I`m not prefect .

Am i wasting your time , my dear ?

Actually wanted my blog to grow Fungus .

But i had no choice , i like to write down my feeling at blog .

Hai , there`s really things happen .

& seriously . I don`t know how to said it out .

Yahh , in a relationship do always had quarrel .

& what people always tell me is;

( never fight the feeling will never grow stronger! )

& seriously i think this is no Logic .

Is been already th second day me & darling quarrel .

2 days , 2 times . I hope today had no quarrel .

But i can never predict what will happen next .

Each day i can just hope that nothing will happen .

But i can never control my life .

Just now went to BoatQuey. Something happen to baby .

I felt real gulity . But maybe is not due to me . Idk ?

& i really dk ? I tried to give her a helping hand .

But she don`t really allow me to do that .

I felt that my heart is starting to grow a hole .

& is deeper & deeper . It`s really hurts .

Or is true that WoBuPei ? Hai ):

I know that all this while i`m quite lazy .

Somehow is also due to work . But , Darling .

I`m already trying to repay it .

But idk how to do than it`s enough .

You happy , i`m there to laughs and smile with you .

Sharing your happiness together .

When you`re sad i`m here to cried with you .

I share your pain together .

When you`re in need of help .

I`m always the first one to stand for your right .

& tried my best to help .

& also share your stress together .

When you`re sick . I takecare of you .

Till the lastest i can . ):

You always get for me what i also wanted , and get yourself just normal .

& I always tried to give you special surprise .

If it`s really ending , than i really hope .

You will be happy with your choices .

& also no point for me to hide anymore .

I will go back to the place where i really belong .

* My love for you will never change .

& also thanks kitty . For all your help . I really appercaited it .