still the same us, that never can break apart. Hee, know I'm kinda of mushy but it's bottom of my heart to baby's. Well, luckily I'm always stupid because 老天爱笨小孩。Well, I know is kinda of FOOL!

Monday national day gonna be my dearest cousin Wen Yong's birthday. Seeing him grows up years by years too. Not very sure if I can be able to be there on his birthday. So, I gonna wish him, all the best with everything. Alright, pass his PSLE next year so that he's able to go to any school he like. That's every children wish too. To being in a school with friends around. Alright, love all the peers in my family.

Woa, J's is kinda of piggy this few days. And seriously we don't have much time together. And well, I know he do have time for me on our this month anniversary. But a word HappyAnniversary will already bright up my day. And I always believe that he won't forget this special day every month. Although her time is not right but still she manage to wish me on the right day. Thanks god I found you seriously.

Oh well, I shall need a job soon. Firstly for my birthday. Secondly, I wants the hello kitty camera, which I wanted long ago. Yea, and I shall make it. By all the effort I put thru. Not very sure if I have any plans for my birthday. But still, thinks that nothing special too. Every year the same old things happening. And just if J's there with me my birthday will be another memorial one.

Well, I know.

2010-08-04T12:28:00.000-07:00

Hey peers out there. I'm back again. And well luckly I did not get to dark after sentosa trip. All thanks to the sun block that J's brought. Well, as I hate to be called BLACK. (: I thinks sames goes to every girls too. Well, might not be all but most of it. Have being thinking about my ring that I lost it during the beach play. Oh yea, the ball float over so far away to the half of the sea. Just like my ring. ): 我知道他对我来说太重要了。So till now I'm still felt regret for being so careless. Anyway, as long as me and J's still stay as loving as before I'm content.

Well, I've seen it thru I think that I'm leading my life to the fullest now with J's around me to support me all this while. As I know if there's no him pulling me thru. I might not even can pull thru now. 3 more days to our anniversary. <3 One year Five months. Thanks god I've you in my life. Oh well, am I starting to neglect friends, as I know they are all busy with stuff too. As some of them have their loves one to carry on their life with. Well, as for some. I don't even wants to give a damn. Cause what's self love they don't even aknowledge. So no point love them when they don't love themselves. Am I right? Well, I think I've gone over my limits.

Thinking of any more surprise for J's. Have something in my mind. But I'm afraid that J's don't have place to keep. And it'll ended up wasted my effort. (: alright it's late now. I got to have some sleep already.

The most blessful thing that god gave me is you.

2010-08-03T09:16:00.000-07:00

Firstly, before i start anything. I would like to aplogise to my dearest. Because i lost our last month anniversary gift " Couple ring ". When i throw the ball up in the air then.. Swing my hand with full strenght. Then realise opps! MY RING! OMFG, WHY AM I SO CARELESS! THIS RING IS WITH ME ONLY FOR A MONTH! AND I FELT SO DEPRESSED! ):

My rountine for today! Beach day out!
*Buss-ed to Plazzasing.
*Meeted up with Baby's cousin. (Huihui) "Same name as my sis".
*Brought stuff for Sentosa trip! Especially needed for me is Sun block.
*Train to Hf. Buss-ed to Sentosa.
*Siloso beach's. If i'm not wrong with my spelling.
*Played. And lost my ring.
*Headed back to HF. Baby went to Candy Empire brought COCO and SWEETSWEET.
*Train to Bedok.
*Accompany Baby with Beibei to buy 916 Gold Chain for me. Yeah, wait longlong. Definetly is for herself.
*Went to another shop to buy Abacus Pendant for Baby. Treat it as this month anniversary gift for her. Waiting to get a big gift too. HAHAHA!
*Headed to changi airport for dinner.
*Meeted up Meimei and Melvin.
*Waraku's. Billed: $94.. Cool!
*Headed home! (: End of day!

Special post for Baby's.
I'm so sorry that I was so careless. ): Hope you won't bear that in mind. I did not do that on purpose either. This is a accident. Anyway, hope you like your anniversary gift. I ask you choose that pendant you don't want that pretty lady ask you, you want. Like her don't like me right? CHANGE! Hehe, tell you already don't believe my taste! Punch you ah! Anyway, i love you my sweetest boy'f. You're the sweetest gift from god! I'm sorry for yesterday either.

Happy anniversary!

2010-07-09T07:25:00.000-07:00

( Happy anniversary my dearest baby! )
Watched twilight with Baby, Beibei, Meimei and Melvin at illuma yesterday! Baby, did one thing stupid but still adorable to me. She brought couples ring at Silver Corner for the both of us. And she hide it for me all the way until we shopped end, brought tickets, food and have our butts tucked in the chair than she took out the ring that she brought. Open it up like she is asking me for marriage! Laugh, indeed she gave me a surprise that day!

Although we've not spend much time yesterday but than still glad that you at least gave me sweet memories, in life. Although you like that jacket you brought very much. But than I still think it look more like bugis street street 10 bucks jacket. But the inner side don't look like lah. (:

Laugh, thinking back that I brought the zip pouch which wrote there, DAMN I'M BROKE. And I feel that I'm kinda feeling this way now. But it's ohkay after tue I'll have my money back again! Working is the best way not to see your wallet without a cent inside! (: Gonna ask for Posb card from baby again unless she still have cash with here later. Lol!

Back from the ladies. Alright! I'm thinking of what to crave on our rings! (: I think is common on rings like ( Who love who ) . I want something special other than this! Alright maybe I shall talk it out with Jeviar first! (:

You're just everything i ever wanted I love you!

:O

2010-07-05T23:49:00.000-07:00

At brother house right now. Waiting for mum to finish her things than go shopping! Horray! Finally can shop! :) Anyway is just a short post lah! :) Gotta tell Jeviar two more days to our anniversary! Love ya, like peanut butter! I don't know why I'll wrote this but for the sake of fun! :)

You're the one i ever wanted.

2010-07-01T22:06:00.000-07:00

16 monthsary coming in 6 days time!Do hope for an enjoyable day for the both of us.Ya.. Indeed we did not spend so much time together on our anniversary time this few months. So I did hope that this month we gonna spend our day to the fullest! Alright, indeed you know that I'm always being wishing for, just the both of us day. Felt like, times is like passing so fast. And both of us is together going to 16 months. Ain't this fast and I just can't believe my self that I'm bissfully attached to you for 16 months. Baby, you know that it's gonna be still counting on. Although i did so much mistake in the past. But you've never fail to give me chances by chances. Being soft hearted to me all the times. And indeed, you've never wanted to leave me either. Even if your heart is telling you to do so. But you're love for me, is telling you to hold on to me. Thanks for all the forgiving and I'm sorry for all the pains I've brought to you.

Ever since you started working. Time for us is getting lesser and lesser. Baby, I understand for all that. But you everytime attitude me one ley, when you just come back from work. You don't drag feeling at me hoh! I'll punch you one hoh! Belive me. Hehe! Well, you know me well too. This is just joking. But seriously this is also an advices to you. Don't attitude me when you see this hoh! Hao lah, baby remember don't tired yourself during working hours.

Well, fcuking hell. Suppose to go work today but saddly to say. It's ain't my day. Don't wish to mention more. Scuks!

04July after work is going to my beloved cousin birthday party! Well, hope I would be able to make it on time. For present I really don't know what i should get for her. As in we're different age. So I seriouly don't know what she'll like. And guess she won't be playing with toys either. So is getting my brains cracking.

Another brain craking time, this time round what to get for Jeviar for our 16 monthsary. It's really getting my brain craking. Jeviar, have all the things she wants now. And what more can i do? Guess I gonna get something for her, when i get my pay. Ya.. The best ideas!

Alright, got to sleep early tonight for tomorrow work! ;) Horray! The more I work, the more money I'll be earning! Such a nice deal for me! Money is everything you need in life. No money no honey!

Luv sweetheart ttm! You're all I wanted in life. Thanks for all the best memories you store in my heart. It's only you who have the key to my heart! I luv ya!

P.s : Where is the second book of my dearest "Little three pigs story" . Where's her babi, babo and baba? And where is the next things gonna happen to them? Ah, baby! When are you going to countiue for the readers. Like that who will buy your book? Alamak! So half way one ley you do things. Buey tahan you ley. Laugh.. Let her countiue soon. Don't rush her, she work very hard for it.

Nothing worth my trust more than you.

2010-06-29T11:01:00.000-07:00

Heys peers. Currently using iPhone to update my blogger. Sweetheart is tired so I used her phone to update my blog. ;) Sad to say that photos can't be uploaded. So ya. Maybe I shall post photos on my next post. Anyway, enjoy the day were spending together. Although is ain't so much time for the both of us. But yet you did cheer me up when I felt down. Although the way you talk to me like you wants to look a fight with me but I know you wants me to be good too. You asked me to work is for the good of the both of us too. Yet I show you attitude for that. Firstly I would like to apologies for showing you such little girl temper. Yet you still understand me well. And that's what couple should do. The most important thing in a relationship is to have basic trust with each other.

I have never believe that I would be with someone forever but you made me believe that we can make it till death do us apart. Well, you know it well that. I could never last a relationship with someone. Yet, you made me know how to love someone in a relationship. How to show that you do Care too. I believe you're the one who'll be there for me when I needed you the most. I wants to make you the most happy person in the world. Well.. Ain't a easy thing but yet I'm willing to give it a try. Even if I can't I also wants to make you felt happy when you're with me. And even if you can't stay by my side. I wants to made you by thinking of me you also felt happy. I'm sorry if I need to leave you for sometime. Ain't if I wants it to happen to is too. But this is what I have to do. Sorry for made you suffer.

Aim for insensitive and ang bao alright? Work harder and you might being promote as times goes by. I believe by working hard people see your hard work. ;) Than that time I shall congrats you. But never forget me when you get promote. Hehe! Anyway, I know is very tiring for you to work whole day long. For me eights hours of standing is tired enough. Don't say about yours 10 hours. Hehe, I tell you I'll be complaining whole day long to you. But I know you very strong one! Not tired of working one. Hehe! By the way you must jia you! I'll give you my support. ;)

A thank you for you. I love you just like diamonds in my eye. Bestest boy friend! I love to have you by my side forever.

P.s; if you really read properly. there must be mistake in my spelling. Cause iPhone ain't same as keyboard! Gonna save up money and buy a camera indeed I know baby wants it very much. (;

Cause there's is no other, nobody in my mind.

2010-06-28T12:17:00.000-07:00

(24/06/2010)

Have you spare a thought for me before?
Tomorrow J off. & although i know that we not gonna spend so much time for the both of us.
But at least it's spending time for someone you cherish in your life. From the day she's born.
Well, I know how it felt to see someone you loved. Suffering so much in life now.
That shown that you must learn from your experince. Hope J know the basic of life too.
It's gonna to be said as the first step. ;) Ya.

The days that brought us through till here. Ain't easy either diffcult. But as people say. "It takes two hand to clap."
If I'm willing to walk thru those days with you. But you don't we will never get thru this day.
You brought laughters, tears, happiness, encouragment, saddness and more to my lifeless life.
You're the one who made me felt less fearful of facing the fact.
You gave me the engry to fight with those enemy.
You're my lover, bestfriend and family.
When I'm feeling down. Although somehow you don't realise. But if you know I'm feeling down than, you'll never leave me alone instead you gave me the encouragment I need most.
Thank you. I ain't someone good. But you never, gave up on me. Scold me to let me know my mistake. P.s; "But if can please make thing straight to the point. Don't keep my head spining. Thank you."

One year two months back. Have you remember how much you care about me? When you called and tell your Mum. You wish to bring me back to your house. But your Mum said that only you're allow to step in the house and I'm not welcome. You told her without second thoughts that if she can't accept me to your house either will you'll go back. Instead she still disagree to your resquest. You did not leave me alone but you suffer with me for those times. Finding your best to look for me a bed and sleep peacefully. Thanks baby! That blessful day you gave, I'll never forget in mind. I know that is right in my mind. That I only wants you in my life. One and only one! AMB! (L) I love you!

Well I know that I miss my Daddy this few days badly. Wonders how is he doing with someone i hated the most. (Stepmum) She is the one who break up me and my Dad, I know is her. I know she's the one who needed to be blame of. Get rid of her is me and my aunt wishes. She ain't someone kind as I thought when I just know her. She's just a bitch! Fcuk off from me and my dad. Bring your kids away too. If Daddy agree too. ;) Love Daddy! Wansui~

Friend treat you well when you're new. When they found news one. You ain't her best. You just knew that this is just someone passing by and leave you good memories in life. There is no one to be blame as I know. I should have thank you, for leaving such beautiful memorise in my life. Thank you, my friend. "As we go on. We remember all the times we spend together, as our life change comes whatever. We'll still be friends forever."

I've nothing better in life now for me to achive. Expect family.
You're the one I left to achieve for, lay on, cherish, and etc. And that's you AMB. Thank you for leaving me such beautiful memories in life. I needed you the most now. Please, treat me fairly in life. Thank you.

Winnie, please be strong to go thru those up and downs! Never let your past affect you.

one day there stay three little pig in the farm,the older one is babi. 2nd one is babo and the little cute one is baba(: cute right. " Wrote by Jeviar. " Hope this story will carry on in the fairy tales.

The reason i smile.

2010-06-23T12:40:00.000-07:00

19 June.
Steamboat with Miner. Than to Changi Ariport.
Just one photo. Post the rest when i like to do so.

23 June.
Went to Kkh. Woke up to early and toh back to sleep.
Woke up and sitted beside the computer.
For J to finish her things.
And gald to said that she finally accept my resquest in Facebook.
Now we're "fong fong guang guang" in a relationship.
Weather are we gonna be like the past it's totally gonna depends on us.

Suppose to sleep early today for later check up at Kkh again.
But it's so late now. Both of us, is not tuck in our bed.
Yet, she's stuck with her iPhone and I'm blogging.

Miner > Sorry nah! I did not promise to meet you up all the time.
But gonna promise to meet you up soon.
Not, tomorrow, Friday to Sunday.
Cause tommorrow J off. Friday to Sunday i working. );
But promise to meet you up real soon! Alright?

My words.
"Nobody gonna force you to do things you dislike. Everything depend on you, yourself. None of your friends nor family. Gonna lead you to anywhere. You lead yourself. So don't blame people when things is already done! All you must do is find a way to slove everything. Not regretting."

The days..

2010-06-11T22:17:00.000-07:00

04062010 :>
08032010. :>

I seriously don't know what is the problem with blogger.
Fail to upload photos all the time.
Currently trying to upload at photobucket!
If still cannot I'll gone mad! Seriously!
Gosh, the same result is out lah!
Back to square one.
Still back to try on blogger.

Need to share wiv everyone.
Bitches story!
Seriously i just can't stand girls who ask guys for a relationship.
A> The girl. B>The guy.
A called B to say what ever shit.
A told B that she like B.
And A told B alot of bullshit, and sound like those puppy love talking.
Gosh! Later on the next day.
A ask B> If i want a relationship with you will you accept?
Knnz! !$%^ Fcuking irriatting lah!
I've no rights to say anything to A because B is my past.
But just to share this LOL story to peers.

Really bitch siah! I've never ask a guy to start a relationship with me!
Lol, this is so funny man!

Ohkay, back off from the story of bitch.

This post wanted to post fcuking long ago.
But than blogger damn lag.
So that i just post it out.

Anyway, i love JJJJJJJJJJJJJJJ!

I can be your everything. :}

2010-06-09T08:05:00.000-07:00

Fcuking blogger. Photos can't be upload!
Update tommorow. :}
Luv the people! I'm taking back my love.

JJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJ!

2010-06-03T02:36:00.000-07:00

I wants to save up money by this. Gift from J.

Rushing on the book i've made for J.
Hope J don't feel lonely after i went back. :}
At least he can read day by day.
As i wish. I hope you feel my presence after I'm gone too.

Tommorrow J off. Gotta go and vist the doctor with J.
To get the cream for his leg too.
Hope we had a pleasant day!
And also trouble please stop coming to us!

Currently playing with Texas Holdem Poker now.
Waiting for my egg to crack.
But heard that it's take a few days to do so.
Nevermind, since i'm so addicted to this game.
I believe i'm able to wait too. :}

Miner, I'm seriously lazy to go out.
And also kind of tired. So maybe tommorrow than i shall meet you up again.
:}

Beibei, cheer up!
If things is worth for you to do everything.
Than is right to do so.
But is not worthy at all.
Than don't be foolish.
If it's time to let go, than you should do so.
But if it's because of the memories, than forget about it.
Alrightz? There's always a way in your life.
Be it, if he does not know how to appreciate you.
There's still your family members who care for you.
And not all good guys are gone!
You're not ugly too !

Alrighz, got to end here. Luv JJJJ!

LUV SG GREAT SALES!

2010-06-02T01:32:00.000-07:00

Hello ^^
I'm here again!
Errm, went to T2 yesterday to meet up those small kid &Miner.
Than waited for J to finish work.
While waiting, went to shop.
Lol, SG great sales is too GREAT!
Went to buy stuff with Miner, that she went back home.

Don't know what is the fcuking wrong with my mum.
Called and say I'm at bugis! Haha!
Dumb, if she don't call and talk like a dog.
I think it'll be better.
Really is like what the fcuk? I'm at bugis?

Laughs, forget it than.

Went home with J.
Than on went to sleep already ah!
LOL! Bored of blogging.

Thanks Miner for the Ear rings. :}
Hehe, but very heavy ah!
Lol, you know i know. AHMUI!
Fcuking irriatting!

Thought of giving J surprise, that go fetch her.
In the end say i waste money.
Still tell me she envy cause people Girlfriend.
Fetch Boy'f to work than bus back.
Wanna give her surprise but.. ):
Nevermind it's ohk. :}

Congrats ah! Your CPF money coming. :}
Luv ya ttm!

I gonna do as what you said!

2010-05-31T21:39:00.000-07:00

Hey peers, this is my XiaoHong.
I was saying in my previous two post! :}

Where is my fried prawn noodles? }:
J promise me that we'll eat, today.
But than both of us did not wake up.
Due to those late night we're sleeping.

J bro, went childcare.
And indeed without his voice in the morning is so uneasy.
No one accompany me to watch La Bi Xiao Xin.
Laughs. I wanna watch, but watch alone is so bored.
Five he's back, watch on 5.

Boo! ^^
J yesterday said he's touch by my post! LOL!
Are you untrue?

Any job intro ah? I'm bored at home already! }:
Or any places that i never go for a long time?
Hehe! I'm bored of SG!
I wants to go oversea! :} Yippee!
When is gonna be the next time?
I should not have gone to all the fun place when i was young.
Cause, the place i go is a shopping place.
But i did not know about shopping, just know about play.
Lol! Will post those photos, when i'm oversea! :}
NEXT TIME! Cause I must really consider.
If i post people will laugh till their head drop.
Only people like Weiping won't.
Cause she has seen it long ago.
Esp, my center parking hair style!

Hehe! Anyway, should i change my blog skins?
Kind of sick of it. :}
Or should i just do as the normal one?
Which the blogger gave.

ZengWeiPing, when you gonna meet me?
Later cannot see me again than you know ah! :}
Hehe! I know you'll miss me very much one.
Laugh, always event cancel due to some reason one.
I must see you soon i don't care! :}
Miss ya!

Hao lah, i got to end here. My hand is as tired as myself now.

My self respect is telling me to do so.

2010-05-31T00:42:00.000-07:00

When you cannot put into words
How they make you feel.

Real tears are not those that fall from the eyes and cover the face,
But those that fall from the heart and cover the soul.

If you love someone you give everything
You can and not expecting on any return.

So often we don't say 'I love you'
Because we fear losing someone,
But more often we lose them
Because we fear saying 'I love you'

If you love someone, tell them.
For hearts are often broken,
By words left unspoken.

The more you love,
the more you lose a part of you.
Yet you dont become less of you are,
Instead you end up being complete.

Your heart is one of your most prized possessions,
Be careful who you give it to.

Went to bedok to meet J.
J dye her hair, cut &
I cut my hair too. But only frige.
Hehe! :}

Than on went to Tampiness, to shop.
Walk around. J brought me clothes , etc..

Mrt back to Bedok.
Cab to Parway.

Ate Aunty Anne and went to eat, pepper lunch.
!#%&, The aunty no eye and the soup burn my leg.
Without a sorry or tissue.
Ate the pepper lunch, and burn my hand many times.
But than is nice! :} Loving it!

Shop at Gaint with J family.
Brought many things.
Walked back home.

Pack stuffs and watch the dise we buy.
"Charlie and the chocalate factory"
Suggest J to buy at Tampiness.

Drank beer, and sleep! :}
What a lovely day!

Happy that, we spent some time of our own.
And had lots of joy!
Luv the way it's.

Edited post -
Hehe! Forget to post about my Fav lifestyle. :}
Done nothing today, but still i spending my time, meaningful.
Done some housechores ^^
Help J to wash, iron and fold J clothes.

I suddenly miss the past just now.
If only the time turn back,
I will cherish you, and never had the chance to lose you.

So, Is all about..
Even though my heart
Is telling me to stay,
Begging me to stay
My self-respect is telling me
I gotta walk away.

That was what I feeling at that point of time.
I had also done this wrong doing,
In every past relationship of mine.
So I'm not gonna repeat my mistake.
I've gonna cherish every chance that I'm holding now.
I'm gonna do what I gonna do!
Still will love you, I promise!

I'm not gonna let this chance go again.

P.s : J!

Luv that I'm achieving for!

2010-05-29T04:32:00.000-07:00

Heyhey! I'm back.

Gosh, I'm getting sick of everyday.
Keep on telling myself to get a job soon.
But I know I can't cause I have to help to do something at home too.
So.. Let everything, go by time.

J is not working tomorrow.
Still thinking where will J bring us to.
Just don't want to see J waste too much money.
Anywhere will do, I'm fine with it.
Yah.. If only J is happy and fine with it too.

Lol, seem to be the weather so hot nowadays.
I've been sweating to sleep, even though the fan is in front of me.
Seriously can't stand the weather.
It seem to be i need 20 fans for me.
Hehe, abit over ah! Laugh.

): I know yesterday i made a mistake.
But I'm still gald that, you give in to me first.
Hehe, I just don't know why ley.
Maybe i look too cute. :}
Than you can't stop yourself from ignore me. Hehe!

Have been sleeping late and wake up late too.
Gosh, wake up not long i feel sleeply again.
Don't know what is happening with me.

Alright got to end here.
Luv, XiaoHong very much.
Show you next time! :}

Luv luv luv luv.

2010-05-27T07:13:00.000-07:00

J is at work now, and I've nothing to do at home.
And peers, J is not leading me on.
If anyone think so. Guess, I've gonna stay strong.
As i always does.
I know that I need to get a job soon.
I sick and tired of staying at home all day long.
I feel so useless. LOL! :}
Guess, things gonna be better if i had a job.
I won't feel so lazy as in I keep on feel sleeply.
Laugh, MinEr baby are you so desparte to meet me?

Guess, it's just a short post today.
Nothing to post.
Home home home home home.

Home home home home home.

Home home home home home.

Home home home home home.

Home home home home home.

Home home home home home.

Home home home home home.

Home home home home home.

Home home home home home.

Home home home home home.

Home home home home home.

Home home home home home.

Home home home home home.

Home home home home home.

Home home home home home.

Home home home home home.

Home home home home home.

Home home home home home.

Home home home home home.

Home home home home home.

P.s: Happiness is what people always wants.

No one else is more important than you.

2010-05-26T08:16:00.000-07:00

Sigh, at home with that little boy now.
& He's sleeping soundly.
Hope that everything gonna be alright downstair,
Everything can be slove. If you try.

Alrightz, guess sunday there's no hope already.
But than i still like that way you care for family.
Harmony" Is gonna be the only thing you need in family.
So, i still feel happy for you and your family.

I don't ask much, but all i wanted is be like the past.
Put in more effort, will do.
Although we are not attached now.
But i still hope that one fine day we'll have the status.
Although i had wanted to have no status in the start.
Now i realise why you keep on insiting to have a status in the start.
I realise how important is the status.
I'm still waiting that one fine day, you'll change your mind.

I miss those time we're spending our 24 hours with each other.
Although we had no money at that point of time.
But i still live my life with you to the fullest.
Now when we have money,
We're spending so little time with each other.
I rather to had the past than now.
Although when we had the past,
We wants to get better in income,
But when we're better in income i wants to get back to the past.
I wants you, to be like the past,
When you treated me like your all.
When you treated me like your everything.
I do miss those past.
I do miss those time when we share our feeling at night.

Now is a different thing, once you reach home.
You'll surf the net, sleep, and wake up.
We don't have any time to spend with each other.
But i'm gald that you still gave me the best.
Spend your off day with me.
I know you're tried with your work.
And you still tried to, accompany me.

J. You're still the one.
I'll always luv ya. :}

P.s: Everything gonna be alright if you tried your best to slove.

2010-05-25T01:35:00.000-07:00

Hello fellows! This photo is taken on Cherry birthday! :}
Lied to her that i will never turn up! But still a surprise to you right?
Hehe! Hope you're gald that i turn up.

J, this few day you've being sleeping so late.
I know you're tired! }:
So try to sleep early every night.
Don't think you're those strong people, who can sleep late wake up early.
Today also late right?
Anyway, i wants to tell you i love you, as i always do.
Everything gonna be alright.
And i promise,
I'll called you sweetheart all day long.
My love will never fade for you.

Sunday J off, hope is not the same old place.
I wants to spend my day with you alone.
And not with those peers.
Although is fun, but what i wants is two of us.

Your love is my drug. Ke$ha.

Maybe I need some rehab
Or maybe just need some sleep
I got a sick obsession
I'm seeing it in my dreams
I'm looking down every alley
I'm making us desperate 'cause
I'm staying up all night hoping
Hitting my head against the wall

What you got boy is hard to find
I think about it all the time
I'm all strung out, my heart is fried
I just can't get you off my mind

Because your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love
I said your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love

Won't listen to any advice
Momma's telling me I should think twice
But love to my own devices
I'm addicted, it's a crisis

My friends think I've gone crazy
My judgments getting kinda hazy
My esteem is gonna be affected
If I keep it up like a lovesick crackhead

What you got boy is hard to find
I think about it all the time
I'm all strung out, my heart is fried
I just can't get you off my mind

Because your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love
I said your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love

I don't care what people say
The rush is worth the price I pay
I get so high when you're with me
But crash and crave you when you leave

Hey, so I gotta question
Do you wanna have a slumber party in my basement?
Do I make your heart beat like an 808 drum?
Is my love with your drug?
Your drug, uh your drug
Uh your drug is my love, your drug

Because your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love
I said your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love

Hey...Hey...
So?
Your love your love your love, *whisper* is my drug
I like your beard

Tag replied
Teresa : Thanks buddy! I know how you felt too. Cause you exprience it before too.
Miner : You are always meeting me! Hehe :}

P.S : You loved me when i was new. Things were good when it was fresh.
You were always there. You were never far when i needed you.
You were both possessive and worried.Went through happiness and sorrow - Thi rak.

All this precious moments, wiv you by my side.

2010-05-17T22:03:00.000-07:00

Those are all alots of memorable letters to me.
3rd picture on top, is on me and 'J' five months anniversary.
We had a fight on that day. So i tears and tear the letter i wrote for our anniversary.
Some people prefer, getting present on anniversary.
But some prefer by using your own hand and made for your loved one something.
So ya, for me i prefer by using my own hand.
For 'J' is more to buying a present. :}
Ohkay, so ya. This prove different type of people had different type of thinking.

Ohk. Having cough, flu and fever. 'J' is taking care of me last night.
So sweet. :} Laugh, 'J' prepare medicine for me to eat.
For cough and fever. Ate one adult panadol and 2 kids panadol.
Lol! Cause only left with one adult one. Haha. :}
&Seriously i think that i had so much of flame.
Ycuks, i being sneezing all the time.

'J' mum went out early in the morning. Haha.
And she actually doll up herself. Before she went out.
Laugh. Thurs, 'J' off. Not sure if going anywhere.
But i guess is that same old place.
Seriously some times not i wants to interfere into your things.
But just to get some logic into your mind.
Hope you do understand. And seriously consider what i say in your mind.
So ya, you should know that at times i speak with sense.

Time is passing and world are turning.
Everyone should know that next months is coming.
And seriously i feel like draging the time again.
I think if 'J' brought me back.
However when reach Defu lane. I'll definelty say.
Can we turn back? The fear is coming.
&Also my fear is getting more and more.
I know that i should think of myself.
But please as what outsider say is easy. But had you ever had the hardtimes?
I don't mind if people start saying me useless.
But, even you're strong enough.
You step into Defu lane. You'll know that you gonna lose your freedom again.
And please, who have the guts to do that?
So ya, i also don't have the guts.
Imagine i've being by 'J' side all the way.
Up and downs. Daily rountine, is all with you by my side.
How can i even get used to it. If suddenly i can't have you by my side?

Ohk, i guess i had enough of typing. 'J' i luv you! :}

What is love? Lovers to friend.

2010-05-16T23:51:00.000-07:00

Playing with Texas hold' em poker currently.
Play usually on boring day. Was helping friend to take care of their kids.
And i swear i was fucking piss off. I think my head is bursting.
Even if i was paid one k, i also won't agree to help them take care.
Lol, win 20k currently in Texas poker.
Done i think I'm contend enough Sudden attack now.
Haha, hope today will rain in the night again.
Hope 'J' will listen to what i suggest.
Anyway congrats for being confirm.
Congrats that your hard work is being prove.
I believe you can do better, by the score 30.
If you really wants to think how good you done.
Your score is just pass. But if, for your 3 months experience in this company.
You did a great job. And seriously i think that you're quite a fast learner.
If i was in your shoe, i believe I'll be a gong gong toot toot. :}
Laugh, Jiayou!
Always remember that behind you there is your family, friends and me.
Supporting you for the best, yeah?
Hope that you will do better for the rest of the months, years and days :}
I believe you are not that type of people which people is mentioning lazy.
But you are actually someone responsible in jobs.
And, yeah! Seriously credits are all for me.
Ohk lah, you done your part too.
Lol, anyway cherrychen. I seriously cannot attend on your birthday :{
I know I'm somehow so ridiculous, but i never wants to be like this too.
Is just that something appears so sudden. &I'm unable to make it :{
I swear I'm fucking guilty. But hope that i can make it in the night.
Alright, I guess I've post enough.
And i believe usually when you're single.
You no longer know how to express out to people what is love. :}
I no longer can post and express out how much I'm loved.
My post now are all about blessing to you.
'J' you know what i really meant.
If you really keep me for 'what you promise'.
Than you shall let me know.
But in my heart i know that 080309 is still in your heart.

Got to end here. C'ya!

Luv 080309.

2010-05-16T02:28:00.000-07:00

Hey fellows! I'm back to my bloggie!
Just finish helping some of the house chores. :}

Contend over myself. Usually i was kinda of lazy but today i volunteer to help.
Yes, and also i tried to wake up early to do more.

But seriousy i think i'm getting more and more tired each day.

Fcuking blogger upload photos seem to take years siah.
Laughs, Jeviar dad cook fried rice for dinner. &I'm eating now.
Hehe, yummy! :} Lol, anyway yesterday went to parkway wiv Meimei & Melvin.

Went to look for Jeviar mum and dad.
Help to carry things they buy than. Went to hawker to eat.

Head back to parkway to shop. Yeah, chitchat with Meimei at Mac.

Walk back to house downstair and chat-ed there too. :D

Went back Jeviar home going 11pm. :} Laughs.

Do some house chores than wait for Jeviar to come back. ^^

Sleep than.... Went to my lala land, hahaz! Got to stop here.
Luv.

I hate the people.

2010-05-14T03:51:00.000-07:00

Hey peers! Here to post my bloggie again.
Hehezxzx, some retarded photos that taken yesterday.
Lazy to post all of the photos. Wanna see more, Facebook got write.
Sleeping just now and saw Jeviar in front of me. Hehezx.
Was shock by her. Real shock. Thanks fellows foe helping me like my fb status.
Ty you guys, so much. :} Really need to let the bytch feel ashame.
Yes, i hope she know what is shame! :} Really feel disgusted.
Whenever i seen her, post to people pjpl de comment.
Suckszxz to the hell, seriously. I know this is too curel to comment on people.
But i just see her not, in the right way.
Anyway, bye peoples. :}

如果没有你/莫文蔚

2010-05-11T23:22:00.000-07:00

Addicted to this song.
Thanks god that i found you, if anything happen i won't feel regret too;
Life is all about in and out& never will live my life with any regrets.
I don't hard up forever. Just once had it before.
Althogh i do aim for prefect, but apprecaite what you ever had before.
Made yourself proud.
Wondering wanna private my blog not? If yes, please give me your email .

2010-05-10T01:33:00.000-07:00

Hey peers, i'm here again. Can't wait for 22may. My bestie birthday.
Kinda of addicted to the song, Ru guo mei you ni - Karen mok.
Went to vist hedry kids. So cute. Keep on tell me the bird bird fly away.
Laughs, took some photo's of them. Thought of video but lazy.
Times is flying, next month there's something i never wanted to face.
Something i have no courage to face. But it's also time for me to repay my sins.
How life will be like? 7days of isolation. How will i feel during the days?
What will i be thinking of. I don't feel any regrets.
I don't feel any turning back the times.
Just worried about my friends and Jeviar. When i'm not around will anyone forget me?
Or maybe drifted apart? Will anyone send me any regrats when they know someone,
will see me.
I'm weak enough to feel hurts, from people.
I can imagine, when i'm in a place when all is new. On the last month.
It's supose, to be my happy day. But i knew that this is only supose.
My eyes is dried enough, no longer any tears enough for me to drop.
Anykind of tears had flow before, so i must be strong!
I'm no longer a baby. I can't cry for things that can't turn back.
Anyway, i think this is no point saying.
So byeeeeeeeee! :D

Happy anniversary.

2010-05-07T11:02:00.000-07:00

Peek a boo! Happy anniversary! I love ya. Update more tomorrow.

And also post those pictures that we've taken on our trip out today!
I hope you still care alots, thought i've made you down once.
Once bitten twice shy. :D I still love you like how i did.
Eddited on 080310 1.12Pm.
Those all photos we took on yesterday.
Went bugis than Illuma to eat Waraku, Jeviar working company, one of the outlet.
Than head to parkway to acompany Jeviar's, buy cake and present for her mum.
Brought me anniversary present than head to play lan.

As others is playing pool too.

Went home around 9 and cut cake.
Acompany her mum, to downstair to talk to her friend.
Haha. Than on went up and eat....
Than went to sleep. Once again thanks for the present and happy anniversary!

You put up a smile on my face.

2010-05-06T08:27:00.000-07:00

(Y) Went to shop with Beibei and her mum.

Brought prefume for this Jeviar.

Her from Fcuk, Lol! This brand sound so offending duh?

Lol, anyway hope she like that. :D

Messag-ing with that Xiao en whole afternoon.
Just change my blog skins. Seem so funny. But than i lazy to change back. :D

I'll always do the same as you.

2010-05-05T02:09:00.000-07:00

Hey peers! Just a short post will do so bah. :D
&my dearest eightyoneeeee, your birthday is coming soon.
Sames goes to my dearest buddy. Promise to turn up on your birthday.
With a surprise. ^^ Like how you did to me, yeahhh!
Don't forget ah! I'll make sure you get a shock! :x
But maybe no lahz, must see how is the suituation.
Ohk, i think today post will be till here. Cause i need to let this com sleep -.-
Byebyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
P.s: When someone tears for you, it means that person truly love you.

2010-05-03T23:22:00.000-07:00

Happy anniversary ; Adavance .
You should know that i still care :D

Happy birthday BOBO! :D
Hope you like the present! Love gossiping with those bitches! :D
Next gathering will be when? ):

Love is all around.

2010-04-30T06:39:00.000-07:00

Went out with Jeviar and her family, too see her Grandma, yesterday.
Thanks, for today :) As people said. Not meant to be lovers.
But BESTFRIEND! I know you know what i mean. :D LOL!
Later people say i loser! D:

Tag reply.
Kelly: Hope you get your homeleave soon! :D
Teresa: Thanks, buddy! Your 5 months made you fatttt!
AhGirl: Thanks, don't always late ah! LOL!
Jasmine'Darling: Anyway, i not saying you lohz. HEHE! Saying others. Love you!
Tri'Qian: I mati already. HEHE!

P.s: Why must wait till i said than people care? ):

You'll never know till you lose it.

2010-04-27T21:51:00.000-07:00

"A true friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out."
Anyway, do any true friends know how i'm feeling when i'm down?
Somehow they will tell you, i'll be there no matter what,
But then the truth is that, they don't even ask or don't even know what is happening.
Life is deep and pain. Friends to lover, lover to friend.
And goes back to the same.
Why do all good things come to an end?
You'll never know the value till you lose it.
When you had none of yours lover with you,
You usually treat your bestfriend as the only one,
&teasure it well. Well, but when you had your lovers and is devoted,
You somehow forget who is there to cheer you up.
While your lovers had some conflict with you.
Who is true friends to you?

Advantages

2010-04-23T09:39:00.000-07:00

Why is love so selfish? Why are action taking advantage of people?
Why are mind so fickle? Why time end so fast? And baby i still love you! o8o32oo9, will never end.

Life changes as times goes by.

2010-04-21T23:40:00.000-07:00

Teehee! Boringzzzz. ): Truly addicted to the song " Mei na men jian dan "
Making me emo all the way ): F'ing dk why? If only you know what is the real meaning of this song. Having stomach pain yesterday! Can't sleep till i ate the medi. Than i suddenly fall asleep.
I myself also don't know when i fall asleep. Laughs. I still believe in this.
"What people say, just listen. Use your own eyes and feeling to prove." &I do hope my feeling is right. Boos! :x So bored! Just awake. Wants to give myself more rest.

"In dreams and in love there are no impossibilities."
--Janos Arnay

For all those time you stood by me! :D

2010-04-21T00:46:00.000-07:00

A very meaningful song. Made me emo all the way. Baby, please listen :D I believe you will like it too :x I hope so ! Is a very old song, but meaningful ! :D Had tons of photo to upload tomorrow. But than the phone is with baby, so baby please help me to upload in computer. TYVM!

Being very tired this few day, woke up at afternoon all the time, Hehe! Baby what you done with mummy yesterday? She keep on wants to see :x LOL! So naughty ah you! K lah, come back than disiao you!

Why i love you :D

You made me feel love-ed!
You made me feel secure.
You made me feel pamper.
Stand for my right.
Give me the best advice.
Had trust in me!

Absence make the heart grow fonder.

2010-04-19T13:06:00.000-07:00

This is the pictures i promise to post, update on this post tomorrow. :D
Here is my post :D Baby is currently sleeping like a pig! Hehe!
Am still working tomorrow :D I love you baby to the max !

P.s: Somehow i just feel that i can't be prefect even if i do think that i'm one.
Happiness is not easy. To be in love is not that easy, everyone had their own temper? You agree?

You will never realise something is important until you lose it.

2010-04-18T22:50:00.001-07:00

Hope tonight gonna be a better night !

Dearest, went to work. &I'm just awake. Gonna be very tired tonight ): Hope I can endure. :D Seriously speaking baby, had not being sleeping well yesterday night too. Boos! :x I seriously can't stand people with no sense of ordinary! -'- it! You don't have to imitate other lahz. Cause you'll never be one! :D &Hey, Jasmine why did'nt your blog had a tagboard? Still ask me go vist?! Punchhhhhz you! Alrightz. Next topic.

Baby, I know you had really being feeling bad mood for this few days, due to not enough sleep. :) Ohk lahz, today come home you can sleep well already. No one gonna disturb you. Teehee! All the above photos is overdue photos. But than just wanna post out all the memories. Had lots of photo to upload tomorrow! :D Interstead, of wanting to see Jeviar sleeply face? Come back to icantletyougo.blogspot.com :D See yah!

I want you to be the best on earth!

2010-04-18T03:36:00.000-07:00

I knew everything's gonna be alright, after a rain of rainbow.
Heelllooooo! I'm back to post. Is a hot weather today!
It's driving me insane! -.- Baby is at her work place now.
& I'm rotting at home, no work tonight for me. :x
Alright! I knew that baby is not having enough sleep this few days.
And is so tired that actually affect her mood at work.
But it's gonna be alright tonight! ^^
Tonight 7pm got Hong Xin Da Jiang !
So inactive with Facebook game nowadays. ):
Kinda of lazyyyyyyyyyy ! &not free .
Hey bitchz, you really piss me off. Wonderzzzz!
Lol! DarlingJasmine is feeling so unwell this week. Hope she gonna be alright.
Yeahhs! I love you kay? :D I want to earn more money.
Cause baby, off on this friday. So i wanna shop.
It's being quite sometime i actually buy myself some clothes.
When i look into the cabinet, i realise that i have nothing better to wear! -.-
You know, yeahh! Girls get sick of their clothes even though they wore it once.
And so i'm one of the kind! Anyway baby!
Don't worry your sis will be alrightz :D
Haoz lah, I've got to end my posty. I LOVE MY PEOPLE!

(L) I'm loving it!

2010-04-15T01:57:00.000-07:00

You know it best that you stand first place in my heart.

This post is especially for my dearest (: JeviarAng, you just knew that i love you so. I don't had to write it down, cause i believe that my doing shown everything. Is not that i wanted to leave you home and go for work. We just need to save up. What if i never work on the next fews day? Hehe. Anyway, let's drop this topic. Cause i only wants to talk about those happy thing :D You knew that i got 9 pimples on my .... Hehe, better don't said it out later let pple laugh D: Very pain ley when i touch it ): And baby, you know i win 300k in texas poker today ") Boos. Finally, i win back my money. Hehe, real money more good ! (L) Hao lah, did enjoy with your colleauge yesterday. Loads of jokes. But then is kind of hot down there. But is ohk. Wait for me to be back k? Love yah. Sweet dream .

Bury all the memories.

2010-04-08T07:41:00.000-07:00

Winnie is back to post!
HAHA! My dearest have went to work.
And i'm home with Meimei. ;>
Ohk, i want to post out something to praise my baby!

Jeviar Ssobeht why you've always be a part of me?
1. You treated me as part of yourself too.
2. Put myself in your own shoes.
3. Never leave me aside, no matter how bad the outcome will be.
4. Gave me the best.
5. Stand for my right.
6. Cheer me down when i'm down.
7. Gave me the beat choices &advices.
8. Never look at the past, &believe we can make it to the end.
9. Never forget special occasion.
10. Concern me like a BABY!
11. Never wanna see me work too hard.
12. Respect my choices.
13. Never give up on me.
14. Never allow my tears to flow down my cheek.
15. Always be my GOOD BOY! ;>
16. Calling me as your BEST!
17. Yell at me to made me realise my mistake.
18. Making me laugh after a fight.
19. Not being selfish.
20. Never let me share my burdens myself.
Thanks, for all your concern. I LOVE YOU TTM!

2010-04-03T09:19:00.000-07:00

dinner night with baby and melvin<3

im gonaa post all this onlt the rest winnie will post, haha<3

LITTLE PRINCESS OF MINE, I<3>

2010-03-25T01:01:00.000-07:00

Even millions stone is infornt of us, we'll still make it till the end.

Baby, even our working timing is so different from the past.

But i know that we still stay the same right? Have trust in each other.

And enjoy during your off day?! Am i right? I know that somehow,

We'll tend to miss each other like f-cuk! But this is what we need in life.

Yah, baby i believe we can move those millions stone and move forward right?

Yah, and this is love. True? No one can influence me doing anything.

So don't worry ohk? I've trust in you, that you've trust in me too.

Those pics above is when your off day we took.

Anyway, being human made me cry, and made jeviar laughs!

No human heart! :x Anyway, working tonight and is going to have my lunch!

Love baby; vm!

2010-03-21T07:33:00.000-07:00

Hello! Never work today. Was tired at work yesterday.
Miss baby! :D She's at work now. And ya, i'm at home.
Watching online movie ; Happy ghost. (:
Was watching from afternoon till now. The show keep on half loading! -'-

2010-03-10T00:48:00.000-08:00

A day out wiv lots of pple.

Lazy to name out. :x

But this is all those photo(s) we taken.

Baby, i wish you all the best for your new job :)

2010-03-04T21:21:00.000-08:00

Cappuccino :D

Egg sandwich.

My fav! Egg bread.

Baby preparing to cook :D

My lovely Bf's.

What a sweet bf i had. Prapering for me to eat :D

Love you too muchhxzxxc! Hugs .

2010-03-04T08:49:00.001-08:00

Went to Club burberry yesterday.

It's was Sharon birthday. & yah, happy birthday (:

And i can said that, Club burberry is still average lah.

If i don't really hiam too much. :D

After Club burberry, went to Redhill because Jasmine wanted to see.

Jemery. LOL! And yah, went to coffee shop after that.

Eat and Ahorh come down to meet us for a chat.

Baby went to drive Fat car. Without on-ing the head light on midnight.

LOL! Jasmine and Baby is like snatching to drive the car.

Cause Jasmine can't wait to see Jemery again. LOL!

Went home after that. And is working tomorrow. Sigh.

Broke already! ): And i hope baby get her job!

So that she can work and earn money. (:

3 days to our one year anniversary. And i want to watch the new movies!

:D Love baby! Feeling sleepy again. And lastly,

Happy for Eighty one. That she patch with Rayyyyy.

But Rayyyyy, please treat my Eighty one better.

If you gonna let her cry again. I shall not let you off!

2010-02-27T09:57:00.000-08:00

Hello's fellows! All of the photo(s) on top is taken on the 28.
Awake at 2 plus. Because baby ask me to wake up. To Escape.
Was actually going wiv Meimei but she can't wake up.
So we went to Escape wiv Melvin. And Melvin is baby's brother.
Cabbed there, and went in strait. But sadly we only paly 3 games.
We buy $10 vochers to play those stall games. And i win a bear!
But i gave it to Melvin! (: Because is not hellokitty ):
Baby played the running car and Melvin sit beside her.
Baby keep on want to chase the one infront her.
But keep on bang till the person car infront. And guess what the person keep on
STARING at her! * HAHA!!
I did'nt play because i don't know how to drive?
Then on the next game is Haunted house.
I was so scared although is not like last time alr.
I hold baby hand tightly. And Melvin hold the other hand of hers.
And that made baby hard to walk! HAHA!
After that went to play the above game wiv Melvin which i don't know how to spell?
HAHA! And seriously is don't know what game?
Laughs! We went to slack at one of the fast food over there.
And melvin played the some called as water ball! HAHA!
Went to E-hub after that. And went to time-zone to play .
Spend 15$ and get some tickets. So exchange items for Melvin.
Shop around and went to eat KFC. Baby is so touching.
Keep on want to give us her food when she is also hungry!
Saw the hello kitty guitar, and seriously i think is cute.
Went home jiatoh doh! Baby play 21. Then when i wake up i join her.
And now baby is sleeping and left me alone ):

Jasmine'darling! Take care of yourself. I know he's a Bastard!
NBCBxczvcz! But nevermind when your child grow up let him regret!

Cherry'Eightyone! I know you're sad! ): Don't be sad k?
Cause if she's not a good person. Your tears don't worth for you to shed for her!

2010-02-24T01:46:00.000-08:00

LOVE IS POWERFUL!

Acctually posted on yesterday. But then i don't know what's th promble.

My post is gone! F-king piss off! Damn!

Haha! Let me post my previous 2 days.

Went to Ahsher friend house(TongChuan) house to play 21.

Baby keep on want to be the shafer(don't know how to spell) one.

Then lose alot of money. More then 50.

In the end i keep on telling her. Don't play. Then she don't want listen to me.

Until i show some power. Then she said okay.
Win back the money. And also win abit also.

Haha! Weiping, still say want to win my money. But then i won!

Teehee. Darling jasmine is really so lucky manxcvx!

My eightyone is so sleepy that day so did'nt gone crazyzxcz!

Laughs. From mignight play till the next morning.

Deping went to school. Then ahtong and ahray. Went to dk where?

Weiping go back to his bf's house.

Sent meinah home, then went to eat.

Ate the prawn mee. Is so scukzvz! The sotong and prawn is overnight one.

Sicking! Went to causeway point , to shop wiv baby.

Then went to Fat house. Sleep for one hour .
Then went to meet baby.g . Then went over to bugis shop.

When home afterthat, played 21 again. Then fat one lose 50. ):

And I won abitzxcz! HAHA! Went to sleep afterthat.

And darling(jasmine) and fat plus man go to red hill .

To meet ahorhh . Then guess fat and man go play billard.

K lah. Is playing wiv texas poker now .

Keep on losing money. Cause not concentrating. Love baby!

2010-02-18T11:20:00.000-08:00

Hello's fellows! I'm here once again.

Baby is a bytch! I hate her.

She did'nt accompany me when i'm using the computer.

But when ever she's using, i'll always accompany her!

__ her! Damn angry wiv her! Hais ): Useless babe! ):

Woohoo~ Just kana scolding from baby mum.

Because, late in the night at 3.29.

I'm still using the com ! HAHA! But i know she's is kinda turning round!

Ate, alot. When reach home ._. HAHA!

Guess i gonna weight and see the line going futher and futher!

Wooohooooooo!

Baby bro's is so cute at time. But sometime naughty!

HAHA! But is also (c)(u)(t)(e)(r) then HONG MEI BAO!

I love baby. But when she lose me money in 21 .

She wants it back to her pocket! HAHA! JKJK! I love baby hugs when sleep!

2010-02-18T00:00:00.000-08:00

Hello ! My dearest fellow's . Currently, I'm playing wiv my fb games and also blogging.
Haha! This another bear from . My dearest baby !
Today is a boring day. Had nothing better to do, at home !
Later baby is having songka. & also she's still sleeping .
Haha! And this foolish seng keep on asking me down to downstair !
I want to finish blogging one . But it's ohkays !

Lastly. Thanks baby for this piglet! I love it ! I love you too !

2010-02-15T23:37:00.000-08:00

THIS IS ALL THE PHOTO TAT WE TAKE ON 14O22O1O<3

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR AND A VERY HAPPY VALENTINE DAY

TO EVERYONE OUT THERE(: HOPEFULLY YOUR DID ENJOY YOURSELF(:

baby happy valentine day(:

2010-02-11T11:51:00.000-08:00

Hello fellows ! Those are some photo(s) we took on Meibao birthday :D

&seriously we never FCUK-ed! HAHA! Let them say whatever they want.

Cause this is all BULL-shits. LAUGHS!

Did enjoy well although on the first day some promble appers ):

But everything is better now . Sigh! On the 14th is finally meeting my Eightyone

&also Eightyone inlaw! HAHA! Celebrate our Valentie's and eat Mac's together.

Eightyone suggest :) The video(s) is that time we went to Kbox's and sang.

So we video . And one of it is on Baby's 21st birthday. Gald that some attend.

Only this Eightyone boxim one ! Haha! Is kinda late now.

& Baby is in the toilet, shitting! Feeling like this fews days. Alot of pple like to be

a COMPUTER PAIKIA ! You know who you're. Haha!

Beibei's blog also got some Paikia there. But saddly. I don't know why the spammer,

is so stupid to leave her Link there! Haha! Such a fool.

Just went to meet Baby's bestie(Kojet). She's feeling down.

Like how baby's will feel soon ! Haha! So we met her at Kallang .

Went home around 11.3o and play 21 wiv her family .

We won around $7+. Haha! Her mummy buey tahan take her $1o notes out to play.

But in the end baby also win ! Laugh! Kay lah . Guess i should stop here .

Tomorrow must help baby's mum to pack the house .

Hang the clothes as well ! (:

2010-02-09T11:06:00.000-08:00

Hello :D Today is my Baby's birthday. I mean on the 9th. Alot's of things happen this few day. I don't know i should cry or just let it be? Hai. Somehow life's is so difficult to face. When you feel helpless. You will not have the gut's to tell your parent's. But your beloved's is here for you . So this JIA HOU song is for my beloved's AngMeiBao. Is a very meaningful song. :D Went to dinner just now at Jalan Bersarh, one of the resturant there. (: And also HAPPY 11TH MONTHS ANNIVERSARY. BABY! I know no matter what happen you'll be there to stand by me right ? I know you're the one for me in my life. I love you, my dear. Darling/Jasmine, TakeCare.

2010-02-04T19:33:00.000-08:00

Hello fellows . My blogger is private that time due to my editing .
Is ugly when i'm not done wiv it . So now it's done . My blogger is done too .
Ha's . Baby and Darling is sleeping till now . Hai .
This house i'm staying now . Is having so many pro's now .
So is kinda stress . ): Alright . Got to end here . Loves peers ! :)

2010-01-31T19:18:00.000-08:00

Morning earthing ! Is so happy to know that i'm leading a healty life style .

Yesterday went to Tampiness mall. Walk around and play wiv Baby brother.

Then went to Tampiness safra to play pool . Two table and the total is $24.(Round up)

Yong hao, had to pay all to baby ! Cause loser punch . But Yonghao no money .

So owe first ! Woohoo ~ ! And baby decided to take that to buy for chalet stuff .

So that everyone can share. Haha. Hope on the day will be a pleasant day . :)

Go back to my topic, after pool went back to Bedok north . Yangjie cut his hair.

After cut hair. Moved to Bedok inter. Did met some childish peers .

Talking out loud in the street and thinks is so cool. LOL! Waited for Ahseng&Joyce to come over.

Seng drived us to Hougang. Joyce wanted to eat Carrotcake. And i ate frice . (:

Awhile later, Joyce asthma attack come and went to her house and let her rest .

Then on shifted to hougang plaza waited for Joyce to finish her stuff .

And AhSeng drive us home . And sitted at the coffee shop awhile and eat and drink.

Went home after awhile cause was Fcuking tired . :x

Hahaha, it's being two days i slept at night and woke up in the morning .

So happy ! I just feel like so healty . Laughs. :) Baby and Darling is still sleeping.

Like a P.I.G ! Hahahaha ! Is helping baby on her Fb games now .

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P.s:To my B.F.F Cherry !

I know sometimes you can't forget the past .

But you must learn to forgive, i don't enjoy in the life of hate.

So i choose to Forgive. Forget is really something impossible .

But i still tried to forgive everything . (: Just like others treat you like how too?

In the end you also forgive and start afresh :D So, ohkay?

Hope you like the job you're having now . And work hard for your mum !

Love you kay? And lastly are you getting use to it .

To lost one B.F.F in your life ? :)

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Is so happy to have HONG MEI BAO in my life !

2010-01-30T17:34:00.000-08:00

Yesterday went to AhSao house at Eunos .

For her house opening ! :D

And there's the photo(s) they have taken :x

Me and Darling seem so indecent ! Ha . :D

And those Spammer is so LAME lah .

The name is so many DOTS !

Must be like me , even spam pple blog also use my own name !

Gosh lah , Stop acting like some sort of PIAKIA here lah .

Cause is already OUT-DATED ! Laughs .

Maybe you still don't know actually from 2006 there's no more PIAKIA .

Ha . Gosh ! Yah , and just woke up .

Going to eat soon . Cause baby is there annoying me ! :x

2010-01-27T17:01:00.000-08:00

Hello ! Yoohooo ! ~

Here are the photo(s) we've taken .

But then i'm kind of lazy to upload so many photo(s).

Ha . We decided to go there when we're bored !

Lovessssssssss my peers . !

2010-01-27T02:25:00.000-08:00

Way back home :D MONKEYS ! ;x
The three crazies !
Jasmine(Darling) , act cute !

Ha , (L)

Baby Dancing .

Jasmine & Winnie . (Darling)

Baby with th elephants .

Darling @.@

Love baby !!!!!

Darling(L)

Newyork.

Yoohhooooo ! Enjoyyyyyy ! :D

2010-01-26T15:13:00.000-08:00

ahhao & xiao ben (:
me, ah orh, mei nah, jasmine.c, baby (:
me, step, jasmine.c, baby :D
ENJOY (:
ME and GF <3

waiting for SAYANG to finish her tattoo (:
waiting for THEM to finish their make-up (:
OASIS 68 :D
SINGING at OASIS 68 (:
im MR CUTIE (:

ahhhao here to post (: early in the morning nothing
to do so decided to blog!! anyway me, baby and
sayang just eaten our breakfast, NASI LEMAK :D cool
right (: they're chit chatting among themselves (:
abt girl's stuff!! hai, im kinda of stress >.<
i have to move out alr, no place to stay liao!! wat to do??
i got no place to stay, i really don mind but not them!!!!
next 2week is my big day!! but till today my chalet is not yet book!!
BABY I <3>

2010-01-26T09:22:00.000-08:00

Hi earthing !

Yos ! This are those photo(s). We taken and did'nt have the chance to upload.

:D The baby is mine ! :D She is just so cuteeeeeeeeeeee .

I love her :D Ha. Today gonna be a boring day ):

Nothing to do at home too ^^ Hais .

Jasmine'Natalie(Darling) , is sitting beside me :D

& Baby is sleeping like a PIG .

Hais . AhOrhhh , don't worry kay ?

Everything's gonna be alright :D

Jasmine is here to correct my engilsh :x

Opps . I feel like a retarded ! :D

Got to end here ! Byeeeeeee .

And where is the C ? I miss you .

& i need your number ! :x

2010-01-25T15:35:00.001-08:00

Hello earthing ! :D
Currently using my phone to update my blogger . (!)
And also we entertaining each other ! :x Laughs (!) :D
Photos will be update soon :D Ha. :D
Still wondering wants to go back to work anot ?
Cause my BFF birthday is coming and i wants to do something for her .
Ha. And also i have to survice ! ): For money ! Got to go !
Lovessssssssssss ! :D

2010-01-24T05:21:00.000-08:00

Currently at songka now. Using Joyce I phone to update my blogger. Hahazxczxc! Laughhhhh. My darling jasmine bf is saying us like paikia. Laughhhhh. But i'm not Kay? Laughhhh. Teehee. Do enjoy the night wiv my babyyyyyyy ( someone suspicious ) , Joyce ( bearbear ) , jasmine ( darling ) and some peers. Laughhhhh. Meibao birthday is coming so soon . Happy birthday yeahhhhh! Laughs and also congrats my eighty oneeeee. And also hope what ahray said is trueeee . Laughhhhh . Cause sometimes you just can't believe why pple said. Hahahazxcc . Ohkay lah. Will upload my photos when I'm free ! Kaykay, got to end here (!) lovesssssss (!)

2010-01-18T11:26:00.000-08:00

Hello fellows . This is kind of long photo(s) already !

But i just get those pic :D All is FZXCXCZXC GIRLS !

Laughs . This pic . Is at two place(s).

Amber21, Oasis and Tampines . :D
Oasis and Amber21 is a fews days ago things :D

Tampines is quite a long time :x

Ha. One as United . :D

Love them all ! . Today is again a boring day lah .

Hai. Everyday so Boredddddddd !

Ha. My long time no see friend is at my house now .

Acting like Siao CharBor . Keep on making me laugh ! :x

Boos ! Ha. Miss her :D Wants to take photo with her .

She keep on say no . So no pic of her ! :x

Hai . Something happen when today woke up ):

Hai. Kind of sad but is better to just keep quite ! :x

Ha. & also i hope someone who just call me .

Can cheer up ! ): I will always be there . Alothough i`ve been somehow ,

Nelgect-ed . But i understand . & i still care .

Hai . Ohkay lah . I think i got to end here .

P.S : Good Luck to ANG MEI BAO ! :D

2010-01-17T09:22:00.000-08:00

Loves my QIANGAIDE ! FZXXCXCXXVXC! :D
Times is tough without you guys there .
Had some CaCak one to Relate . No right ?
But you guys is there :D Woohoooooo ~
Others one also , is just that don`t have th Pic :D
Ha. This pic is taken at Oasis . By AHHAO :D
All FL only i one ZA ! Where is all my ZA girls ?
FL all bully XIAORU . ): Ha.

Today is a Boring dayyyy at home .
Not going else where ): Hai. So boring ~
& Mummy went out t play majong with her friends )':
Left me alone at home ): Ha. Yesterday had a fight with mummy !
LOL`S ! Ohkays lah , got to go ! Misses ! (L)