Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Happiness, is always companying me.

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Well, it's seem years I've update my blog. And it's kinda, nothing exist in my mind called 'icantletyougo.blogspot.com'. Well, partly because I'm freaking busy working. Darling does the same as me. No much time for surfing the net. 

Well, working Is tiring yet, I can get everything I want. That's the greatest thing in life. Ya know, what is the most happiness thing in life. You don't need to crave for things you want, you don't have to ask for things you need. You just use your own money and get everything you need and wants. 

It's gonna be two years that me and jeviar's are together. Relationship sure have lots of up and downs. But we managed to go thru everything. Baby, bear that in mind. I'll always love you. My love..  

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Happy birthday to me.

Nothing much, but still happy birthday to myself! (:
& Thanks darlinggggggg.

Thursday, September 2, 2010

I don't wanna back to square one!


Hey, MORNING!
I was suppose to work with Weiping's today. Taking over Joycie's job for a day. But my dearest Weiping's did not answer my 20 over f-ingg call. Well, and I was too tired to sleep back. No events for today. But was planing to see Teresa's on this sunday. Which is two days later. Jensabella, here I'm coming to bring you back home. Laugh. I think I'm tired till over-board!

Well, 29 August- Sunday.
Met up with Viven's and Nas's. Terminal2 -Waraku's. Walk around and explore around the Airport's. Expect Barget terminal. Head over to Parkway's. Met up with Cherry's and Ray's. Chiatchated, Vivien's and Nas's went home. Met up with darling's at nearby house, than headed over to Beach Carbana with Cherry's, Ahray's and darling. Chit chat while drinking. Went home around 3, cause darling's have to work the next day. Sleep. Photos, will be post next time. Damn lazy to store in computer.

31 August- Tuesday.
Went Vivien's house, met up with Nas's and Vivien's. Waited for them to get prepare. Than head over to fetch Darling's. Boat Quay - Amber 21. Hehe, Nas's and Vivien's is trully dice and 5-10 loser. Nas was kinda drunk holding the Martell bottle. Act like bartender. And break the bottle on the floor. Damn funny.

The rest of the day are normal day. Met up with Vivien's and Nas's.

Only for 2 Sept- Thursday to 5 Sept- Sunday. Due to IT fair. They working.

Alright, Darling's my dream was just awesome! How I hope it was true in life! But you told me is just a dream! ):

Sunday, August 22, 2010

Without some friends my life will still be prefect.

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Well, I'm really excited over my birthday celebration. I hope I will be happy on the night. Without any problems, that made me stress. And also gather up with friends! (: And also with peers there to make me smile. Especially BABY's.

Ohkay, feeling damn awake at this time. Part of the reason because I was awake at 5.30pm yesterday. But I know it well, that I've to get to sleep real soon.

Well, gotta end here. Just end my phone call with Stephy. Nice chat though. (:

P.s : I really hate people can't keep to what they say. Not trying to be indirect. But if I state your name out, I'll make you gone to bad to worst. Nexttime, don't promise me, when you can't make it!

Thursday, August 19, 2010

With you it's called happiness.

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I'm here again. Watched Pck's with darling's yesterday. Phua chu kang's said : Don't play play. Hehe, kinda of funny. And enjoy watching it with baby's at tampiness. Brought Nation combo set. Two large drink and one large size popcorn. Yet we couldn't finish it. It's kinda too much for us.

Went home, chat and went to sleep. Was planing to go for bicycle ride actually but. Cancel it. So woke up at 2 going 3pm. Went to prepare and gone to nearby bugis.

After things is done, head over to bugis and have our lunch at Waraku's at illuma. It've being the second time I ate Waraku's this week. Even is kinda of sick, but enjoying the food there. Try going to any of their outlet and try. I think Terminal2, did not bad.

Actually wanted to catch up some movie again. But the show time have end. Wanted to watch Step up 3 but was afraid that it don't suit, the rest. So plan to watch it next week.

So well, headed to Katong's for karaoke sessions. Teo heng's, system have upgrade. And it feels much more better than last time before they've upgrade.

Darling am working tomorrow. So she kinda sleep early tonight. But well, she still watches Toy story 3 with me on her phone with me. Before she gone to bed! Love it when she show me love. Well, gotta say something sweet for her, I love you!

Counting to my birthday. Hope the plans is not ruin too. C:

Darling's thanks for every little tiny sweet stuff you've plan for me and gave me. You're my sweetest drugs.

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Another boring day. ):


Heys! Friends out there. I'm here again! Well, those are those photos i took yesterday. And yea, was with bugis with Beibei's than headed to Terminal 2 to look for Darling's. And well, had dinner at Waraku's. Nice one. Than headed home afterthat.

Was bored today. Wanted to look for Mummy's but yet, she is working. So i better stay at home. Laugh! Anyway, meeting Miner's with Beibei's tommorrow. Going for a movie. I guess?

Yes, and going on a bicycle ride on thursday with Darling's. Than her own plan later on. But still follow her.

I think I gonna fetch Darling's later on. On 8.30! Loving it!

Monday, August 16, 2010

Your love is my drugs.

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Hey peers! Finally darling forgive me already! Today went bugis with Beibei's. Than go terminal 2 to look for dearest. C: Have Waraku's for dinner. More photos for tomorrow. Brought some sweet stuff for dearest. C: Love ya, you're my sweetest drugs. 是你太好.

Brought a bow and Famous amos's for baby. Darling ain't selfish and share it with me. Hehe, yummy one! Spend all my money today.

Today is Baby's mum birthday, so happy birthday.

Well, I'm tired so a short one for baby : ever since you've being a part of me. I know you'll always be a part of me. I love you. Treat me with care, I show you with love. Thanks for giving me a chances. I luv you. Kisses! Workhardworkhard!

And for my information. I hear wrongly, Jeviar's did not told her dad that he raise his rank in work. Just say IF. Is I listen it wrong. ): Haha, having problem with my hearing. Sorry!

Saturday, August 14, 2010

I'm useless without you.

I'm breaking down soon. My tears are dried up. I'm useless.

Thursday, August 12, 2010

I'm lost without you.

The time is late and I still have work tomorrow. But i need a place to let out all my pains. I've tried my best to say all that I can. But moreover, I'm in the real pain now.

I have no rights to blame you getting angry. I've no rights to stop you if you wants to hate me. But I just ask for your understanding, and forgiveness. I don't ask for cars, money nor any expensive stuff. But now I'm asking for your love and forgiveness.

I've seen your facebook status. I know how it's felt when you feel that you're being betray. I know how it's feel, when I lied to you for a long time. You asked, what am i treating you as.

Alright now i tell you. That night when i tell you, what I've lied to you for sucha a long time. Before that we have some good and sweet time talking to each other. Reflashing back, how we spend our sweet time when we're just together. Well, I felt guilty so I've no choice but to tell you the truth. Before I really tell you the truth I've already know what will happen. But well, I just have to face up the consequences.

I can keep it from you forever, but I don't want that to happen. Because, there's no sercets in this relationship. And you've never keep any sercets from me, unless you're intending to give me some surprise.

I'm sorry for making you dissapointed, as you stated in your status that you're utterly disspointed in me. If it was me I will be as spechless as you too. But baby's, you know I'm trying my very best to ask for your forgiveness. Baby's, I sincerely apologies to you.

I know it's too late to say all this but it's better for me to do so than treat it as nothing happen. At least I apologies to you, than I did not. Than it would be like I think I'm not in the falut.

I know you still care. Baby's I over heard that you. are now first hand (translate to chinese) in kitchen. Congrats my dear. I hope I would hear from your own mouth that how gald you're. Share with me how happy you are.

As I know you wants a promotion too, who wants to, work so hard yet can't get a promotion. Am I right?

I can't have the chance to speak to you. So I hope when you see my blog. You can know how I felt and at least know what I wants to tell you.

Alright, I usually write messages to you in your cell phone application notes. But I'm afraid that you'll get mad is I take your phone without permission.

Notes for August 13.
I hope you won't be too tired today. I'm proud of you, getting a promotion. At least your hard work is being prove.

Nobody really cares about the past, what matters most is the present. Am i right? I don't see ya, minding my past. I don't see ya, hate me for my past. Why not, just forget it. As you know I've not done that nor mention that since ages ago. So why not give me a chance when you already know what I'm now.

It's late now and I've to sleep soon. But before I do so, I must do something else.

Lastly you asked if I treat you as what. I have no guts to answer this now. But i can answer I love you, and this is true.

No one knows.

I hope someone would understand me more. I felt like I've back to 3 years old. That my brains is blank. How i wish i would turn back the time when i was three years old. Sucha naive person. Without any troubles and pains. My wound is once open up again. I felt like nothing would heal it now. My mind is blank as I don't know what to do.

Why is god treating me so unfair? Stop toying with me. It's hurts each time when you intend to hurt me. I'm not strong enough for your hurts. STOP IT RIGHT NOW!

Can someone tell her, I don't want this to happen. Can someone tell her I'm heartbroken? My hopes are impossible. No one can fullfill it. Either can anyone, know.

Well, I'll respect your descion if you insist. But, just to say one more time I love you.

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

I love my peers!


10 August.
09 August.

Hey I'm back. Manage to meet Cherry Eightyone yesterday. Although it's at Market, I still enjoy it much. Because, Cherry and AhRay burst me and darling into laughter. They're sweet, yet very chor lor. Especially Cherry. Went home after that.

National day, did not went to my beloved cousin birthday's. Yet I ended up in parkway playing pool with Miner's and Beibei's. Well, headed to Eastcoast's later on. Saw Maidangdang, kind of scared. Cause like murder case like that. CLOWN!

Oh, well. I don't know how to continue already. So bye!

Post-edit.
I've heard that some particular place have being pulling retarded people! Well, is black and with shiny white teeth! Haha, they've downgrade till so rabak. Well, it's my old Kampong. Gosh, I'm feeling disgust.

Friday, August 6, 2010

Happiness is what I'm experiencing now.

I have no idea why, I always felt protective with J's around. With her around, I know everything gonna be fine. Yet, when she's not around I felt fears and having negative thoughts in mind. Well, maybe I'm relying on her too much. Yet, that make me Harder to depends on my own feet. But yet I know that, not all the things she's able to give a lending hand. But with her around, I don't feel fears. As I know that she's gonna give me encouragment, even if she's unable to do anything. Even if she did not mention anything. Her face can tell me, everything.

Well, I know myself well. I've serious attitude problem at times. Yet, that lead me to alot of trouble like having fights with my lovely ones. I don't know why, I've change alot since the incident I almost lost a good friend in SGH's. It's true that I change only for someone precious to me in life. I can't deny that, I never change for J's. Yet, I guess I've not put enough effort in it. And I'll do my very best, cause I always believe J's deserve to have that part of me. All I need is peace this few days. I hope there is nothing pissing me off. That might lead me to showing attitude. Somehow I just don't understand why human-being be more less realistic? Or maybe, have thoughts for other too. Well, I just have to know that, human being can be scary at times. C: But with J's around she gonna make my day.

Thinking back on, how we started on this relationship. To me I felt pure and indecent. And yah, as times goes by it felt more like use to having each other everyday. God bless, that this will never end.

Sometime tears are words that heart can't express. And it's hurt me each time looking at her cry. It might be ages a time. Yet, I never fail to cry with her. Cause it's breaking my heart into two. And this is a word for my dearest, live your life to the fullest! I love you, whole heartily. This I promise you.

Thursday, August 5, 2010

老天爱笨小孩。

Next month is my birthday! I'm growing up, years by years!

Kay, firstly I wants to share this silly friend of mine. Miner wrote something on her facebook and made me realize why am I always doing something when my Dearest J's is asleep and I'll kiss her. When she started to move that attract my attention. Miner wrote this: ( guys who kiss girl when they're asleep means they really love the one sleeping beside him. ) Well, it was something like that. Can't properly remember what she wrote too. But it was something like that. And it started to reminds and made me understand why I always did that. So yea, it also made me know that I do really love me Baby's.

Well, for all this while I've hurt her deeply before either did Baby's do the same too. But I know that god's is giving us test. Wether we can pull it thru all those up and downs. Rains, thunder, peoples, quarrel, and tiny bits can't break us down. And I hope the rest of the days. Is still the same us, that never can break apart. Hee, know I'm kinda of mushy but it's bottom of my heart to baby's. Well, luckily I'm always stupid because 老天爱笨小孩。Well, I know is kinda of FOOL!

Monday national day gonna be my dearest cousin Wen Yong's birthday. Seeing him grows up years by years too. Not very sure if I can be able to be there on his birthday. So, I gonna wish him, all the best with everything. Alright, pass his PSLE next year so that he's able to go to any school he like. That's every children wish too. To being in a school with friends around. Alright, love all the peers in my family.

Woa, J's is kinda of piggy this few days. And seriously we don't have much time together. And well, I know he do have time for me on our this month anniversary. But a word HappyAnniversary will already bright up my day. And I always believe that he won't forget this special day every month. Although her time is not right but still she manage to wish me on the right day. Thanks god I found you seriously.

Oh well, I shall need a job soon. Firstly for my birthday. Secondly, I wants the hello kitty camera, which I wanted long ago. Yea, and I shall make it. By all the effort I put thru. Not very sure if I have any plans for my birthday. But still, thinks that nothing special too. Every year the same old things happening. And just if J's there with me my birthday will be another memorial one.

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Well, I know.

Hey peers out there. I'm back again. And well luckly I did not get to dark after sentosa trip. All thanks to the sun block that J's brought. Well, as I hate to be called BLACK. (: I thinks sames goes to every girls too. Well, might not be all but most of it. Have being thinking about my ring that I lost it during the beach play. Oh yea, the ball float over so far away to the half of the sea. Just like my ring. ): 我知道他对我来说太重要了。So till now I'm still felt regret for being so careless. Anyway, as long as me and J's still stay as loving as before I'm content.

Well, I've seen it thru I think that I'm leading my life to the fullest now with J's around me to support me all this while. As I know if there's no him pulling me thru. I might not even can pull thru now. 3 more days to our anniversary. <3 One year Five months. Thanks god I've you in my life. Oh well, am I starting to neglect friends, as I know they are all busy with stuff too. As some of them have their loves one to carry on their life with. Well, as for some. I don't even wants to give a damn. Cause what's self love they don't even aknowledge. So no point love them when they don't love themselves. Am I right? Well, I think I've gone over my limits.

Thinking of any more surprise for J's. Have something in my mind. But I'm afraid that J's don't have place to keep. And it'll ended up wasted my effort. (: alright it's late now. I got to have some sleep already.

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

The most blessful thing that god gave me is you.


Firstly, before i start anything. I would like to aplogise to my dearest. Because i lost our last month anniversary gift " Couple ring ". When i throw the ball up in the air then.. Swing my hand with full strenght. Then realise opps! MY RING! OMFG, WHY AM I SO CARELESS! THIS RING IS WITH ME ONLY FOR A MONTH! AND I FELT SO DEPRESSED! ):

My rountine for today! Beach day out!
*Buss-ed to Plazzasing.
*Meeted up with Baby's cousin. (Huihui) "Same name as my sis".
*Brought stuff for Sentosa trip! Especially needed for me is Sun block.
*Train to Hf. Buss-ed to Sentosa.
*Siloso beach's. If i'm not wrong with my spelling.
*Played. And lost my ring.
*Headed back to HF. Baby went to Candy Empire brought COCO and SWEETSWEET.
*Train to Bedok.
*Accompany Baby with Beibei to buy 916 Gold Chain for me. Yeah, wait longlong. Definetly is for herself.
*Went to another shop to buy Abacus Pendant for Baby. Treat it as this month anniversary gift for her. Waiting to get a big gift too. HAHAHA!
*Headed to changi airport for dinner.
*Meeted up Meimei and Melvin.
*Waraku's. Billed: $94.. Cool!
*Headed home! (: End of day!

Special post for Baby's.
I'm so sorry that I was so careless. ): Hope you won't bear that in mind. I did not do that on purpose either. This is a accident. Anyway, hope you like your anniversary gift. I ask you choose that pendant you don't want that pretty lady ask you, you want. Like her don't like me right? CHANGE! Hehe, tell you already don't believe my taste! Punch you ah! Anyway, i love you my sweetest boy'f. You're the sweetest gift from god! I'm sorry for yesterday either.

Friday, July 9, 2010

Happy anniversary!



( Happy anniversary my dearest baby! )
Watched twilight with Baby, Beibei, Meimei and Melvin at illuma yesterday! Baby, did one thing stupid but still adorable to me. She brought couples ring at Silver Corner for the both of us. And she hide it for me all the way until we shopped end, brought tickets, food and have our butts tucked in the chair than she took out the ring that she brought. Open it up like she is asking me for marriage! Laugh, indeed she gave me a surprise that day!

Although we've not spend much time yesterday but than still glad that you at least gave me sweet memories, in life. Although you like that jacket you brought very much. But than I still think it look more like bugis street street 10 bucks jacket. But the inner side don't look like lah. (:

Laugh, thinking back that I brought the zip pouch which wrote there, DAMN I'M BROKE. And I feel that I'm kinda feeling this way now. But it's ohkay after tue I'll have my money back again! Working is the best way not to see your wallet without a cent inside! (: Gonna ask for Posb card from baby again unless she still have cash with here later. Lol!

Back from the ladies. Alright! I'm thinking of what to crave on our rings! (: I think is common on rings like ( Who love who ) . I want something special other than this! Alright maybe I shall talk it out with Jeviar first! (:

You're just everything i ever wanted I love you!

Monday, July 5, 2010

:O


At brother house right now. Waiting for mum to finish her things than go shopping! Horray! Finally can shop! :) Anyway is just a short post lah! :) Gotta tell Jeviar two more days to our anniversary! Love ya, like peanut butter! I don't know why I'll wrote this but for the sake of fun! :)

Thursday, July 1, 2010

You're the one i ever wanted.


16 monthsary coming in 6 days time!Do hope for an enjoyable day for the both of us.Ya.. Indeed we did not spend so much time together on our anniversary time this few months. So I did hope that this month we gonna spend our day to the fullest! Alright, indeed you know that I'm always being wishing for, just the both of us day. Felt like, times is like passing so fast. And both of us is together going to 16 months. Ain't this fast and I just can't believe my self that I'm bissfully attached to you for 16 months. Baby, you know that it's gonna be still counting on. Although i did so much mistake in the past. But you've never fail to give me chances by chances. Being soft hearted to me all the times. And indeed, you've never wanted to leave me either. Even if your heart is telling you to do so. But you're love for me, is telling you to hold on to me. Thanks for all the forgiving and I'm sorry for all the pains I've brought to you.

Ever since you started working. Time for us is getting lesser and lesser. Baby, I understand for all that. But you everytime attitude me one ley, when you just come back from work. You don't drag feeling at me hoh! I'll punch you one hoh! Belive me. Hehe! Well, you know me well too. This is just joking. But seriously this is also an advices to you. Don't attitude me when you see this hoh! Hao lah, baby remember don't tired yourself during working hours.

Well, fcuking hell. Suppose to go work today but saddly to say. It's ain't my day. Don't wish to mention more. Scuks!

04July after work is going to my beloved cousin birthday party! Well, hope I would be able to make it on time. For present I really don't know what i should get for her. As in we're different age. So I seriouly don't know what she'll like. And guess she won't be playing with toys either. So is getting my brains cracking.

Another brain craking time, this time round what to get for Jeviar for our 16 monthsary. It's really getting my brain craking. Jeviar, have all the things she wants now. And what more can i do? Guess I gonna get something for her, when i get my pay. Ya.. The best ideas!

Alright, got to sleep early tonight for tomorrow work! ;) Horray! The more I work, the more money I'll be earning! Such a nice deal for me! Money is everything you need in life. No money no honey!

Luv sweetheart ttm! You're all I wanted in life. Thanks for all the best memories you store in my heart. It's only you who have the key to my heart! I luv ya!

P.s : Where is the second book of my dearest "Little three pigs story" . Where's her babi, babo and baba? And where is the next things gonna happen to them? Ah, baby! When are you going to countiue for the readers. Like that who will buy your book? Alamak! So half way one ley you do things. Buey tahan you ley. Laugh.. Let her countiue soon. Don't rush her, she work very hard for it.

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Nothing worth my trust more than you.

Heys peers. Currently using iPhone to update my blogger. Sweetheart is tired so I used her phone to update my blog. ;) Sad to say that photos can't be uploaded. So ya. Maybe I shall post photos on my next post. Anyway, enjoy the day were spending together. Although is ain't so much time for the both of us. But yet you did cheer me up when I felt down. Although the way you talk to me like you wants to look a fight with me but I know you wants me to be good too. You asked me to work is for the good of the both of us too. Yet I show you attitude for that. Firstly I would like to apologies for showing you such little girl temper. Yet you still understand me well. And that's what couple should do. The most important thing in a relationship is to have basic trust with each other.

I have never believe that I would be with someone forever but you made me believe that we can make it till death do us apart. Well, you know it well that. I could never last a relationship with someone. Yet, you made me know how to love someone in a relationship. How to show that you do Care too. I believe you're the one who'll be there for me when I needed you the most. I wants to make you the most happy person in the world. Well.. Ain't a easy thing but yet I'm willing to give it a try. Even if I can't I also wants to make you felt happy when you're with me. And even if you can't stay by my side. I wants to made you by thinking of me you also felt happy. I'm sorry if I need to leave you for sometime. Ain't if I wants it to happen to is too. But this is what I have to do. Sorry for made you suffer.

Aim for insensitive and ang bao alright? Work harder and you might being promote as times goes by. I believe by working hard people see your hard work. ;) Than that time I shall congrats you. But never forget me when you get promote. Hehe! Anyway, I know is very tiring for you to work whole day long. For me eights hours of standing is tired enough. Don't say about yours 10 hours. Hehe, I tell you I'll be complaining whole day long to you. But I know you very strong one! Not tired of working one. Hehe! By the way you must jia you! I'll give you my support. ;)

A thank you for you. I love you just like diamonds in my eye. Bestest boy friend! I love to have you by my side forever.

P.s; if you really read properly. there must be mistake in my spelling. Cause iPhone ain't same as keyboard! Gonna save up money and buy a camera indeed I know baby wants it very much. (;

Monday, June 28, 2010

Cause there's is no other, nobody in my mind.

(24/06/2010)



Have you spare a thought for me before?
Tomorrow J off. & although i know that we not gonna spend so much time for the both of us.
But at least it's spending time for someone you cherish in your life. From the day she's born.
Well, I know how it felt to see someone you loved. Suffering so much in life now.
That shown that you must learn from your experince. Hope J know the basic of life too.
It's gonna to be said as the first step. ;) Ya.

The days that brought us through till here. Ain't easy either diffcult. But as people say. "It takes two hand to clap."
If I'm willing to walk thru those days with you. But you don't we will never get thru this day.
You brought laughters, tears, happiness, encouragment, saddness and more to my lifeless life.
You're the one who made me felt less fearful of facing the fact.
You gave me the engry to fight with those enemy.
You're my lover, bestfriend and family.
When I'm feeling down. Although somehow you don't realise. But if you know I'm feeling down than, you'll never leave me alone instead you gave me the encouragment I need most.
Thank you. I ain't someone good. But you never, gave up on me. Scold me to let me know my mistake. P.s; "But if can please make thing straight to the point. Don't keep my head spining. Thank you."

One year two months back. Have you remember how much you care about me? When you called and tell your Mum. You wish to bring me back to your house. But your Mum said that only you're allow to step in the house and I'm not welcome. You told her without second thoughts that if she can't accept me to your house either will you'll go back. Instead she still disagree to your resquest. You did not leave me alone but you suffer with me for those times. Finding your best to look for me a bed and sleep peacefully. Thanks baby! That blessful day you gave, I'll never forget in mind. I know that is right in my mind. That I only wants you in my life. One and only one! AMB! (L) I love you!

Well I know that I miss my Daddy this few days badly. Wonders how is he doing with someone i hated the most. (Stepmum) She is the one who break up me and my Dad, I know is her. I know she's the one who needed to be blame of. Get rid of her is me and my aunt wishes. She ain't someone kind as I thought when I just know her. She's just a bitch! Fcuk off from me and my dad. Bring your kids away too. If Daddy agree too. ;) Love Daddy! Wansui~

Friend treat you well when you're new. When they found news one. You ain't her best. You just knew that this is just someone passing by and leave you good memories in life. There is no one to be blame as I know. I should have thank you, for leaving such beautiful memorise in my life. Thank you, my friend. "As we go on. We remember all the times we spend together, as our life change comes whatever. We'll still be friends forever."

I've nothing better in life now for me to achive. Expect family.
You're the one I left to achieve for, lay on, cherish, and etc. And that's you AMB. Thank you for leaving me such beautiful memories in life. I needed you the most now. Please, treat me fairly in life. Thank you.

Winnie, please be strong to go thru those up and downs! Never let your past affect you.

one day there stay three little pig in the farm,the older one is babi. 2nd one is babo and the little cute one is baba(: cute right. " Wrote by Jeviar. " Hope this story will carry on in the fairy tales.

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

The reason i smile.



19 June.
Steamboat with Miner. Than to Changi Ariport.
Just one photo. Post the rest when i like to do so.

23 June.
Went to Kkh. Woke up to early and toh back to sleep.
Woke up and sitted beside the computer.
For J to finish her things.
And gald to said that she finally accept my resquest in Facebook.
Now we're "fong fong guang guang" in a relationship.
Weather are we gonna be like the past it's totally gonna depends on us.

Suppose to sleep early today for later check up at Kkh again.
But it's so late now. Both of us, is not tuck in our bed.
Yet, she's stuck with her iPhone and I'm blogging.

Miner > Sorry nah! I did not promise to meet you up all the time.
But gonna promise to meet you up soon.
Not, tomorrow, Friday to Sunday.
Cause tommorrow J off. Friday to Sunday i working. );
But promise to meet you up real soon! Alright?

My words.
"Nobody gonna force you to do things you dislike. Everything depend on you, yourself. None of your friends nor family. Gonna lead you to anywhere. You lead yourself. So don't blame people when things is already done! All you must do is find a way to slove everything. Not regretting."

Friday, June 11, 2010

The days..

04062010 :>
08032010. :>

I seriously don't know what is the problem with blogger.
Fail to upload photos all the time.
Currently trying to upload at photobucket!
If still cannot I'll gone mad! Seriously!
Gosh, the same result is out lah!
Back to square one.
Still back to try on blogger.

Need to share wiv everyone.
Bitches story!
Seriously i just can't stand girls who ask guys for a relationship.
A> The girl. B>The guy.
A called B to say what ever shit.
A told B that she like B.
And A told B alot of bullshit, and sound like those puppy love talking.
Gosh! Later on the next day.
A ask B> If i want a relationship with you will you accept?
Knnz! !$%^ Fcuking irriatting lah!
I've no rights to say anything to A because B is my past.
But just to share this LOL story to peers.

Really bitch siah! I've never ask a guy to start a relationship with me!
Lol, this is so funny man!

Ohkay, back off from the story of bitch.

This post wanted to post fcuking long ago.
But than blogger damn lag.
So that i just post it out.

Anyway, i love JJJJJJJJJJJJJJJ!

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

I can be your everything. :}

Fcuking blogger. Photos can't be upload!
Update tommorow. :}
Luv the people! I'm taking back my love.

Thursday, June 3, 2010

JJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJ!

I wants to save up money by this. Gift from J.


Rushing on the book i've made for J.
Hope J don't feel lonely after i went back. :}
At least he can read day by day.
As i wish. I hope you feel my presence after I'm gone too.

Tommorrow J off. Gotta go and vist the doctor with J.
To get the cream for his leg too.
Hope we had a pleasant day!
And also trouble please stop coming to us!

Currently playing with Texas Holdem Poker now.
Waiting for my egg to crack.
But heard that it's take a few days to do so.
Nevermind, since i'm so addicted to this game.
I believe i'm able to wait too. :}

Miner, I'm seriously lazy to go out.
And also kind of tired. So maybe tommorrow than i shall meet you up again.
:}

Beibei, cheer up!
If things is worth for you to do everything.
Than is right to do so.
But is not worthy at all.
Than don't be foolish.
If it's time to let go, than you should do so.
But if it's because of the memories, than forget about it.
Alrightz? There's always a way in your life.
Be it, if he does not know how to appreciate you.
There's still your family members who care for you.
And not all good guys are gone!
You're not ugly too !

Alrighz, got to end here. Luv JJJJ!

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

LUV SG GREAT SALES!


Hello ^^
I'm here again!
Errm, went to T2 yesterday to meet up those small kid &Miner.
Than waited for J to finish work.
While waiting, went to shop.
Lol, SG great sales is too GREAT!
Went to buy stuff with Miner, that she went back home.

Don't know what is the fcuking wrong with my mum.
Called and say I'm at bugis! Haha!
Dumb, if she don't call and talk like a dog.
I think it'll be better.
Really is like what the fcuk? I'm at bugis?

Laughs, forget it than.
Went home with J.
Than on went to sleep already ah!
LOL! Bored of blogging.

Thanks Miner for the Ear rings. :}
Hehe, but very heavy ah!
Lol, you know i know. AHMUI!
Fcuking irriatting!

Thought of giving J surprise, that go fetch her.
In the end say i waste money.
Still tell me she envy cause people Girlfriend.
Fetch Boy'f to work than bus back.
Wanna give her surprise but.. ):
Nevermind it's ohk. :}

Congrats ah! Your CPF money coming. :}
Luv ya ttm!

Monday, May 31, 2010

I gonna do as what you said!



Hey peers, this is my XiaoHong.
I was saying in my previous two post! :}

Where is my fried prawn noodles? }:
J promise me that we'll eat, today.
But than both of us did not wake up.
Due to those late night we're sleeping.

J bro, went childcare.
And indeed without his voice in the morning is so uneasy.
No one accompany me to watch La Bi Xiao Xin.
Laughs. I wanna watch, but watch alone is so bored.
Five he's back, watch on 5.

Boo! ^^
J yesterday said he's touch by my post! LOL!
Are you untrue?

Any job intro ah? I'm bored at home already! }:
Or any places that i never go for a long time?
Hehe! I'm bored of SG!
I wants to go oversea! :} Yippee!
When is gonna be the next time?
I should not have gone to all the fun place when i was young.
Cause, the place i go is a shopping place.
But i did not know about shopping, just know about play.
Lol! Will post those photos, when i'm oversea! :}
NEXT TIME! Cause I must really consider.
If i post people will laugh till their head drop.
Only people like Weiping won't.
Cause she has seen it long ago.
Esp, my center parking hair style!

Hehe! Anyway, should i change my blog skins?
Kind of sick of it. :}
Or should i just do as the normal one?
Which the blogger gave.

ZengWeiPing, when you gonna meet me?
Later cannot see me again than you know ah! :}
Hehe! I know you'll miss me very much one.
Laugh, always event cancel due to some reason one.
I must see you soon i don't care! :}
Miss ya!

Hao lah, i got to end here. My hand is as tired as myself now.

My self respect is telling me to do so.



When you cannot put into words
How they make you feel.

Real tears are not those that fall from the eyes and cover the face,
But those that fall from the heart and cover the soul.

If you love someone you give everything
You can and not expecting on any return.

So often we don't say 'I love you'
Because we fear losing someone,
But more often we lose them
Because we fear saying 'I love you'

If you love someone, tell them.
For hearts are often broken,
By words left unspoken.

The more you love,
the more you lose a part of you.
Yet you dont become less of you are,
Instead you end up being complete.

Your heart is one of your most prized possessions,
Be careful who you give it to.

Went to bedok to meet J.
J dye her hair, cut &
I cut my hair too. But only frige.
Hehe! :}

Than on went to Tampiness, to shop.
Walk around. J brought me clothes , etc..

Mrt back to Bedok.
Cab to Parway.

Ate Aunty Anne and went to eat, pepper lunch.
!#%&, The aunty no eye and the soup burn my leg.
Without a sorry or tissue.
Ate the pepper lunch, and burn my hand many times.
But than is nice! :} Loving it!

Shop at Gaint with J family.
Brought many things.
Walked back home.

Pack stuffs and watch the dise we buy.
"Charlie and the chocalate factory"
Suggest J to buy at Tampiness.

Drank beer, and sleep! :}
What a lovely day!

Happy that, we spent some time of our own.
And had lots of joy!
Luv the way it's.

Edited post -
Hehe! Forget to post about my Fav lifestyle. :}
Done nothing today, but still i spending my time, meaningful.
Done some housechores ^^
Help J to wash, iron and fold J clothes.

I suddenly miss the past just now.
If only the time turn back,
I will cherish you, and never had the chance to lose you.

So, Is all about..
Even though my heart
Is telling me to stay,
Begging me to stay
My self-respect is telling me
I gotta walk away.

That was what I feeling at that point of time.
I had also done this wrong doing,
In every past relationship of mine.
So I'm not gonna repeat my mistake.
I've gonna cherish every chance that I'm holding now.
I'm gonna do what I gonna do!
Still will love you, I promise!

I'm not gonna let this chance go again.

P.s : J!

Saturday, May 29, 2010

Luv that I'm achieving for!



Heyhey! I'm back.

Gosh, I'm getting sick of everyday.
Keep on telling myself to get a job soon.
But I know I can't cause I have to help to do something at home too.
So.. Let everything, go by time.

J is not working tomorrow.
Still thinking where will J bring us to.
Just don't want to see J waste too much money.
Anywhere will do, I'm fine with it.
Yah.. If only J is happy and fine with it too.

Lol, seem to be the weather so hot nowadays.
I've been sweating to sleep, even though the fan is in front of me.
Seriously can't stand the weather.
It seem to be i need 20 fans for me.
Hehe, abit over ah! Laugh.

): I know yesterday i made a mistake.
But I'm still gald that, you give in to me first.
Hehe, I just don't know why ley.
Maybe i look too cute. :}
Than you can't stop yourself from ignore me. Hehe!

Have been sleeping late and wake up late too.
Gosh, wake up not long i feel sleeply again.
Don't know what is happening with me.

Alright got to end here.
Luv, XiaoHong very much.
Show you next time! :}