Good times come and go, but the memories will last forever.

I've need to vent all my feeling out here. I'd being counting down to tomorrow which is WeiKiong's court. But for now all that I can said is phobia of seeing the same thing, paranoid of being alone again. Sick of the life I'm leading now, words can't simply describe how had I gone thru all this while alone. Although I had friends along the way but this ain't curing the lonely-ness I'd gone thru all this while. Although I've know what the outcome am I gonna face thru but why am I still having little hopes that I can spend a little more time with you. Just a little will do, but there's just no such chance for me. For this almost one month, I've not being receive-ing any calls either message from you. Yet I'm still trying my best to hang thru those time. I should not had listen to you and I should had go back before you even left me out here alone, so that I won't be facing so much now. I've no idea what's the point being paranoid for all these time. Being thinking till a little too over, but I'll be glad if you made yourself out here tomorrow. I won't start all my bad habits again. Either your choice or determination being with me is still there or not, I'll not force you with any choices you made. (: I miss you so much that is what I can said most.

I'm sorry if I'd made you down on your birthday. Giving you empty promises on your birthday itself, when you told me so much about your last year birthday wasn't a blast as what you wanted to. Yet I've being giving you words that I'll make a blast this year. I'll give you time to cool down. I miss you Buddy XiaoEn's. >:( Somehow you really very petty eh, angry so long already still don't want reply my tweets and messages. But I know la, you really need time to cool down. I'd felt regretful for what I'd done and said. Time is running up I hope we could spend just a day together before I go back. If you really want this friendship to end it just this way than I can't force you any longer. I may seem that I don't concern but I did. Please take care of yourself in work. Even if your stomach is rejecting the food you ate, you still must force yourself to eat.

Bff MeiBao's, although it had being years I last seen you but I still hope you're fine. Don't have to blame yourself for treating me like this anymore cause no body is prefect. I just hope what I once told you really made a sense to you. Please make your life more meaningful don't slack your time away anymore. Thank you for taking care for me for this two years we had together. I'm just glad that you keep to what you promise like you said you will take care of me till I go back, indeed you did it. But now you've done enough already. Thank you, for being so caring for these two years. (: Like you said now life gave me something better. Just be true to who you are. I can't deny indeed I break down when I lose you, but now I'm smiling to my days ahead! Thanks a lot, much cherish by me.

Life moves on.

Okay I almost fainted at Expo last Sunday. Scared the hell outta of me. Wth, so damn scary lo, is either I squat down in the middle of the crowd or I continue walk and faint infront of the police. But I've no idea why I squatted in the end. Hehe, went to meet Jasmine Darling at Bugis afterwards, had Longjohnsliver with that silly girl, chatted and went for a small shopping. And ya, Jasmine Darling I'll eat and take great care of myself don't worry alright? Sames goes to you, but for you is to eat at the right timing. Gain so much weight already. Hehe, shall see if I still have the chance to see you on your birthday. :D

Congrats to my oldfriend WeiPing's for successful deliver out a babyboy to this earth! Brave enough to be a mom! 5th will be her boy fullmonth, try to be there on that day alright? But no promise cause too much things came thru lately and had occupied too much of my time. ):

Starting work at 9pm. Attending Baby WeiKiong's court tomorrow at 9am. Hopefully he can get the lightest sentence. ): Sigh. Although life inside make a big difference than outside but still you gotta be strong and go thru alright? I promise to wait. I love ya.

It's like a dream.

-Fucking prefect by Pink. (Made me grow some self-esteem)

I still have the same strong feeling as the first time. The feeling does not stop growing indeed it go stronger. Looking back at those comment you gave in Facebook and messages you send, made the smile in my face go wilder and it does not stop. I miss you and I can't deny. I can't find anything that can help me, from enduring with all those time when you're not around. I rather go back to the place where I belong than to feel alone for all this while. The feeling hurts and it's making me insane soon. I miss the way you made me smiling to the phone, which I haven't feel it lately anymore. 2 more days to your visit from your friend. I just got the feeling that I gonna get hurtful messages. Well, maybe you ain't true for all this while. I got to be strong and still wait for you to be out. I promise, I'll do so.

I don't bother what you gonna say, I'll just wait for you to be out. If you discharge than you still don't wanna continue than it's a different thing already. I'll be strong, maybe I shall say I must get use to it. Please be good inside. Never should you, against the rules. You'll never win. I'm too tired of guessing what you want in life already, because I've never knew what you're thinking. Whatever I do sometime is a mistake to you, and that made me helpless. But those one month plus memories you gave made me hanging on there. Please don't give up, when you don't have the heart to do so. But if you have, than I'm speechless. I love you.

Never had a dream come true.

-I've never expect much in life, but why am I having hard time finding a stable one?

I've never asked for diamond rings, millionaire boyfriend, big house with 3 floors high, driving Bmw's, good looking guy or any more expectation girls want in life. Now I'm only asking for someone who's faithful, someone I love and love me the same way, treating me good, spend his time with me, never neglected me and never take me for granted. I may list some out of what I expected in a relationship. But am I asking too much?

-PohWeiKiong.

I can't ensure you're 100% true towards me, but somehow you show that you really care. Although is only a month plus we're together and we have to be apart again. I promise and swear I'll wait for you. Just getting paranoid of what you gonna say, during your visit from friends. Sigh, please don't be so nice okay? You just gotta believe in what I've told you!

-Winnie love WeiKiong 24032011

-Please made this last for once.

-Poh Wei Kiong

I miss you, dearest. How have you being? I hope you're true-ly fine. >:( Since the day you went for your court I've not hear any thing about you. Baby, you just got to be strong inside. No matter how hard things turn out to be, you still have to be strong and tell yourself you're alright. I'll support you in any choices you made. Just follow your heart. There's nothing that can't be solve. but everything happen for a reason. But just be strong, okay? I love you.

4 more days to friends visiting Baby. I hope to hear good news. Sigh, I just miss you so much. :(

Virgo with Pisces.

-Do this just for the fun. :)

Virgos being the perfectionists they are may despair of thePisces untidy and somewhat lazy lifestyle. Pisces are dreamers and often have their head in the clouds, which could annoy the more conservative down to earth Virgo. On the other hand, opposites do attract and the Virgo could actually become intrigued by the new Pisces ideas and versatile way of life. The Pisces in turn may look to Virgofor more security and stability in their life.

Pisces are sympathetic and caring and as they will work hard at most relationships, they have the perseverance and ability of winning over the aloof and seemingly unemotional Virgo. Pisces are able to see deeper inside a Virgos heart and soul, which Virgos try very hard to hide. Pisces can also learn to be a bit more practical from the more levelheaded Virgo.

The one thing that these two signs do have in common is that they are reliable, loyal and faithful. This is a pairing that will make a good marriage, if they can work out their differences in the long term. Their similar sense of family values can strengthen their relationship overcoming any obstacles and times of trouble.

Sick of being alone.

- A moment like this /Leona Lewis

What if I told you it was all meant to be,
Would you believe me
Would you agree
It's almost that feeling we met before
So tell me that you don't think I'm crazy
When I tell you love has come here and now

A moment like this
Some people wait a lifetime
For a moment like this
Some people search forever
For that one special kiss
Oh I can't believe it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this.

Everything changes but beauty remains
Something so tender
I can't explain
Well I may be dreaming but till I awake
Can we make this dream last forever
And I'll cherish all the love we share

A moment like this
Some people wait a lifetime
For a moment like this
Some people search forever
For that one special kiss
Oh I can't believe it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this

Could this be the greatest love of all
I wanna know that you will catch me when I fall
So let me tell you this
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this

Some people wait a lifetime
For the moment like this
Some people search forever
For that one special kiss
Oh I can't believe it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this

Oh Oh like this

Oh Oh Oh Oh

I can't believe it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this

Oh like this

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I don't mind wasting a life, for you. As long as you're alright with it, I'll be fine with it too. Even if one day how sick I get of waiting, I'll still hang on tight, because you're the one I want to spend my life with. I may not win many others girls out there. But my faithful-ness will win them for sure. Choices is still in your hand. I don't mind risking to try again, as long as you're willing to be here with me. 20 more days to your sentence. I hope everything will goes fine and smoothly for you. I miss you so much, every single day. Without fail, I think of how much you're all the time. Sticking with me when we're at Eddie's place. Now, I do my own stuff and no one here to stick with me anymore. I hope that all those nice memories you've given me, I will feel it soon! Baby, jiayou and be strong. I luv you~

I'll love till you stop it.

Sigh, 22 days more I can see baby's already! I just miss baby's so much la. Hopefully time pass faster, so I can see baby earlier. I miss you baby. ): Life is just so miserable! I rather go back inside, than to be leave alone outside without you. I really can't get use to it. But I've never regretted loving you, you just deserve all the best! Wonder how are you inside? It really make me feel uneasy because I don't know how are you feeling, what are you doing and how are you. Sigh, I can't think of what I've learned right now, but I'll thanks you someday. Please stay cheerful always, I would not wish to see you down, crying and stuff! You're the motivation of me now. Though, you are not here to cheer me up when I cry so hard, but look I don't blame you. Yet I love you more, even! Faster come out okay? I miss and love you.

Winnie is suffering.

Baby, I swear I missed you so badly. >:( I'm suffering with every tears I'm dropping now. Can you be here, for just one hour? I promise I'll speak all the truth to you. Let every thing turn back to the starting. I'll treat you the best that I can, listen to everything that you asked me to. I'll love you till you gave up.

I hope for those things that can't come true.

Went to Uss on the last day. Spent my last day sleeping. Sigh, I hope the moment I walk in the gate, my tears won't flow down. I'll be strong, as strong as I've never try before. Please uh, Winnie try all your best alright?

For those who care for me, please takecare of yourself. Buddy Vivien's please take care of yourself, don't allow others to walk in your life and hurt you again. Don't be stupid again. Be wise, okay? I love you although I can't be there when i need you. But always remember I will give you my support in every choices you made. But not things that will hurt you. Jeviar, I'll take care of myself. You too. (: Learn to accept things in life.

Baby, I'm really happy for those days spending with you. But, I guess you are never happy with me. Well, maybe I don't do any good, when I'm with you. But at least I love you full-heartly. If only leaving you can make you happy. Than I will leave. Thank you, for spending so much on me. Ya, I think that I'm just not good enough that's why you wanted to leave all the time. I don't know why must you, be with me when you already plan to leave me in the first place? Well, promises are meant to be broken. Why I can't learn it long ago, yet still giving in hope on your promises. I hope your time inside, will be fast. Don;t think too much, time will be better after you come out. All the best alright? I think I'm just a failure in every relationship. Well, I love you. If you think that I'm doing this, just to let you see, that well. I don't have to do this just to prove you, when you don't want to continue.

Winnie low, please be strong man. I know you can do it. I'm just afraid to mention. Take care, all my love one.