Happy anniversary!

( Happy anniversary my dearest baby! )
Watched twilight with Baby, Beibei, Meimei and Melvin at illuma yesterday! Baby, did one thing stupid but still adorable to me. She brought couples ring at Silver Corner for the both of us. And she hide it for me all the way until we shopped end, brought tickets, food and have our butts tucked in the chair than she took out the ring that she brought. Open it up like she is asking me for marriage! Laugh, indeed she gave me a surprise that day!

Although we've not spend much time yesterday but than still glad that you at least gave me sweet memories, in life. Although you like that jacket you brought very much. But than I still think it look more like bugis street street 10 bucks jacket. But the inner side don't look like lah. (:

Laugh, thinking back that I brought the zip pouch which wrote there, DAMN I'M BROKE. And I feel that I'm kinda feeling this way now. But it's ohkay after tue I'll have my money back again! Working is the best way not to see your wallet without a cent inside! (: Gonna ask for Posb card from baby again unless she still have cash with here later. Lol!

Back from the ladies. Alright! I'm thinking of what to crave on our rings! (: I think is common on rings like ( Who love who ) . I want something special other than this! Alright maybe I shall talk it out with Jeviar first! (:

You're just everything i ever wanted I love you!

:O

At brother house right now. Waiting for mum to finish her things than go shopping! Horray! Finally can shop! :) Anyway is just a short post lah! :) Gotta tell Jeviar two more days to our anniversary! Love ya, like peanut butter! I don't know why I'll wrote this but for the sake of fun! :)

You're the one i ever wanted.

16 monthsary coming in 6 days time!Do hope for an enjoyable day for the both of us.Ya.. Indeed we did not spend so much time together on our anniversary time this few months. So I did hope that this month we gonna spend our day to the fullest! Alright, indeed you know that I'm always being wishing for, just the both of us day. Felt like, times is like passing so fast. And both of us is together going to 16 months. Ain't this fast and I just can't believe my self that I'm bissfully attached to you for 16 months. Baby, you know that it's gonna be still counting on. Although i did so much mistake in the past. But you've never fail to give me chances by chances. Being soft hearted to me all the times. And indeed, you've never wanted to leave me either. Even if your heart is telling you to do so. But you're love for me, is telling you to hold on to me. Thanks for all the forgiving and I'm sorry for all the pains I've brought to you.

Ever since you started working. Time for us is getting lesser and lesser. Baby, I understand for all that. But you everytime attitude me one ley, when you just come back from work. You don't drag feeling at me hoh! I'll punch you one hoh! Belive me. Hehe! Well, you know me well too. This is just joking. But seriously this is also an advices to you. Don't attitude me when you see this hoh! Hao lah, baby remember don't tired yourself during working hours.

Well, fcuking hell. Suppose to go work today but saddly to say. It's ain't my day. Don't wish to mention more. Scuks!

04July after work is going to my beloved cousin birthday party! Well, hope I would be able to make it on time. For present I really don't know what i should get for her. As in we're different age. So I seriouly don't know what she'll like. And guess she won't be playing with toys either. So is getting my brains cracking.

Another brain craking time, this time round what to get for Jeviar for our 16 monthsary. It's really getting my brain craking. Jeviar, have all the things she wants now. And what more can i do? Guess I gonna get something for her, when i get my pay. Ya.. The best ideas!

Alright, got to sleep early tonight for tomorrow work! ;) Horray! The more I work, the more money I'll be earning! Such a nice deal for me! Money is everything you need in life. No money no honey!

Luv sweetheart ttm! You're all I wanted in life. Thanks for all the best memories you store in my heart. It's only you who have the key to my heart! I luv ya!

P.s : Where is the second book of my dearest "Little three pigs story" . Where's her babi, babo and baba? And where is the next things gonna happen to them? Ah, baby! When are you going to countiue for the readers. Like that who will buy your book? Alamak! So half way one ley you do things. Buey tahan you ley. Laugh.. Let her countiue soon. Don't rush her, she work very hard for it.

Nothing worth my trust more than you.

Heys peers. Currently using iPhone to update my blogger. Sweetheart is tired so I used her phone to update my blog. ;) Sad to say that photos can't be uploaded. So ya. Maybe I shall post photos on my next post. Anyway, enjoy the day were spending together. Although is ain't so much time for the both of us. But yet you did cheer me up when I felt down. Although the way you talk to me like you wants to look a fight with me but I know you wants me to be good too. You asked me to work is for the good of the both of us too. Yet I show you attitude for that. Firstly I would like to apologies for showing you such little girl temper. Yet you still understand me well. And that's what couple should do. The most important thing in a relationship is to have basic trust with each other.

I have never believe that I would be with someone forever but you made me believe that we can make it till death do us apart. Well, you know it well that. I could never last a relationship with someone. Yet, you made me know how to love someone in a relationship. How to show that you do Care too. I believe you're the one who'll be there for me when I needed you the most. I wants to make you the most happy person in the world. Well.. Ain't a easy thing but yet I'm willing to give it a try. Even if I can't I also wants to make you felt happy when you're with me. And even if you can't stay by my side. I wants to made you by thinking of me you also felt happy. I'm sorry if I need to leave you for sometime. Ain't if I wants it to happen to is too. But this is what I have to do. Sorry for made you suffer.

Aim for insensitive and ang bao alright? Work harder and you might being promote as times goes by. I believe by working hard people see your hard work. ;) Than that time I shall congrats you. But never forget me when you get promote. Hehe! Anyway, I know is very tiring for you to work whole day long. For me eights hours of standing is tired enough. Don't say about yours 10 hours. Hehe, I tell you I'll be complaining whole day long to you. But I know you very strong one! Not tired of working one. Hehe! By the way you must jia you! I'll give you my support. ;)

A thank you for you. I love you just like diamonds in my eye. Bestest boy friend! I love to have you by my side forever.

P.s; if you really read properly. there must be mistake in my spelling. Cause iPhone ain't same as keyboard! Gonna save up money and buy a camera indeed I know baby wants it very much. (;

Cause there's is no other, nobody in my mind.

(24/06/2010)

Have you spare a thought for me before?
Tomorrow J off. & although i know that we not gonna spend so much time for the both of us.
But at least it's spending time for someone you cherish in your life. From the day she's born.
Well, I know how it felt to see someone you loved. Suffering so much in life now.
That shown that you must learn from your experince. Hope J know the basic of life too.
It's gonna to be said as the first step. ;) Ya.

The days that brought us through till here. Ain't easy either diffcult. But as people say. "It takes two hand to clap."
If I'm willing to walk thru those days with you. But you don't we will never get thru this day.
You brought laughters, tears, happiness, encouragment, saddness and more to my lifeless life.
You're the one who made me felt less fearful of facing the fact.
You gave me the engry to fight with those enemy.
You're my lover, bestfriend and family.
When I'm feeling down. Although somehow you don't realise. But if you know I'm feeling down than, you'll never leave me alone instead you gave me the encouragment I need most.
Thank you. I ain't someone good. But you never, gave up on me. Scold me to let me know my mistake. P.s; "But if can please make thing straight to the point. Don't keep my head spining. Thank you."

One year two months back. Have you remember how much you care about me? When you called and tell your Mum. You wish to bring me back to your house. But your Mum said that only you're allow to step in the house and I'm not welcome. You told her without second thoughts that if she can't accept me to your house either will you'll go back. Instead she still disagree to your resquest. You did not leave me alone but you suffer with me for those times. Finding your best to look for me a bed and sleep peacefully. Thanks baby! That blessful day you gave, I'll never forget in mind. I know that is right in my mind. That I only wants you in my life. One and only one! AMB! (L) I love you!

Well I know that I miss my Daddy this few days badly. Wonders how is he doing with someone i hated the most. (Stepmum) She is the one who break up me and my Dad, I know is her. I know she's the one who needed to be blame of. Get rid of her is me and my aunt wishes. She ain't someone kind as I thought when I just know her. She's just a bitch! Fcuk off from me and my dad. Bring your kids away too. If Daddy agree too. ;) Love Daddy! Wansui~

Friend treat you well when you're new. When they found news one. You ain't her best. You just knew that this is just someone passing by and leave you good memories in life. There is no one to be blame as I know. I should have thank you, for leaving such beautiful memorise in my life. Thank you, my friend. "As we go on. We remember all the times we spend together, as our life change comes whatever. We'll still be friends forever."

I've nothing better in life now for me to achive. Expect family.
You're the one I left to achieve for, lay on, cherish, and etc. And that's you AMB. Thank you for leaving me such beautiful memories in life. I needed you the most now. Please, treat me fairly in life. Thank you.

Winnie, please be strong to go thru those up and downs! Never let your past affect you.

one day there stay three little pig in the farm,the older one is babi. 2nd one is babo and the little cute one is baba(: cute right. " Wrote by Jeviar. " Hope this story will carry on in the fairy tales.

The reason i smile.

19 June.
Steamboat with Miner. Than to Changi Ariport.
Just one photo. Post the rest when i like to do so.

23 June.
Went to Kkh. Woke up to early and toh back to sleep.
Woke up and sitted beside the computer.
For J to finish her things.
And gald to said that she finally accept my resquest in Facebook.
Now we're "fong fong guang guang" in a relationship.
Weather are we gonna be like the past it's totally gonna depends on us.

Suppose to sleep early today for later check up at Kkh again.
But it's so late now. Both of us, is not tuck in our bed.
Yet, she's stuck with her iPhone and I'm blogging.

Miner > Sorry nah! I did not promise to meet you up all the time.
But gonna promise to meet you up soon.
Not, tomorrow, Friday to Sunday.
Cause tommorrow J off. Friday to Sunday i working. );
But promise to meet you up real soon! Alright?

My words.
"Nobody gonna force you to do things you dislike. Everything depend on you, yourself. None of your friends nor family. Gonna lead you to anywhere. You lead yourself. So don't blame people when things is already done! All you must do is find a way to slove everything. Not regretting."

The days..

04062010 :>
08032010. :>

I seriously don't know what is the problem with blogger.
Fail to upload photos all the time.
Currently trying to upload at photobucket!
If still cannot I'll gone mad! Seriously!
Gosh, the same result is out lah!
Back to square one.
Still back to try on blogger.

Need to share wiv everyone.
Bitches story!
Seriously i just can't stand girls who ask guys for a relationship.
A> The girl. B>The guy.
A called B to say what ever shit.
A told B that she like B.
And A told B alot of bullshit, and sound like those puppy love talking.
Gosh! Later on the next day.
A ask B> If i want a relationship with you will you accept?
Knnz! !$%^ Fcuking irriatting lah!
I've no rights to say anything to A because B is my past.
But just to share this LOL story to peers.

Really bitch siah! I've never ask a guy to start a relationship with me!
Lol, this is so funny man!

Ohkay, back off from the story of bitch.

This post wanted to post fcuking long ago.
But than blogger damn lag.
So that i just post it out.

Anyway, i love JJJJJJJJJJJJJJJ!

I can be your everything. :}

Fcuking blogger. Photos can't be upload!
Update tommorow. :}
Luv the people! I'm taking back my love.

JJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJ!

I wants to save up money by this. Gift from J.


Rushing on the book i've made for J.
Hope J don't feel lonely after i went back. :}
At least he can read day by day.
As i wish. I hope you feel my presence after I'm gone too.

Tommorrow J off. Gotta go and vist the doctor with J.
To get the cream for his leg too.
Hope we had a pleasant day!
And also trouble please stop coming to us!

Currently playing with Texas Holdem Poker now.
Waiting for my egg to crack.
But heard that it's take a few days to do so.
Nevermind, since i'm so addicted to this game.
I believe i'm able to wait too. :}

Miner, I'm seriously lazy to go out.
And also kind of tired. So maybe tommorrow than i shall meet you up again.
:}

Beibei, cheer up!
If things is worth for you to do everything.
Than is right to do so.
But is not worthy at all.
Than don't be foolish.
If it's time to let go, than you should do so.
But if it's because of the memories, than forget about it.
Alrightz? There's always a way in your life.
Be it, if he does not know how to appreciate you.
There's still your family members who care for you.
And not all good guys are gone!
You're not ugly too !

Alrighz, got to end here. Luv JJJJ!

LUV SG GREAT SALES!

Hello ^^
I'm here again!
Errm, went to T2 yesterday to meet up those small kid &Miner.
Than waited for J to finish work.
While waiting, went to shop.
Lol, SG great sales is too GREAT!
Went to buy stuff with Miner, that she went back home.

Don't know what is the fcuking wrong with my mum.
Called and say I'm at bugis! Haha!
Dumb, if she don't call and talk like a dog.
I think it'll be better.
Really is like what the fcuk? I'm at bugis?

Laughs, forget it than.

Went home with J.
Than on went to sleep already ah!
LOL! Bored of blogging.

Thanks Miner for the Ear rings. :}
Hehe, but very heavy ah!
Lol, you know i know. AHMUI!
Fcuking irriatting!

Thought of giving J surprise, that go fetch her.
In the end say i waste money.
Still tell me she envy cause people Girlfriend.
Fetch Boy'f to work than bus back.
Wanna give her surprise but.. ):
Nevermind it's ohk. :}

Congrats ah! Your CPF money coming. :}
Luv ya ttm!

I gonna do as what you said!

Hey peers, this is my XiaoHong.
I was saying in my previous two post! :}

Where is my fried prawn noodles? }:
J promise me that we'll eat, today.
But than both of us did not wake up.
Due to those late night we're sleeping.

J bro, went childcare.
And indeed without his voice in the morning is so uneasy.
No one accompany me to watch La Bi Xiao Xin.
Laughs. I wanna watch, but watch alone is so bored.
Five he's back, watch on 5.

Boo! ^^
J yesterday said he's touch by my post! LOL!
Are you untrue?

Any job intro ah? I'm bored at home already! }:
Or any places that i never go for a long time?
Hehe! I'm bored of SG!
I wants to go oversea! :} Yippee!
When is gonna be the next time?
I should not have gone to all the fun place when i was young.
Cause, the place i go is a shopping place.
But i did not know about shopping, just know about play.
Lol! Will post those photos, when i'm oversea! :}
NEXT TIME! Cause I must really consider.
If i post people will laugh till their head drop.
Only people like Weiping won't.
Cause she has seen it long ago.
Esp, my center parking hair style!

Hehe! Anyway, should i change my blog skins?
Kind of sick of it. :}
Or should i just do as the normal one?
Which the blogger gave.

ZengWeiPing, when you gonna meet me?
Later cannot see me again than you know ah! :}
Hehe! I know you'll miss me very much one.
Laugh, always event cancel due to some reason one.
I must see you soon i don't care! :}
Miss ya!

Hao lah, i got to end here. My hand is as tired as myself now.

My self respect is telling me to do so.

When you cannot put into words
How they make you feel.

Real tears are not those that fall from the eyes and cover the face,
But those that fall from the heart and cover the soul.

If you love someone you give everything
You can and not expecting on any return.

So often we don't say 'I love you'
Because we fear losing someone,
But more often we lose them
Because we fear saying 'I love you'

If you love someone, tell them.
For hearts are often broken,
By words left unspoken.

The more you love,
the more you lose a part of you.
Yet you dont become less of you are,
Instead you end up being complete.

Your heart is one of your most prized possessions,
Be careful who you give it to.

Went to bedok to meet J.
J dye her hair, cut &
I cut my hair too. But only frige.
Hehe! :}

Than on went to Tampiness, to shop.
Walk around. J brought me clothes , etc..

Mrt back to Bedok.
Cab to Parway.

Ate Aunty Anne and went to eat, pepper lunch.
!#%&, The aunty no eye and the soup burn my leg.
Without a sorry or tissue.
Ate the pepper lunch, and burn my hand many times.
But than is nice! :} Loving it!

Shop at Gaint with J family.
Brought many things.
Walked back home.

Pack stuffs and watch the dise we buy.
"Charlie and the chocalate factory"
Suggest J to buy at Tampiness.

Drank beer, and sleep! :}
What a lovely day!

Happy that, we spent some time of our own.
And had lots of joy!
Luv the way it's.

Edited post -
Hehe! Forget to post about my Fav lifestyle. :}
Done nothing today, but still i spending my time, meaningful.
Done some housechores ^^
Help J to wash, iron and fold J clothes.

I suddenly miss the past just now.
If only the time turn back,
I will cherish you, and never had the chance to lose you.

So, Is all about..
Even though my heart
Is telling me to stay,
Begging me to stay
My self-respect is telling me
I gotta walk away.

That was what I feeling at that point of time.
I had also done this wrong doing,
In every past relationship of mine.
So I'm not gonna repeat my mistake.
I've gonna cherish every chance that I'm holding now.
I'm gonna do what I gonna do!
Still will love you, I promise!

I'm not gonna let this chance go again.

P.s : J!

Luv that I'm achieving for!

Heyhey! I'm back.

Gosh, I'm getting sick of everyday.
Keep on telling myself to get a job soon.
But I know I can't cause I have to help to do something at home too.
So.. Let everything, go by time.

J is not working tomorrow.
Still thinking where will J bring us to.
Just don't want to see J waste too much money.
Anywhere will do, I'm fine with it.
Yah.. If only J is happy and fine with it too.

Lol, seem to be the weather so hot nowadays.
I've been sweating to sleep, even though the fan is in front of me.
Seriously can't stand the weather.
It seem to be i need 20 fans for me.
Hehe, abit over ah! Laugh.

): I know yesterday i made a mistake.
But I'm still gald that, you give in to me first.
Hehe, I just don't know why ley.
Maybe i look too cute. :}
Than you can't stop yourself from ignore me. Hehe!

Have been sleeping late and wake up late too.
Gosh, wake up not long i feel sleeply again.
Don't know what is happening with me.

Alright got to end here.
Luv, XiaoHong very much.
Show you next time! :}

Luv luv luv luv.

J is at work now, and I've nothing to do at home.
And peers, J is not leading me on.
If anyone think so. Guess, I've gonna stay strong.
As i always does.
I know that I need to get a job soon.
I sick and tired of staying at home all day long.
I feel so useless. LOL! :}
Guess, things gonna be better if i had a job.
I won't feel so lazy as in I keep on feel sleeply.
Laugh, MinEr baby are you so desparte to meet me?

Guess, it's just a short post today.
Nothing to post.
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P.s: Happiness is what people always wants.

No one else is more important than you.

Sigh, at home with that little boy now.
& He's sleeping soundly.
Hope that everything gonna be alright downstair,
Everything can be slove. If you try.

Alrightz, guess sunday there's no hope already.
But than i still like that way you care for family.
Harmony" Is gonna be the only thing you need in family.
So, i still feel happy for you and your family.

I don't ask much, but all i wanted is be like the past.
Put in more effort, will do.
Although we are not attached now.
But i still hope that one fine day we'll have the status.
Although i had wanted to have no status in the start.
Now i realise why you keep on insiting to have a status in the start.
I realise how important is the status.
I'm still waiting that one fine day, you'll change your mind.

I miss those time we're spending our 24 hours with each other.
Although we had no money at that point of time.
But i still live my life with you to the fullest.
Now when we have money,
We're spending so little time with each other.
I rather to had the past than now.
Although when we had the past,
We wants to get better in income,
But when we're better in income i wants to get back to the past.
I wants you, to be like the past,
When you treated me like your all.
When you treated me like your everything.
I do miss those past.
I do miss those time when we share our feeling at night.

Now is a different thing, once you reach home.
You'll surf the net, sleep, and wake up.
We don't have any time to spend with each other.
But i'm gald that you still gave me the best.
Spend your off day with me.
I know you're tried with your work.
And you still tried to, accompany me.

J. You're still the one.
I'll always luv ya. :}

P.s: Everything gonna be alright if you tried your best to slove.