Luv luv luv luv.

J is at work now, and I've nothing to do at home.
And peers, J is not leading me on.
If anyone think so. Guess, I've gonna stay strong.
As i always does.
I know that I need to get a job soon.
I sick and tired of staying at home all day long.
I feel so useless. LOL! :}
Guess, things gonna be better if i had a job.
I won't feel so lazy as in I keep on feel sleeply.
Laugh, MinEr baby are you so desparte to meet me?

Guess, it's just a short post today.
Nothing to post.
Home home home home home.

Home home home home home.

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P.s: Happiness is what people always wants.

No one else is more important than you.

Sigh, at home with that little boy now.
& He's sleeping soundly.
Hope that everything gonna be alright downstair,
Everything can be slove. If you try.

Alrightz, guess sunday there's no hope already.
But than i still like that way you care for family.
Harmony" Is gonna be the only thing you need in family.
So, i still feel happy for you and your family.

I don't ask much, but all i wanted is be like the past.
Put in more effort, will do.
Although we are not attached now.
But i still hope that one fine day we'll have the status.
Although i had wanted to have no status in the start.
Now i realise why you keep on insiting to have a status in the start.
I realise how important is the status.
I'm still waiting that one fine day, you'll change your mind.

I miss those time we're spending our 24 hours with each other.
Although we had no money at that point of time.
But i still live my life with you to the fullest.
Now when we have money,
We're spending so little time with each other.
I rather to had the past than now.
Although when we had the past,
We wants to get better in income,
But when we're better in income i wants to get back to the past.
I wants you, to be like the past,
When you treated me like your all.
When you treated me like your everything.
I do miss those past.
I do miss those time when we share our feeling at night.

Now is a different thing, once you reach home.
You'll surf the net, sleep, and wake up.
We don't have any time to spend with each other.
But i'm gald that you still gave me the best.
Spend your off day with me.
I know you're tried with your work.
And you still tried to, accompany me.

J. You're still the one.
I'll always luv ya. :}

P.s: Everything gonna be alright if you tried your best to slove.

Hello fellows! This photo is taken on Cherry birthday! :}
Lied to her that i will never turn up! But still a surprise to you right?
Hehe! Hope you're gald that i turn up.


J, this few day you've being sleeping so late.
I know you're tired! }:
So try to sleep early every night.
Don't think you're those strong people, who can sleep late wake up early.
Today also late right?
Anyway, i wants to tell you i love you, as i always do.
Everything gonna be alright.
And i promise,
I'll called you sweetheart all day long.
My love will never fade for you.


Sunday J off, hope is not the same old place.
I wants to spend my day with you alone.
And not with those peers.
Although is fun, but what i wants is two of us.


Your love is my drug. Ke$ha.

Maybe I need some rehab
Or maybe just need some sleep
I got a sick obsession
I'm seeing it in my dreams
I'm looking down every alley
I'm making us desperate 'cause
I'm staying up all night hoping
Hitting my head against the wall

What you got boy is hard to find
I think about it all the time
I'm all strung out, my heart is fried
I just can't get you off my mind

Because your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love
I said your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love

Won't listen to any advice
Momma's telling me I should think twice
But love to my own devices
I'm addicted, it's a crisis

My friends think I've gone crazy
My judgments getting kinda hazy
My esteem is gonna be affected
If I keep it up like a lovesick crackhead

What you got boy is hard to find
I think about it all the time
I'm all strung out, my heart is fried
I just can't get you off my mind

Because your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love
I said your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love

I don't care what people say
The rush is worth the price I pay
I get so high when you're with me
But crash and crave you when you leave

Hey, so I gotta question
Do you wanna have a slumber party in my basement?
Do I make your heart beat like an 808 drum?
Is my love with your drug?
Your drug, uh your drug
Uh your drug is my love, your drug

Because your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love
I said your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love

Hey...Hey...
So?
Your love your love your love, *whisper* is my drug
I like your beard

Tag replied
Teresa : Thanks buddy! I know how you felt too. Cause you exprience it before too.
Miner : You are always meeting me! Hehe :}

P.S : You loved me when i was new. Things were good when it was fresh.
You were always there. You were never far when i needed you.
You were both possessive and worried.Went through happiness and sorrow - Thi rak.

All this precious moments, wiv you by my side.

Those are all alots of memorable letters to me.
3rd picture on top, is on me and 'J' five months anniversary.
We had a fight on that day. So i tears and tear the letter i wrote for our anniversary.
Some people prefer, getting present on anniversary.
But some prefer by using your own hand and made for your loved one something.
So ya, for me i prefer by using my own hand.
For 'J' is more to buying a present. :}
Ohkay, so ya. This prove different type of people had different type of thinking.

Ohk. Having cough, flu and fever. 'J' is taking care of me last night.
So sweet. :} Laugh, 'J' prepare medicine for me to eat.
For cough and fever. Ate one adult panadol and 2 kids panadol.
Lol! Cause only left with one adult one. Haha. :}
&Seriously i think that i had so much of flame.
Ycuks, i being sneezing all the time.

'J' mum went out early in the morning. Haha.
And she actually doll up herself. Before she went out.
Laugh. Thurs, 'J' off. Not sure if going anywhere.
But i guess is that same old place.
Seriously some times not i wants to interfere into your things.
But just to get some logic into your mind.
Hope you do understand. And seriously consider what i say in your mind.
So ya, you should know that at times i speak with sense.

Time is passing and world are turning.
Everyone should know that next months is coming.
And seriously i feel like draging the time again.
I think if 'J' brought me back.
However when reach Defu lane. I'll definelty say.
Can we turn back? The fear is coming.
&Also my fear is getting more and more.
I know that i should think of myself.
But please as what outsider say is easy. But had you ever had the hardtimes?
I don't mind if people start saying me useless.
But, even you're strong enough.
You step into Defu lane. You'll know that you gonna lose your freedom again.
And please, who have the guts to do that?
So ya, i also don't have the guts.
Imagine i've being by 'J' side all the way.
Up and downs. Daily rountine, is all with you by my side.
How can i even get used to it. If suddenly i can't have you by my side?

Ohk, i guess i had enough of typing. 'J' i luv you! :}

What is love? Lovers to friend.

Playing with Texas hold' em poker currently.
Play usually on boring day. Was helping friend to take care of their kids.
And i swear i was fucking piss off. I think my head is bursting.
Even if i was paid one k, i also won't agree to help them take care.
Lol, win 20k currently in Texas poker.
Done i think I'm contend enough Sudden attack now.
Haha, hope today will rain in the night again.
Hope 'J' will listen to what i suggest.
Anyway congrats for being confirm.
Congrats that your hard work is being prove.
I believe you can do better, by the score 30.
If you really wants to think how good you done.
Your score is just pass. But if, for your 3 months experience in this company.
You did a great job. And seriously i think that you're quite a fast learner.
If i was in your shoe, i believe I'll be a gong gong toot toot. :}
Laugh, Jiayou!
Always remember that behind you there is your family, friends and me.
Supporting you for the best, yeah?
Hope that you will do better for the rest of the months, years and days :}
I believe you are not that type of people which people is mentioning lazy.
But you are actually someone responsible in jobs.
And, yeah! Seriously credits are all for me.
Ohk lah, you done your part too.
Lol, anyway cherrychen. I seriously cannot attend on your birthday :{
I know I'm somehow so ridiculous, but i never wants to be like this too.
Is just that something appears so sudden. &I'm unable to make it :{
I swear I'm fucking guilty. But hope that i can make it in the night.
Alright, I guess I've post enough.
And i believe usually when you're single.
You no longer know how to express out to people what is love. :}
I no longer can post and express out how much I'm loved.
My post now are all about blessing to you.
'J' you know what i really meant.
If you really keep me for 'what you promise'.
Than you shall let me know.
But in my heart i know that 080309 is still in your heart.

Got to end here. C'ya!

Luv 080309.

Hey fellows! I'm back to my bloggie!
Just finish helping some of the house chores. :}

Contend over myself. Usually i was kinda of lazy but today i volunteer to help.
Yes, and also i tried to wake up early to do more.

But seriousy i think i'm getting more and more tired each day.

Fcuking blogger upload photos seem to take years siah.
Laughs, Jeviar dad cook fried rice for dinner. &I'm eating now.
Hehe, yummy! :} Lol, anyway yesterday went to parkway wiv Meimei & Melvin.

Went to look for Jeviar mum and dad.
Help to carry things they buy than. Went to hawker to eat.

Head back to parkway to shop. Yeah, chitchat with Meimei at Mac.

Walk back to house downstair and chat-ed there too. :D

Went back Jeviar home going 11pm. :} Laughs.

Do some house chores than wait for Jeviar to come back. ^^

Sleep than.... Went to my lala land, hahaz! Got to stop here.
Luv.

I hate the people.

Hey peers! Here to post my bloggie again.
Hehezxzx, some retarded photos that taken yesterday.
Lazy to post all of the photos. Wanna see more, Facebook got write.
Sleeping just now and saw Jeviar in front of me. Hehezx.
Was shock by her. Real shock. Thanks fellows foe helping me like my fb status.
Ty you guys, so much. :} Really need to let the bytch feel ashame.
Yes, i hope she know what is shame! :} Really feel disgusted.
Whenever i seen her, post to people pjpl de comment.
Suckszxz to the hell, seriously. I know this is too curel to comment on people.
But i just see her not, in the right way.
Anyway, bye peoples. :}

如果没有你/莫文蔚

Addicted to this song.
Thanks god that i found you, if anything happen i won't feel regret too;
Life is all about in and out& never will live my life with any regrets.
I don't hard up forever. Just once had it before.
Althogh i do aim for prefect, but apprecaite what you ever had before.
Made yourself proud.
Wondering wanna private my blog not? If yes, please give me your email .

Hey peers, i'm here again. Can't wait for 22may. My bestie birthday.
Kinda of addicted to the song, Ru guo mei you ni - Karen mok.
Went to vist hedry kids. So cute. Keep on tell me the bird bird fly away.
Laughs, took some photo's of them. Thought of video but lazy.
Times is flying, next month there's something i never wanted to face.
Something i have no courage to face. But it's also time for me to repay my sins.
How life will be like? 7days of isolation. How will i feel during the days?
What will i be thinking of. I don't feel any regrets.
I don't feel any turning back the times.
Just worried about my friends and Jeviar. When i'm not around will anyone forget me?
Or maybe drifted apart? Will anyone send me any regrats when they know someone,
will see me.
I'm weak enough to feel hurts, from people.
I can imagine, when i'm in a place when all is new. On the last month.
It's supose, to be my happy day. But i knew that this is only supose.
My eyes is dried enough, no longer any tears enough for me to drop.
Anykind of tears had flow before, so i must be strong!
I'm no longer a baby. I can't cry for things that can't turn back.
Anyway, i think this is no point saying.
So byeeeeeeeee! :D

Happy anniversary.

Peek a boo! Happy anniversary! I love ya. Update more tomorrow.

And also post those pictures that we've taken on our trip out today!
I hope you still care alots, thought i've made you down once.
Once bitten twice shy. :D I still love you like how i did.
Eddited on 080310 1.12Pm.
Those all photos we took on yesterday.
Went bugis than Illuma to eat Waraku, Jeviar working company, one of the outlet.
Than head to parkway to acompany Jeviar's, buy cake and present for her mum.
Brought me anniversary present than head to play lan.

As others is playing pool too.

Went home around 9 and cut cake.
Acompany her mum, to downstair to talk to her friend.
Haha. Than on went up and eat....
Than went to sleep. Once again thanks for the present and happy anniversary!

You put up a smile on my face.

(Y) Went to shop with Beibei and her mum.

Brought prefume for this Jeviar.

Her from Fcuk, Lol! This brand sound so offending duh?

Lol, anyway hope she like that. :D

Messag-ing with that Xiao en whole afternoon.
Just change my blog skins. Seem so funny. But than i lazy to change back. :D

I'll always do the same as you.

Hey peers! Just a short post will do so bah. :D
&my dearest eightyoneeeee, your birthday is coming soon.
Sames goes to my dearest buddy. Promise to turn up on your birthday.
With a surprise. ^^ Like how you did to me, yeahhh!
Don't forget ah! I'll make sure you get a shock! :x
But maybe no lahz, must see how is the suituation.
Ohk, i think today post will be till here. Cause i need to let this com sleep -.-
Byebyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
P.s: When someone tears for you, it means that person truly love you.

Happy anniversary ; Adavance .
You should know that i still care :D

Happy birthday BOBO! :D
Hope you like the present! Love gossiping with those bitches! :D
Next gathering will be when? ):

Love is all around.

Went out with Jeviar and her family, too see her Grandma, yesterday.
Thanks, for today :) As people said. Not meant to be lovers.
But BESTFRIEND! I know you know what i mean. :D LOL!
Later people say i loser! D:

Tag reply.
Kelly: Hope you get your homeleave soon! :D
Teresa: Thanks, buddy! Your 5 months made you fatttt!
AhGirl: Thanks, don't always late ah! LOL!
Jasmine'Darling: Anyway, i not saying you lohz. HEHE! Saying others. Love you!
Tri'Qian: I mati already. HEHE!

P.s: Why must wait till i said than people care? ):

You'll never know till you lose it.

"A true friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out."
Anyway, do any true friends know how i'm feeling when i'm down?
Somehow they will tell you, i'll be there no matter what,
But then the truth is that, they don't even ask or don't even know what is happening.
Life is deep and pain. Friends to lover, lover to friend.
And goes back to the same.
Why do all good things come to an end?
You'll never know the value till you lose it.
When you had none of yours lover with you,
You usually treat your bestfriend as the only one,
&teasure it well. Well, but when you had your lovers and is devoted,
You somehow forget who is there to cheer you up.
While your lovers had some conflict with you.
Who is true friends to you?