im looking high up in the sky(:
in the flyers with darling(:(:(:

loves(:

haven kiss!!

hug and kiss(:(:(:

you see, wat my baby doing!!

kisses(:(:(:

hug(:(:(:

in the cab(:

tat ahhao, i mean xiao hao(:

it me AHHAO):
life is so fuck up!! i cannot take it anymore):

can i just end my life?? hai, its always so unfair.

i cannot take it any longer!! she got stress so do i!!

wat should i do then she'll HAPPY?? isit nothing??

or she wan me to die?? im always at fault wat!! wat to do!! hai, nvm.

i should learn my lesson. fuck up. totally stress.

i mean everything. awwww i cannot take it larrs!! hai.

i miss my mummy larrs): i wan her. mummy. im sorry. pls??

im fuck up. nbcb. i just need more care and concern.

im feeling hurt):):): i don noe wat to do???????

it all thisbelong in my mind??? im lost):):):

why am i so weak?? im not like this?? im someone strong!!

why?? why all this thing must come my way????? i cant get it!!

hai, i just don understand myself!! why am i here?? should i be here??

i really don noe!! fuck up life!! wat to do??

im always the bad person!! everyone noe. so??

hai, i noe im bad!! im like tat wat!! everyone say tat.

hai, use to it alr. i cant stop them wat!! ppl are like tat.

only my close friend noe me. so don judge!!

hai, just now quarrel with baby):):): ya shall say abt today(:(:

today me, baby, didi, jiejie and their child went out together to pasir ris(:

went eating together at KFC(: then went sit flyers with darling(:

i bought some chocalate for them!! kinda of cool yea(:

after tat we went off to tamp to meet my BOSS(:

walk walk lorrs!! nothing much also!!

then come hm do some cooking for them.

baby sux blood!!! but we still very loving(:(:(:

i love you(:

at coffee shop drinking jim beam(:
me and JOJO!
baby,you dont make me happy all the time.
but whenever i saw our pic i gone , INSANE !

HAPPY FAMILY (:

baby,iloveyou !

we went to jojo house ytd !

was sittin at the coffee shop then saw some uncle !

they treat us jim beam ,

haas ((:

then the robin say if baby girl sure very pretty one .

hhas (: but if baby change to girl i still wanna be with her ,

actually meeting one guy , ytd .

but we kana dua , then i was like sooo angry ~

then type of ppl shall not call himself guy !

then we was like a fool waiting for him for 2 and a half hour .

gonna look for work alr . hais ):

no $$ really sooo suffering ,

actually wanna help x.na find house de !

but 81 want her go back then i cant help her too .

actually it`s for her own good too .

but if really she do wanna go back , and no house to stay .

maybe i`ll help her , but it seem to be she still do wann change .

as a big buddy i also cannot see her die .

if i can help in any ways i will try to help her .

me and baby , talk out things ytd , and she promise not to treat me that way again .

happy to hear that too . (:

hopefully she kept to her promise .

i hope baby will be fine for the bill .

hais ):

p.s:why must people i love will end up this way ?

make her fine , will you ?

just heard tt your bill is 1000 + !!!!
OMG ! is not the ppl you love will not betray you .
open your eye can ? what if when i`m noy around ?
you wanna let ppl make use ? no right ?
dont be stupid i know i from the start , she`s not gonna do you any good at all .
now you shall be regret-ing .
please open your eye next time . what if they asked you to go court then .
you have no money to pay then they asked you pay you no money how ?
this is the reason why ?
i hate it when she called you !
i show nth , but at times i really dont like it !
i dont mind you all friends but i reminds me of how she treat you .
and i really abhor it !
if she can pay for the bill then it`s okay ,
if she cant then ....
you should know .
baby , you`re not any more younger like those hanging out till night .
you`re now older to think for yourself too .
know ? it`s not i wanna nag , since we talk we`ll quarrel then i better write down .
laughs , you`re really tooooooo sensitive .
i`m just asking dont tell me , if i`m curious also got wrong .
spare a thought for me can ?
i`m really feeling (cant descibe)
you`re really climbing over my head .
please ! i cant stand any longer .
do what you want if you want to countiue seeing me feeling helpless .

p.s;i`m worst than anything now , you made me in such ways .

one kiss from you shall be content enough ,

but now it seem to be i dont even get one from you !

things have change , & you can never understand me now .

i`m not sure wether are your feeling still there for me ?

i`m feeling useless , there`s no point for me to be in this ,

world, when no one trust me ):

baby , please put your pillow high tonight and spare a thought for me .

if you still don`t understand my feeling then it`s tyme to stop this pain .

anyway , we`re going out later ~

not sure going where ,haas (:

ka $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

haas (: jojo part is the most important part .

haas (: hopefully the plan is not cancel .

prayyyyyyyy :D

i just talk to buddy , ahmaine , hopefully she`s doing good now .

she told me that , that tyme got ppl say i baotoh jiajia .

jiajia still say that she hope it`s not me and she`s waiting for my return .

and lastly she missssssssss me (: actually i missssssssssss her too (:

p.s:baby , it`s time for a change now . tc !

BABY,''brought this today(dim light) we use it during bathing but must put at water then got

LIGHT ! 'he`s the one who show me the LIGHT !
i just LOVE my baby , simply !

how much i wish we`re the loving-est couple in the world (:

the package (: of the dim light (: thanks baby !

ATE sushi ! jojo blanga :D

hello kitty shushi and biscult (:

i love my baby (:

one and only loves <3333



baby , i`m sorry all that is just anger words ):

forgive me will you ?

where shuld i start from ?

woke up at afternoon (:

then surf net for awhile baby , go bath then go out with jiejie and didi,

to the family service ! then i take over jiejie and didi to tc of didi (:

i went to bath after that !!
so on then we jojo called me , i helped her to go buy cigg .

at first the first shop dont wanna sell , then i angry i go other shop .

then they sell me , not like tt cb uncle !wont buy from him again .

so on that , when we went up , me and baby go makan !

was actually peparing to go bugis with jojo .

then baby , suddenly scold me cause i drop the stud balls .

not b'cause of the balls he just scared that meimei and didi later pick anything

and makan (:

so he was like dont wanna go out with me !

so i told jojo i dont wanna go , cause he also dont wanna me go.

so on then i just do my things .

then suddenly my phone went .......

it was jojo so i called back . she asked me go to the bus stop .

i say i dont want she say my baby asked me go down one .

so i say i wanna talk to my baby .

then baby went like this , come down leis !

i still tension him till he say sorry to me (:

(L)i just feel he`s sooo cute ~

we brought alots of stuff .

jojo;perfum,slippers,panties,foods and the sushi (:

baby;3 boxer(jojo pay for two of it),superman belt(jojo pay too),the heart (: and one cap !

me; jojo brought 3 panties for me , but is baby choose for me de (:

baby, i love you , please dont leave me ! ):

gonna talk about my family ):

hais , i finally made them trust me , but now they lose trust again .

baby , it`s not you , i know .

it`s myself ! i lose everything ):

i wanna work please !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i cant always take frm my family too .

or not i keep asking for money they`ll also get irriated !

i just cant countiue onnn this way, it`s not the best way .

i will work hard too ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

wait for me !!!!!!!!! hais ): i`m sorry , my family ):

p.s;baby and family i`m really sorry ):

thanks JOJO (:

this love shall never end , but it do made me suffer alots !

& i guess you would never understand so i have learn not to waste my time.

not to tell you how i feel ;

cause whenever i tell you , you`ll get irriated .

nor when i write in my phone you`ll just ingore .

you feel nothing cause you`re not the one suffer ?

what if i treat you in this way ? i can easily forgive you but you never do the same .

i cried you never be by myside cause you`re tired .

even when i`m tired i stay by your side .

i even told you sorry i cant help in family pro ,

you told me nbm , as long as i there to comfort you is enough .

then when i`m down and cried whoes there for me ?

no one ~

i have alr cried at the ntuc due to family pro .

you don`t even know , cause you don`t layan me at all .

whenever you knew i`m crying you just step nothing !

fuck off lars ! i just simply hate the way you treat me .

i will try my best to change , if cnnt then too sad .

but the pro is when i change yu never change then what for ?

i`m the one have to endure all the way .

& your duty is just show your temper at me .

then i have to pick up all your shit again iszit ?

i`m not a toilet bowl ,

so don`t make me as one . i have my own LIMITS too .

if you countiue i`m speechless .

i dont live for you , why must i made myself suffer ,

like i`m one living for you ?

it`s not easy for me too .

you tell me ! who will give their all for you ?

if you can find one that`s better then me , then go ahead .

you said you treat me good ? sorry , it`s just on the start .

for now is like shit , or can i say maid ?

if i have to suffer so much then what for , right ?

i no need to suffer so much either .

just dont force me till i can`t make it .

i`ll treat you the same way you`re treating me now .

please remember i have my own limits too .

give some RESPECT to me too , i`m human being too !

just hate me if you want to , that`s you i cant stop you .

from tdays onward what you wanna say to me , i wont care .

even if you scold me i`ll keep quite ,

and that really show that i`m sick and tired ,

i rather let you say and scold then made myself suffer ,

and cried for hours , just for you .

even if i`m not in the wrog you wanna scold me , i`ll just keep quite .

i can`t stand quarreling all the time :/

i rather keep quite then talk back to you then quarrel .

you`re content now , you can do anything you want now !

i can`t decided . but you should know your limits too .

but i still love you like i always doooo .

p.s;why must i be treated in this way ?

do you think i care soooo much ?

me !

baby , carry my bag for me (:

thanks !

ME & BABY (when he eating)
LAOSU !

sturgling (: ahxiong and laosu.

AHGIRL son 1 year old birthday!

baby and me (:

ah ho awaiting to see who to come out first ! didi, kana CAKE on his face !

my slipers let meimei throw inside the long gang!


we went to chalet (:okay lahs,quite fun !but nth to do too !

we drank that day , jack daniel`s,tiger and henikin.

me and baby fight ): but we always play only , is just that sometime play until angry then fight real ~

some of them drink till seh !

the cake sibei cute lorhs (: waterlemon cake ,

but all of them waste and throw it on the face ~

we bbq too .

the next day after drinking sooo much , i went home .

not even a little abit of seh =.=

me and jiejie went home just to help them to take clothes soo tired cause habben sleep too !

take alr we go back then go makan (nasi lemak)

after woke up we go swiming !

after swiming we go bbq again then went home !

haas (: baby treat me very good that day (:

i hope this shall never end ~

LOVESSSSSSSSSSSS ~

ir

Love Quotes

baby , you suddenly made me feel so happy ! today (:
shall update about my past few days updates,
when i uploads my photos ! :D
cause i`m quite lazy acctually :D soon that i`ll update too .
baby , thanks for the times you made me happy !
i hope this shall never end ,i will change my attitude , i promise (:
give me one to two day ,i promise !
baby , ^^ now that you`re sleeping , i misses you !
i really hope that i`ll change too ):
i just loves you tons !
``hugs and kisses (:


Love Quotes

baby,can you please make this pain end .

whatever i do , you`ll be never content enough !

not that i dont wanna down your house just that i dont wanna make you kana scolding .

but you just dont seem to understand my tought !

or maybe we just belong to the different world ?

we can feel each other at first , but now you feel nothing .

i still feel the happiness when you made me smile .

you brighten up my smile , but now you brought saddness and tears to my life .

the feeling isnt the same anymore , you`ve just change .

or maybe it`s time to end this pain of mind .

and also the stress of yours .& i shall never regret what i`ve done .

i guess two more week turning to our anniversary .

can we reach till that part ?the happy part of ours again ):

it seem to be only on our anniversry , it`ll be happy ,

the other day;NO !

baby ,if you`re so unhappy about me . why cant you just stop this pain ?

dont made me suffer anymore .

is either you stop this pain or you made me happy again (:

guess you should choose your own desicion .

i can`t stop your feeling too ~

1. i dont feel happy anymore!
2. i cant feel you anymore!
3. you made me feel so unhappy.
4. i have already tried my best to give my all.
5. you have never give and take .
6. or maybe we dont belong to the same world ):

please make my suffer stop .or maybe one day i`ll gone insane .

you`re driving me insane ! but i`ll still love you no matter what ):

if you wanna leave then tc ):

outting!
my baby , step cool(:

baby , i just love outting with you ~

at the east coast!

pinic at east coast(:

baby,learning how to fish~

finish fishing (:

vomit :/

pinic , jojo ps (:

MONDAY (:

we went east coast ! baby learn how to fish (:didi teach him .

me and baby took alots of photo (:

but ended up all of us fall asleep , expect for didi , he went fishing himself .

he catches a cat fish but throw it back again .

we went pinic at there . ate away the hello kitty ): sadded !

baby,and me is drifting more and more each day ):

forget it ):

but i still love him the way i used to love . loves <3

TUESDAY (:

we went cityhall ,to meet xiuyin and she pass me 20+

..... out of the moon too !

then after that went to china town , to meet mummy and take 30 (:

haas , we look around the place to find stud but the place too kuku already no stud .

so we went over to bugis (L)

brought stud , holy pin and bags !

we brought 8 stud , one holy pin and two bag , one for me and baby !

haas :D

then we went home , someone ate away our food !

then left only one egg for us .

i ate away the egg . and baby ate nuggets only .

cause didi cook nuggets for everyone (:

baby,pierce for me and herself . teehee (:

then after tt we went to sleep .

TODAY !!

we went to chalet , someone children birthday party .

haas (:

update when we`re back .

BYE!!

p.s :baby getting more and more beng .

=.=

baby, noting gonna change my love for you !!

fullfilled my wish ~ and make me happier ?

will me ? replacing you isn`t easy .

and i would never wanted to replace you either .

cause you`re my all (:

i swear upon my god that i`ll always be faithful to you .

i promise , i shall never leave you alone ,

cause i`ve never leave my heart open !

you`re the one who made me open it ~

i dont wanna feel negelected anymore , it`s aint easy .

baby , make me feel the shine again .

promise to make me feel your love once more .

i`ll give my all just to show that i love you (L)

dont hate me , cause i love you ):

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting

Could it be that we have been this way before?

I know you don't think that I am trying

I know you're wearing thin down to the coreBut hold your breathBecause tonight will be the night

That I will fall for you over againDon't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day

I swear it's trueBecause a girl like you is impossible to find

You're impossible to findThis is not what

I intendedI always swore to you I'd never fall apart

You always thought that I was strongerI may have failed, but I have loved you from the start

Ohh, but hold your breath

Because tonight will be the night

That I will fall for you over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another dayI swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

It's impossible

So breathe in so deepBreathe me in, I'm yours to keep

And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap

And remember me tonight when you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night

That I will fall for you over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another dayI swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to findTonight will be the night

That I will fall for you over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another dayI swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to findYou're impossible to find

so bored =.= nothing to do either !

i`m confused , i know the thing is addicted , & i ust knew that i cant stop .

hais ): i`m lost , i dont even know what i want !!

the baby is crying all the way ! sigh ): my head pain uh !

laughs (: gonna walk here and there later at east coast . so BOREDDD !!

weiping always lie to me , claim that she wanna meet me but never also .

cheat my feeling all the time ! baby called her , just now ,

so i went calling back , cause baby is taking a nap till now .

her mum show me attitude ! cant stand man ! i did nothing wrong either .

i`m just kind hearted to called back , what she want . cause she called quite amount of time .

so i went calling her back and then what i get is another type of stuff .

even my mum never show me this type of attitude , unless i shown her .

why must people treat me in such ways ? why cant ppl return me the way i show them ?

tak boleh tahan !! =.=

i want find a job soon ! or not i`ll bored at home .

i cant endure this useless life anymore . hais "(

hopefully , enjoy life today `(L)

post the other day ``